“every single thing i touch becomes sick with sadness” and “i’m the problem” and “life is emotionally abusive” and “i wake with your memory all over me” and “you’re on your own kid you always have been” and “lost in the labyrinth of my mind” and “i’ve been scheming like a criminal to make them love me” and “spineless in my tomb of silence” and “now that i’m grown i’m scared of ghosts” and “never take advice from someone who’s falling apart” and




















