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student | fashion designer | youtuber "be a girl with a mind, a woman with attitude and a lady with class" jung soojung | 23 | cassandra

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ESCAPE,

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all the same, she wondered if there wasn’t something else she could do for soojung, just a little push on the karmic forces of the universe if she felt that things really were that bad for one of her favoured customers.“how have you been?” she finally settled for asking, following soojung’s gaze curiously to the shelf she was currently perusing. “i haven’t seen you around in a while.”

Soojung was brought back to her senses by a familiar voice. Her brows immediately furrowed in confusion as she tried to remember how exactly she got to chapter one and came up with nada. She remembered falling asleep on the bus but that was it, no memory of ever getting off and walking to the bookstore. A second question sounded and reminded Soojung that she was with company and she turned to the woman with an apologetic smile "I'm sorry, I'm zoning out and nothing is really registering!" she tried to laugh it off "It's probably time for another coffee..." she continued but murmured it more to herself than for her companion. "

She blinked owlishly and quietly tried to collect herself. Soojung gave Soomin another, more friendly and less confused, smile. "It's for fashion history. I'm looking researching fashion in the 17th and 18th century. Do you know if guys have any books like that?" Soojung had already turned her attention back to the shelves upon shelves of fashion books as she asked Soomin.

Soojung chuckled quite loudly but was interrupted halfway by a yawn "I've been extremely busy, honestly. Juggling my career, social life and university is not going very well... as you could probably tell..." she turned Soomin with an exaggerated frown and chuckled once again. "I've been putting off this research report for the longest time in favour of other things and now I've just pulled my third all-nighter this week. Other than that things are peachy! How about you, unnie?" Soojung tried to sound a little more alive and cheerful for the last part but all it did was get at her nerves and she gave a small wince she hoped the older woman did not notice.

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Hi lovelies, I've been incredibly busy and I hope you continue to be patient with me! I am getting through all my replies like extremely slowly and i am so very sorry if you're waiting on me for a starter/replies. I am hoping that this schedule of mine will let up soon. Fingers crossed!! Until then please keep being patient sobs thank you 💖💖💖

[krxkyungsoo]

━ forthcoming

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“Let her, she looks like she’s going to throw up, maybe she does need some fresh air before she starts.” he says while he holds his camera in one hand. the other adjusts the lenses. he shifts his eyes between the object in his hand and the runaway model. there is no irritation in his tone this time, but it’s not concern either, it’s something else that not even he can adjectify. “Just let me know if I should stay and wait this time around.” ah yes, passive aggresiveness, that old friend

The girl stood back up supported by shaky knees as she murmured words of reassurance to her concerned friends. Soojung fixed her gaze at Kyungsoo, willing him to look at her. She wanted to explain herself, she wanted to apologise for everything she had done, for blaming him and leaving him. She wanted to know how he was doing and if he was taking care of himself well and keeping out of trouble. She's been hoping to meet him for the longest time but he really made good on his promise and she never saw him apart from today. A quiet sense of 'finally' coursed through her but this is not how she wanted them to meet. She managed to take a few steps towards the door when she heard him speak, she halted her steps and winced as she processed his words and the emotion in his voice before barely managing to get out of the suffocating room.

As soon as the door was closed behind her, all the weight of her emotions came onto her in full and she barely managed to take out her phone and dial her best friend's number "Come on, come on, pick up, Baek..." she chewed on her lip and paced outside the studio, shaky hands barely gripping the phone to her ear. When the boy's voicemail came on, she had an overwhelming urge to throw her phone at the ground at the unfairness of the situation. She hated not being in control and being taken by surprise and this meeting was completely and utterly out of her hands. She was barely in control of her tears and her own feelings.

Soojung sat at one of the benches as she tried her hardest to calm herself down. Take control of her feelings. She needed to be professional and get this over and done with no matter how much her instincts screamed at her to just run away. Maybe this was her second chance. Maybe this was the meeting she was hoping and praying for no matter how much she disliked the circumstances it was currently unfolding under. Like she was preparing to go underwater for a long time, she took a big gulp of breath and shakily expelled it as she stood up and gripped the doorknob of the door currently shielding her from the suffocating emotion, pain and tension inside.

"I'm so sorry about that. I don’t know what came over me" she said as she approached with him a smile - she hoped - on her lips and a renewed sense of determination. "Should we get started now, Soo?" Soojung spoke to him and used his name not making much effort to hide the familiarity between them and some of the people in the studio were beginning to talk. The tension in the room was so thick a knife could cut through it, as everyone eyed the interaction between the two. She was nervous as hell to have him take her photos but she willed herself to be professional about it all, after all, he's taken many photos of her before. "Yeah, back when he was in love with you and before you broke his heart" her brain supplied snootily. She schooled her expression into something professional but her mind and her whole being were struggling to keep above the sea of emotions she's still yet to process. 

[ajolotada]

‘I Don’t Wanna Love You’  Exhibition

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❛ everything you eat i can eat better

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That’s why he doesn’t even think twice when he sees her in the line, waiting to pay for her own basket, lining after her and Jongin shamelessly takes a look at her basket, making sure that she can see how he’s wrinkling his nose at so much things that he doesn’t even want to get close to. “I see you’re still with that diet of yours, ew.”

For the past couple of weeks, Soojung has completely done a revamp of her eating and exercise habits. Eating healthier and going to barre classes at least three times a week. It was Sunday morning and Soojung was in line with her caches of healthy snacks, fresh fruits and vegetables when she was pulled out of her own torturous thoughts of chewy chocolate chip cookies, ooey-gooey pizza, buttery warm bread, creamy dreamy ice cream by a mess of black hair snootily inspecting her basket. 

"Do you even exist outside of this grocery store?" she relays with a big sigh of what she hoped was annoyance because honestly, she enjoyed her brief grocery store encounters with the man but she wasn't going to let him know that. "...or are you maybe stalking me? What are the chances you're always here the same time as me." she rolled her eyes at him. It seemed like the man have taken her own "eating healthy for a better me" phase as a challenge to him. 

She directs her attention at his basket of filled with junk and she wrinkled her nose at it just like he did with hers. "At least one of us, have some sort of self-control. You know that box of doughnuts you got there? It takes 22 minutes on a bike at 22km per hour to burn just one of those. Those canned soft drinks and juices?" she pointed to a pile of sugary soda drinks with her lips "35 minutes on a treadmill at 6km per hour. Oh goodness! Those chocolates would take close to an hour walk at 6km per hour!" she exclaimed, her eyes widening in exaggerated horror. "You could use an overhaul of your eating habits..." she paused as her head unconsciously tilted to the side in thought "I don't even know your name? Why am I talking to you? Stranger danger, shoo!" she exclaimed with a loud emphasis on the last word.

[soojng]

cutie jung for elletaiwan.

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— the boyfriend series

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Baekhyun furrowed his eyebrows only a little as Soojung started to move her fingertips through them, a bit surprised by the contact even though he shouldn’t have been, and he blinked his eyes back open to pout at her. “I do maintain them, y’know, I just don’t do as neat a job as you– appearance is important and all that.” He glanced up at her, not moving but his lips curling into a smirk. “Remember that one time we shaved part of my brow to get that edgy look and I completely ruined it by dyeing my hair pink the next day? You guys can’t imagine how pissed she was.”

He followed the movement of her hand easily, glancing into the camera and taking a moment to purse his lips before turning his attention back to the student. “Alright, what now?”

"Oh hell yes, he's taken by me! Everybody can look but he's mine!" Soojung puffed out her chest as she wrapped a possessive arm around Baekhyun's shoulders, biting down at her bottom lip to stop herself from laughing "I don't need to pay to see and use your pretty face, don't I, my darling love so sweet?" she teasingly commented, her lips now slightly curved up in the corners with a small smile as she moved away from the boy to look for a certain eyeshadow palette and her eye brushes.

The girl began to pull out the brushes from its new packaging "I also just got this brushes the other day and has only used it once and so far it's so good. I've seen a lot of fellow YouTubers rave about this brushes and I admit I can see why!" she narrated, as she shows the brushes to the camera before setting them aside and just choosing a single brush. Soojung dabs the brush onto a brown shadow colour in the palette before turning back to her friend with a smile "Close your eyes, please" she instructed and applied the colour all over his lids as her base colour, the brush sweeping gently.

"Oh lord. I almost forgot about that!" she exclaimed as she recalled the day Baekhyun showed up at her university to pick her up one day with a fluffy pastel pink coloured hair. Admittedly, it looked unfairly gorgeous on the boy but it totally ruined the edgy look they were going for when they shaved part of his eyebrows just the night before "You guys don't understand! He was looking hella fire when we shaved a section of his brows! It was the perfect bad boy look but this dork could not contain the soft and fluff and decided to go pink!" the girl complained and inspected the colour she was sweeping on Baekhyun's eyelid and making sure she softened the edges before moving on to applying a maroon shadow colour on the inner corners and across the middle and fanned out till the side, making sure it blended naturally and is soft around the edges.

Soojung let herself look at her work on one eye and she let out a small squeak in excitement "You know... I can already tell this look is going to suit you, Vampire Prince Baekhyun" she teased as she use the other end of the brush she was holding to poke her friend on his cheek.

[krxjongdae]

Mr.  do it all || kjd&jsj

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My soul would feel offended if you threw them away.” and he says that quite literally, even if she may not know it. the craftsman inside of him keeps him on his toes and his curiosity on edge, hoping the equipment is in bad enough condition for it to actually pose as a challenge “If I can’t fix it, no one can trust me. But chances are that I can because technically, everything can be fixed, so you’re fine. When do you need them for? Is there a schedule I should stick to?”

She laughed loudly at the talk about matchmaking before giving Jongdae a look of sympathy "If only you know just how many times my grandmother tried to match me with the sons of her friends from the village..." she scoffed and shook her head at the thought. "Maybe all grandmas are wannabe matchmakers"

"Well..." Soojung started and shifted in her seat, body relaxing much visibly and surprisingly enjoying a conversation with a person whom she just met  "I mostly do a lot of normie stuff and I guess target market is college age or females in their twenties but I mean no age restrictions, dress however you like!" she explained to him as she took another sip of her drink "Although I'm really interested in working on some avant-garde things but I doubt that's going to sell at all." Honestly, normcore is definitely her style but the creative little kid inside of her always wanted to colour outside the lines and after doing a project for one of her subjects last year about avant-garde, she's been extremely drawn to the especially wacky edgy experimental feel of the style. "Oh! and I'd like to start looking into doing male clothes too but my only experience with that is the stuff I did with Baekhyun on my channel and the occasional school project" she pouted a little.

"Oh you've seen our boyfriend series!" Soojung exclaimed loudly in excitement "...now I have to ask, what do you think of the videos? You don't mind that I'm using him to play the boyfriend right?" she asked, voice suddenly taking on a hesitant tone as she continued her sentence and used air quotation marks to emphasise the word boyfriend. "If it isn't, can I change your mind with some of his photos I took from the recent video we filmed the other day?" she bargained as she took out her phone, hands already scrolling through her gallery and eyes flitting between her new friend and her phone.

"No schedule or anything, take your time with it. Like I said I was just going to sell these things for part anyways!" Soojung recalled the items in her bag and have honestly thought some of the equipment are irreparable but she actually feels confident with miracle worker Kim Jongdae, according to Mrs Kim. "I also promise there's nothing weird in any of those cameras. If I missed something, I'm sorry? Not that I take weird videos and photos or anything...." she blabbered and offered him an embarrassed smiled.

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stuck with you...

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Mihyun ran a nervous hand over her hair, picking at the hem of her shorts instead of responding. Another laugh made an appearance at Soojung’s question. “I get that question a lot, but unfortunately, I’m only a receptionist.” Mihyun watched Soojung carefully, wondering if she was going to judge Mihyun before continuing, “there are some customers that are straight out of dramas. Like, there’s this woman who comes in every month on the same day looking for a new boyfriend. A while back we–the other receptionist and I–had to deal with a bridezilla from one of those American reality shows that was awful and rude, she couldn’t decide on anything. It drove everyone NUTS.” Mihyun stopped suddenly and snorted ungracefully, “I’m Mihyun, Kim Mihyun.” She bowed as much as she could in the small space.

"I mean being a receptionist must give you a lot of opportunities to witness some waiting room stories! I once worked part-time as a receptionist at some clinic and I've heard a lot of pretty interesting things and when I say interesting... I mean... INTERESTING..." she blabbered, voice dropping in volume as she finished her sentence as if wary of people hearing her before she broke out in laughter again.

This time Soojung settled her expression on a big grin as she listened to the other speak about her different encounters which she genuinely enjoyed "Oh my god, American reality tv is my guilty pleasure. Some people featured in those shows are so ridiculously ridiculous! I can only imagine what it would be like to deal with bridezilla. Also its really nice to meet you, Mihyun!" she laughed loudly but her hand quickly flew to cover her mouth as she heard a bunch of footsteps approach the bathroom. Sure enough, it was a group of her subscribers looking for her.

Soojung quickly jumped to stand on the rim of the toilet seat to avoid bringing suspicions as to why one of the bathroom stalls shows two pairs of legs. Two pairs of legs inside a bathroom stall could mean a myriad of things but she thought it was better not to raise any kind of suspicions at all. Soojung thought she's never found herself in such a hilarious situation before and to be stuck with a stranger inside a bathroom stall would prove to be difficult to beat in her list of embarrassing situations she's found herself in.  She bit down on her bottom lip as she tried to stop the giggles from bubbling out of her mouth but a quiet and an undignified snort came out instead and her eyes widened and directed themselves at Mihyun in alarm as the noise of the group just on the other side of the bathroom stall door halted.

[krxjongdae]

Mr.  do it all || kjd&jsj

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“You could say that. Technically, I’m a mechanic, that’s how I started, but then Mrs. Kim, who is this really lovely old lady from the building across the shop came by one day very worried because her TV remote didn’t work. I changed the batteries and she started worshipping me – which means she also told everyone she knew to come to the shop. I always liked to fix stuff and were always really good at it, so I expanded the business so yeah, I’m a fix-it-all kind of man; that’s what I do for a living. What about you?” 

"Oh come on!" she exclaimed and waved her hand down in a gesture of dismissal "I don't look like a lost puppy, do I?" her voice now taking a hint of hesitation as her hands automatically reached for the drink served in front of her. Soojung laughed at the man's little comment about her best friend and followed his gaze which was directed at the topic of their conversation and when she returned her gaze back to her companion and the corner of her lips curled upwards. 

The girl nodded when appropriate as she continued to listen to him explain his job. "Oh god, Mrs Kim sounds like the most endearing grandma ever! I bet a lot of other grandmas came to see this miracle worker!" she hiccuped in between her laughs. Soojung has a soft spot for older people who remind her of her own grandparents and Mrs Kim sounded a hell of a lot like her grandmother. "Kim Jongdae. Mechanic. Fixer upper. Miracle Worker!" she exclaimed "My equipment is in really good hands!" she continued to joke.

Soojung absentmindedly sipped on her cocktail and looked around the bar area "Well... I'm studying fashion at the moment and I manage like this really teeny tiny online store on the side. I sell the clothing pieces I make over there. Also, as you will probably find out later..." she briefly looked down at her bag pointedly before returning her gaze to the man "I kinda make videos and all that stuff..." she dismissed with a wave of a hand. "Most of these are my camera equipment. I was going to just throw them away or try to sell them for spare parts and buy new ones but Baekhyun mentioned you and well here I am!" she chuckles "I hope these don't give you much grief. If you can't fix it, its fine. I can always just sell it for parts." she added on quickly and gave him a shy smile.

[krxkyungsoo]

━ forthcoming

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“A pleasure, miss Jung. Now, if you’re done, I believe we can start. Unless you need to waste any more of my time?” He doesn’t even realize her last name is the one coming out of his mouth even though she has not mentioned it, to begin with.

Soojung felt like someone has just poured ice cold water over her. A suffocating feeling overwhelmed all her senses almost immediately. Her eyes widened firstly in recognition then guilt before it settled for longing and remorse. She winced as she heard him speak, his voice void of love and tenderness and replaced by indifference and irritation. It was a terrible reminder of what had happened between them and all Soojung could think about is that she didn't want to be in this room, with him and with all the unspoken feelings between them. The girl contemplated bolting, already coming up with reasons to reschedule this photoshoot. Her eyes searched for any hint of a positive emotion, for anything that would give her a hint of what he was thinking and how he was feeling but one look in his eyes sent Soojung in action. All of a sudden, getting out of there wasn't just a thought to her but is now her only option. She takes a step back and another and a whispered chatter reminded Soojung of others in the room and her eyes moved to look at everyone and all attention was on her. Her friend took a step closer to her, hands outstretched in worry. "Hey, are you okay?" she said, placing a comforting hand on her arm. Soojung thought that the girl sounded far away but she nodded distractedly, eyes now fixed on her feet, hair falling down around her face like a curtain hiding her expression. "I-i... I just need a minute..." she said more so to herself than anyone else. She took another step back and turned on her heel. She trips over a piece of equipment, her head spinning wildly. The face of her friend appeared in front of her, worry etched on her face but Soojung's gaze briefly flicked over to the man to see his reaction to her little spectacle. 

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◎  Baekhyun taking care of Soojung

Soojung was thankful for Baekhyun at times like these. As soon as the man heard about her being sick this morning, he was at her doorstep in no time and with boxes of tissue and a full grocery bag. She was reminded of her older brother when Baekhyun comes around to take care of her in times like these. It made her a little sad sometimes but she’d never tell him that. The man worries about her constantly already, and she does not need to add more to that. Although between sarcastic remarks and jokes, she always makes sure that he knows that she appreciates his presence so so much and she does what she can when situations are reversed.He had spent the whole day with her and they just chatted, watched movies and he even cleaned up a little bit around the house while she was in and out of sleep. “Baek…” Soojung half croaked and half whined from her makeshift bed on the couch in the living room “Can you buy me some more boxes of tiss–?” a big sneeze rocked her entire frame and interrupted her mid-sentence and she made a show of exaggeratedly blowing her nose with the last of the tissues. “What? I just brought you like two boxes this morning?” Her friend complained, who emerged from the kitchen with a bowl of soup. She shrugged and ignored whatever look of disbelief he was shooting her direction and snuggled deeper beneath the covers “I know…” she sniffed.

[sunmiah]

SEND ME YOUR GIRL GROUP BIAS AND I WILL MAKE YOU A GIFSET:

F(X)’S KRYSTAL FOR ANON *:･ﾟ

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— the boyfriend series

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He reaches out to poke her side as she falls back onto the mattress, giving the lense a conspiratory look before turning back towards the student. “You’re the girliest person I know, princess, don’t be ashamed of who you are– but now that we’ve suitably embarrassed ourselves”, and he raises his voice into an awful imitation of Soojung’s chipper tone, “without further ado, let’s jump into it!”

With quick movements, Soojung turned the camera off and started to arrange the cosmetics on the table according to when she would use it. She also made her way behind the camera to adjust the frame so that it showed only Baekhyun's face and then proceeded to fix the lighting fixture in the corner to illuminate her friend's face better. She inspected the camera screen once more and when she was satisfied with everything, she resumed her spot back on the bed next to the guy and pressed record on her remote control. "You know, bub, if you really want to be shirtless in my videos you can always tell me. I'm sure they won't mind. Isn't that right, my lovelies?" she turned back to the camera and offered the camera a wink as she reached for the bottle of primer. Soojung began to explain the first few step to her viewers as her hands patted the primer on her model's face. "Close your eyes" she instructed as she gently patted more primer around his eyes and lids. "Alrighty, now that his skin is all prepped and since eyebrows is life, we should do something about this mess" she roughly ran her finger through both eyebrows with a scowl on her face as she faced the camera in disapproval "You have the most perfectly shaped eyebrows and I am angry at you for not bothering to maintain it. Do you know I would kill for that brow?" she commented as she expertly handled an eyebrow razor and got rid of any hairs that strayed outside the brow line. Then Soojung began to fill the man's brows a little bit with precise strokes but still making sure to keep it looking natural. Soojung moved away from the man's face and gave her work a critical glance "Look! Look at this! I'm telling you! So much improvement already!" she exclaimed loudly as she nudged Baekhyun's face to look into the camera with her fingers."...and it's only the eyebrows!"

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