pathalogical people pleaser

Mey, 21, SP

[somepiphanies]

yes, tortured poets department is my now favourite but nothing can beat midnights wth those are her best lyricals, maybe not the best instrumental but definitely the complete colossus

[taylornation]

If no one has told you lately, way to go tiger. 🤍

[somepiphanies]

after ttpd all other albuns are like so superficial

im not saying it in a negative way just in a personal way… I cant listen repeatedly anymore lol but ttpd never gets out of my repeat playlist

[somepiphanies]

waking up at 6pm after having a huge breakdown and just sleeping all day because 1. you have more medicine’s mg in your body 2. you cant handle it all anymore 3. you have so much to do and so little strength

how am i supposed to shake that off and do things

i was so excited and now im just so drowned

[somepiphanies]

i was born to be the girl suiting clothes while Vogue by Madonna plays Or wake up having an amazing morning with Suddenly I See As I'm an Andy Sachs but stucked on the first days at Runaway I can't wait till this time comes

[somepiphanies]

ive been through some really dark shit lately and im just so tored of trying NOTHING and nothing changing

at least its not depression it self, im not sui c i d*

but im just trying to fight my demons by rooting in bed 😣

i need to work and go to uni but its so hard

[somepiphanies]

omg, in 11 years of being anxious today was like the first time i BEGGED for help. I had asked for help in the past but today i really begged almost on my knees, and wow, IT HURTED SO MUCH, thats terrible I hate being this ungrateful spoiled childish woman. My family worked so hard to get me here, my mom gets up as 4:50am every fucking day in the past 30 years AND she goes to sleep past midnight, WHY CAN'T I DO IT FOR A FEW DAYS A WEEK FOR JUST A FEW MORE MONTHS in a better life condition, in a great work enviroment, studing i feel so so weak, so uncapable, like shit I really was so ahead the curve... is it the curve becoming a fucking sphere? god i hate it

[somepiphanies]

i just cant not singing

just say when i’d play again

he was my best friend

AND THAT WAS THE WORST PART

omg taylor YOU SHOULD GOT AOTY

[somepiphanies]

omg i hate not having girly friends like I NEED to tall about the flower knows strawberry collection

[somepiphanies]

i needed to see a doctor because anxiety hitted so hard I couldnt think about going to class without feeling like id faint anytime

[somepiphanies]

i'm so happy and emotional about taylor going to the children's hospital that was so special

[vellaroque]

Chappell Roan in Thom Browne Fall 2024 for Rolling Stone

[caspiantorhine]

Milan, Italy

[somepiphanies]

i’m no longer crying but i still cant believe liam is gone

i cant

[somepiphanies]

i want to say it somewhere cause I feel like i need to and here's the place i really feel some guilty on liam's ... bc i was such a directioner but i couldnt stan any of they when they were solo. liam was such an adorable idol, he knew how to take care and be there for us and i just feel like i wasnt and he trully deserved it

[somepiphanies]

i'm so sorry liam

Something Great

One Direction · Midnight Memories (Deluxe) · Song · 2013

[somepiphanies]

Save You Tonight

One Direction · Up All Night · Song · 2012