Reflection
(a song by angel)
I'm breaking into pieces again
flickering lights
falling furniture
closing hallways
scratching my skin until it's bleeding
I'm so trapped
trapped in this endless cycle
you take away my ability to breath
take what you want when you feel
all I want is happiness
I'm choking, crying, screaming
no one can hear me
it's just my reflection inside the broken mirror
a person I don't recognise staring back
back at me
I'm begging, bleeding, dizzy
no one can hear me
the pain of my past always haunts me
what can fix me?
it's a never ending cycle
of pain and happiness
a never ending cycle of despair and joy
you gave me what I thought was a gift
a curse wrapped in a brown bow
no matter how I handle it
it finds it's way back to me
what was meant to be my happiest moment
became the worst time of my life
I'm choking, crying, screaming
no one can hear me
it's just my reflection inside the broken mirror
a person I don't recognise staring back
back at me
I'm begging, bleeding, dizzy
no one can hear me
the pain of my past always haunts me
I thought I was over it
what I thought was healing, healing
was just a moment away from the noise
I thought I was over it
what I thought was healing, healing
was just a moment away from the noise
(a bit long 😭.... any constructive criticism is welcome!!)