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❛ —Blinded by your own rotting brain, Dreamy Girl? Those galaxies in your eyes have become dull and faded. Are you still listening, Desperate Girl? You can't barricade your heart from the world forever. ❜ || Ind. Pri. Sel. Madotsuki from Yume Nikki || Est...

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Archived and remade!

I’m now moving over to @somniisms!! I’ll be going on a following spree there, so please unfollow this blog and refollow there if you like! Thank you for such a fantastic year!

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when someone assumes something about ur muse that isn’t true

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MY FIRST MADOTSUKI BLOG WAS MADE IN 2010 AND THAT'S REALLY WEIRDING ME OUT RN IT SERIOUSLY ONLY FEELS LIKE HALF A YEAR

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      a  pause  .  contemplation  .   followed  by  a  shake  of  his  hands  /  small  gesture  of  rejection  .    ❛    uh  ,  no  thanks  ——-   ❜  i  don’t  drink  too  much  —- whatever  that  is.

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                   ❛ —Your loss. The buzz is great. ❜

Perhaps the dreamy girl had a problem, having to rely on processed energy to function throughout the day. She wanted to go home.

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I can never decide anything for myself and need constant validation from others: The musical

Should I remake or should I just deal?

[sasuke-x]

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@hikarx || Eyyy~~

Tired eyes turned down as the dreamy girl slowly leaned towards the shaking window of the train car. She really should kick this habit of falling asleep around strangers, but having not slept that night, she was just...so...tired...

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Shrugs loudly?

Starter call?

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                                               Who would want to  share a world  ? Varying from  simple game boards  to         whole fragments         , it was the creator who had the sole right of keeping what was theirs.  Throwing the word creator around aimlessly might be an insult  , yet from the mere human term it meant what it meant.         scawny body resting on thin air, crossing legs as if death was sitting on an invisible throne         Pale head tilted slightly,  presenting a genuine smile  for the first time. 

“  So you  are  the god of this collection of worls.  Gods are fickle beings  , you should be on your guard.  They create && then they vanish without a trace  .  ”

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                   ❛ —I don’t think I’m a god of any kind. I just know the place like the back of my hand and I keep the peace. That’s all. I don’t think I have any control in creation or anything like that, it just kinda happens. ❜

Though the dreamy girl certainly seemed like a child having discovered a secret garden with the way she pranced about and explored every inch of every room. Picking up stones and throwing them far beyond the whitewashed fences, reaching up to try and touch the coloured lips in the sky, twirling around the stalks of giant redcaps.

                   ❛ —Though I hope no one else has control. Not me, not anyone else. ❜

[demonmaxwell]

“Oh, how positively sad for you, having your dreams not talk to you. It must be absolutely heart-breaking.”

The amount of sarcasm that was in the air was easily quite visible. But then again, Maxwell simply just found it a bit pointless, talking about dreams. After all, why worry about dreams when you have real nightmares to worry about?

“Trust me though, pal, whatever you dream, you don’t have to worry about that anymore. There’s so much more to worry about now…”

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                   ❛ —You think? ❜

Shifting uncomfortably, stretching both arms above her head. Getting dark already? Head hurts a little...

                   ❛ —You’ve already slaughtered me once to prove a point. How much worse can it get than that? ❜

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Imagine mado undressing okay bye i’m done

-- ＡＢＯＵＴ ＴＨＥ ＭＵＳＥ

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█ ▌ ▐ ┆♔ ;; & ABOUT THE MUSE.

ｇｅｎｅｒａｌ –

height:    5′” weight:    92 lbs ethnicity:    German/Russian/Japanese occupation:    Convenience store cashier gender:    Female sexual identification:    ??? good question romantic identification:    hetero alignment:    XXXXXXX go away with ur alignments omg

ｓｐｅｃｉｆｉｃｓ –

favorite food(s):    potatoes, sour candies favorite drink(s):    tea, monster favorite brand(s):    ??? favorite hobby/hobbies:    sleeping, gaming favorite artist(s):    n/a favorite musician(s):    Elvis Depressedly, Cigarettes After Sex favorite scent(s):    Patchouli, vanilla favorite person(s):    Verse dependent

ｒａｎｄｏｍ –

list five facts about your muse: 1 -     Madotsuki is allergic to honey and bee stings 2 -     Madotsuki is drop dead mortified of vermin like rats and cockroaches 3 -     Madotsuki has no control over her dreams other than through the use of effects 4 -     Madotsuki becomes deeply involved in gameshow reruns 5 -     Potato salad is the only real food Madotsuki can make

list five things they like: 1 -    Sleeping/Dreaming 2 -    Space 3 -    Cryptozoology 4 -    Gaming 5 -    Rainy humid days

list five things they dislike:

1 -    Vermin 2 -    Very sticky food 3 -    Sudden intimacy 4 -    Cranberries 5 -    Rough textures

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Tagged by: Swiping this from @felishcir

Tagging:  Everyone!!!

CHOSEN: Madotsuki Anosov

[ ✦ ] smoked [ ✦ ] consumed alcohol [ ✦ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex [     ] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex [     ] kissed someone of the same sex [     ] had sex [ ✦ ] had someone in your room other than family [ ✦ ] watched porn [     ] bought porn [  ✦ ] tried drugs

TOTAL: 6

[ ✦ ] taken painkillers [ ✦ ] taken someone else’s prescription medicine [ ✦ ] lied to your parents [ ✦ ] lied to a friend [ ✦ ] snuck out of the house [ ✦ ] done something illegal [ ✦ ] felt hurt [ ✦ ] hurt someone [ ✦ ]  wished someone to die [ ✦ ] seen someone die TOTAL: 16

[    ] missed curfew [ ✦ ] stayed out all night [ ✦ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself [ ✦ ] been to a therapist [     ] received a ticket [     ] been to rehab [     ] dyed your hair [ ✦ ] been in an accident  [     ] been to a club [     ] been to a bar

TOTAL: 20

[     ]  been to a wild party [     ] been to a Mardi Gras parade [ ✦ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night [     ] had a spring break in Florida [  ✦ ] sniffed anything [  ✦ ] wore black nail polish [     ] wore arm bands [     ] wore t-shirts with band names [ ✦ ] listened to rap TOTAL: 24

[     ] dressed gothic [     ] dressed girly [     ] dressed punk [     ] dressed grunge [  ✦ ] stole something [ ✦ ] been too drunk to remember anything [ ✦ ] blacked out [ ✦ ] fainted [ ✦ ] had a crush on a neighbour TOTAL: 29

[ ✦ ] had a crush on a friend [     ] been to a concert [     ] dry-humped someone; been dry humped [     ] been called a slut [ ✦ ] called someone a slut. [     ] installed speakers in a car [ ✦ ] broken a mirror [ ✦ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex’s house [ ✦ ] brushed your teeth with someone else’s toothbrush TOTAL: 34

[     ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper? [ ✦ ] seen an R-rated movie [ ✦ ] cruised the mall [ ✦ ] skipped school [ ✦ ] had surgery [ ✦ ] had an injury [ ✦ ] gone to court [ ✦ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping ( In Asia you don’t tip. ) [ ✦ ] caught something on fire. [ ✦ ] lied about your age TOTAL: 43

[ ✦ ]  owned/rented an apartment/house [     ] broke the law in the police’s presence [ ✦ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF [     ] got in trouble with the police [ ✦ ] talked to a stranger [     ] hugged a stranger [     ] kissed a stranger [ ✦ ] rode in the car with a stranger [ ✦ ] been harassed [ ✦ ] been verbally harassed TOTAL: 49

[      ] met face-to-face with someone you met online [ ✦ ] stayed online for 5+ hours straight [     ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight [ ✦ ] watched TV for 5 hours straight [ ✦ ] been to a fair [ ✦ ] been called a bad influence [     ] drank and drove [      ] prank-called someone [ ✦ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex [  ✦ ] cheated on a test TOTAL: 55

GRAND TOTAL: 55

If you have 00-10 … write [I’m a goody-goody] If you have 11-20 … write [I’m still a goody-goody] If you have 21-30 … write [I’m average] If you have 31-40 … write [I’m a bad kid] If you have 41-50 … write [I’m a very bad influence] IF YOU HAVE 51-60 … WRITE [I’M A HORRIBLE PERSON] If you have 61-70 … write [I should be in jail] If you have 71-80 … write [I should be dead] If you have 81-90 … write [I got a ticket to Hell]

[esakitorj]

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.::/ do not tag as kin/me please \::.

mind the stains.

[madotsujiru]

[do not tag as kin/id/me]

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“Aww, but I wanted to go there together! It could be like a little road trip.” he prompted energetically. Anything to spend more time with her, really. “Besides, going together ensures that you won’t run away~” He was only joking, of course, but the fact remained.

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                   ❛ —Wouldn’t it be a huge pain to babysit me all that time? Oh well, whatever you want. I’ll be fast about finding the things I need. ❜

At least she hoped she would be. How embarrassing would it be to make him wait for her to decide if her old school suit was right for the occasion or not? ( Possible foreshadowing? )