Sophia༄.°

[sophh444]

About Me!

"I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself." -Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis

𝑵𝒂𝒎𝒆: 𝑺𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒂 𝑴.

𝑨𝒈𝒆: 𝟏𝟖

𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒔: 𝒔𝒉𝒆/𝒉𝒆𝒓

𝑺𝒆𝒙𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚: 𝑷𝒂𝒏-𝑺𝒆𝒙𝒖𝒂𝒍

𝑩𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒅𝒂𝒚: 𝟏𝟐.𝟏𝟐.𝟐𝟎𝟎𝟕

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𝟏𝟔 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒔: 𝑰𝑵𝑭𝑷-𝑻

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[quotefeeling]

“You’re seeking something, but at the same time, you are running away for all you’re worth.”

— Haruki Murakami

[vyvilha]

isn't it ridiculous how you're only allowed to have types when you're into conventional appearance and conventionally attractive things. if you're into fat people you're immediately labeled as a fat fetishist but exclusively dating skinny people is just normal. if you're into muscular women you're a disgusting gooner with a muscle mommy fetish but if you're into muscular men you're literally just a regular person. thinking feet is attractive is a fetish but being into boobs is the normalest thing ever even though both are non-sexual body parts

[sophh444]

I feel like there's no point in even trying to explain myself anymore. No one seems to understand and all I get is anger and then dismissal.

[kyokumyo]

does anybody remember free the nipple. i wish i wasnt a stupid ten year old when that was a thing because i didnt know how good that movement really was. can we bring that back? the idea that womens bodies arent inherently sexual? all womens bodies? can women be braless or topless without it being a big fucking deal? please?

edit: kind of ironic i didn't think about it considering i'm transmasc myself but free the nipple applies to nonwomen with boobs too

double edit: stop tagging this as "#free the nip nops". they're nipples. nipples on boobs. be mature about this

[bardace]

Shut Up, I Don’t Care

[lawbreaker13]

Oh I hate this so much, incredible job OP

[writingdose]

[sophh444]

genuinely have had a panic attack every night for the past 3 days over everything going on in our world. Like, what the fuck are we supposed to do to fix all these issues??? It seems impossible since the people who can actually make a change aren't doing shit and don't care either.

Like why is all this shit starting the second I turn 18 I actually can't. And my family wants to act like I'm being dramatic and that we're gonna be fine because it's not gonna affect us. But like you say, until it does, and if the USA is going to war with Iran, that's gonna fucking affect us. And even if it didn't, I still care and have empathy for everyone who is and will be affected by all of this.

And if what they're saying about AI is true, and that some places only have 40% of clean water available, that's going to probably kill so many people. Like are we forgetting we need water to live??? (This is probably misinformation tho because it's from tiktok and I haven't checked to make sure yet!!!)

anyways I'm panicking, and don't know how to stop. Honestly, this life just seems so pointless now because I have absolutely no hope for my future or the future of humanity as a whole.

[sophh444]

Every time I try to be positive about literally anything something happens and ruins everything.

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

And if I'm meant to be alone, please take away my desire to be loved.

k.b. // unknown

[poemwav]

– Jackie Wang

[thoughtcascades]

every time i get close to someone i feel like a stray dog trying to live in a house. like i don’t know where to put my body or how loud i’m allowed to be.

[dogrotpdf]

how’s that house that raised you?

[becherdireinen]

trust that everything will fall into place without you forcing it there.

[gaymolegaming]

I wish irl grinding was as fun as in videogames tbh. Like yeah i need to go to work a thousand times but after that i have enough materials to buy a house. But alas, houses arent real

[sweetd3lights]

[redstonedust]

got a lovehate relationship with routine and repetition. yes if you put me in a repetitive situation i will start chewing on myself like a caged animal. but also no if you interrupt my self imposed routines i will start crying. this has made me so super good at being in the workforce #trust