My place to speak

Some times i rant, sometimes i consol, and sometimes this is my place to be honest with my self.

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You waited a long time until you knew you werent just lonely,

And you tell him for the first time "I love you" and you just feel whole for the first time in forever.

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Am I a terrible person for wondering where your mind is when it's not on me?

I dont want to be a nuisance, i just miss yhe sound of your voice.

[invdious]

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Tragically Ever After

-VV

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I want to be happy the way everyone tells me i should be, right before they walk away.

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But then he smiles and calls me cute, and it sort of... fades away.

[altalexus]

ATTENTION!

Do not tell a trans person that their voice is too high or too low to suit their gender unless they ask! Do not tell a trans person that they are too short or too tall for their gender unless they ask! Do not tell them if they pass or not unless they ask! Do not tell them if what they wear is what you see as ‘appropriate’ for their gender unless they ask! Do not tell them if they wear too much or too little make up unless they ask!

DON’T INPUT JACK SHIT ON THEIR GENDER UNLESS THEY ASK!

[dare-g]

Hourou Musuko 

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This hits a little close.

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Its sad that choosing a restroom means trying to figure out where i will be least harrassed.

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You know when i first met him i thought he was a guy. But he had very suble feminine traits so i refered to him as she. I instantly felt terrible with the look on his face. If you are uncertain about pronouns please, PLEASE dont be afraid to ask. We will gladly tell you. I made a mistake.

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Im still in shock that he likes me. And I like him too. But the thing is, hes liked me alot longer than ive even known him... and yet, im falling in love with him. Ive been on this planet for quite a while now and have had meaningful, deep past relationships. But, no one makes me feel the way he does. Even thinking back on hanging out after work back in october makes my heart fly.

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I've been loved, I have been hated. I have been beat up, bullied, raped. I have had everything taken from me when I've had nothing to give. I have lied some of the most intriquet stories. I turned into a horrible person and found it amusing at the time. And i had people around that would listen. My parents would listen when i needed them. I had friends that would listen when i needed them. But in the end, i surely lied to them too. I guess i thought i could build something out of nothing. Eventually i sat down and put a 9mm in my mouth. I didnt even hesitate to pull the trigger. But what happened when i pulled the trigger was much more devistating than death. And that was nothing. When i pulled back on the slide the bullet didnt chamber right. And that click haunts me to this day. But it also pushes me to be better to myself. And I'm sure one day, someone will love me anyway.

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When he inspire you to draw again. Hell he has inspired me to alot latlely that was sealed away in depression for years.