ELLI ~♡

mixed origin system huge exeverse fan (one of my longest hyperfixations) 2011x selfshipper (will try to stay normal abt it)

[sonicexewifexc]

Finally! An intro post!

Hi guys !!! Been putting this off for so long and I’m finally getting myself to do this … bleh …

Our collective name is Elli, as per the blog’s display, but we will try and label stuff so we aren’t spooky mysterious ‘Who am I talking to rn?’ We also collectively go by They/Them!

DNI is: bigots (prime example: T.R.A.S.H.), radq, dark(shipper)s, transmeds, and also syscourse. I (Elli) don’t like syscourse, because everyone should just frolic and hold hands!!! Also because we are a mixed origin system that might be getting a diagnosis for multiple things soon (including probably DID or OSDD, and BPD).

I stick to my DNI, you stick to yours🫡

( ocean flag by @sysresources ) [ pt: “( ocean flag by @sysresources )” /end pt ]

Userboxes and blinkies underneath the cut :3

[inchwormcircus]

it's 1am and I had a really dumb thought that there tends to be genres of sysmembers that pop up repeatedly (like how absolutely everyone got a rabbit of some variety recently) and I thought itd be really funny to turn that into a bingo card

reblog with your cards i wanna see XDD ill rb with mine in the morning

[sonicexewifexc]

hey i got bingo🔥🔥🔥

no half the system is roblox-sourced in some shape or form. send help

[orchardsys]

I only dream about it

[sonicexewifexc]

drew @setekhexe’s funny guy in a few poses…

so yeah. fun. yay!

(underneath cut is the references)

[hauntedhouzes]

as someone who isn’t endogenic and probably has a cdd, i’ll always prefer an endogenic/etc space because i know that some of my experiences could be looked down upon by sysmeds and i just don’t have the energy to fight for a space in a community that wouldn’t have believed/wanted me anyway. i’ve battled with this for years. everyone experiences plurality differently and if you’re TOO different, you get torn apart for it. at least with endos and the like they won’t judge me.

[cup-vell]

BRIDE 2011X RAGGHHHHHHH

i like drawing 2011x in dresses can you tell hope u guys liek ittt !!

[sonicexewifexc]

”oh what if i’m frontstuck oh what if i’ve lost all ways of knowing if i’m real or not” you have gotta be kidding me

hi it’s 1x1x1x1 i just got triggered into front via seeing something telamon related. two time you are not frontstuck. in fact you are frontgone now. get out of here. go take a break. i’m taking the shower we need to take as well.

[sonicexewifexc]

had the most distressing switch earlier i cannot lie

like

i was cursing and everything

that was scary,.. especially since i was cursing??? i rarely curse if at all because yk. mc rules. but still!!!

like imagine going to bed maybe tuesday and waking up SATURDAY. like 5 days later.

usually that doesn’t freak me out tho bc i know we’re a system but eehhh??? idk what caused a near-panic attack this time around🥹

[formerlyluckymanticore]

Reblog if you will never. Ever. Use AI in your writing.

[dont-eat-my-dreams-away]

shout out to everyone with exomemories and/or exotrauma 👍 your feelings about these are valid too!

[sonicexewifexc]

also this is not my goddamn mentor dawg. who shot him out back and replaced him

[sonicexewifexc]

i think the worst part about being a two time fictionkin is the reactions i have to anything azuretime related in the canon of forsaken

the lms has me shaking. the waves of regret are washing over me slowly. i know i didn’t do anything in this life, but dear lord if i could change something in that life, it’d be him. i would’ve listened to him, i would’ve realized what was wrong, i would’ve saved him.

maybe this is the worst curse of all. knowing that was all me in a different lifetime.

[leathersys-sideblog]

telling people to kill themselves isn't ok no matter who it is🫂🩷it makes you look like a fool and solves nothing at all

[sonicexewifexc]

chance is starting to piss me off.

anythign related to gambling? they’re in co-con and saying something.

anything related to guns and shades together? they’re in co-con and saying something.

why did this guy have to form before me. literally why. i’m so done with them. i want them to shut up for one. solid. minute.

[sonicexewifexc]

i stole the userbox idea so hi guys. it’s teal. i no longer have to sign off yay :)

also dropping the blue text because we have come to love plaintext in this house

(also because it’s disability pride month and i remembered screen readers exist. idk how we forgot but)

also gonna drop elli’s underneath the cut because it’s fire (and bc we need help finding the artist)

[sonicexewifexc]

i’m not putting anymore effort into this. it looks like dogcrap.

[sonicexewifexc]

guess who finally stopped getting suppressed.

that’s right, me.

finally being allowed to have an identity is so nice.

also i refuse to have any normal pronouns. suck it. neopronouns for the win.

( ^ this right here is mainly because @solsuite inspired us for a while to make userboxes, especially in this style. sorry about the ping, i will remove it if requested. )