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Everything has changed (New City)

Before leaving my city, I didn’t think it would be a big deal. I was all ready for this. I was ready to leave my city, my state, and almost everything. Or I thought I was. Change is always a big deal, no matter what anyone says. At first, I thought it was fine; I was doing great. Until I returned home and realized nothing was the same anymore. My home was still my home, yeah, but at the same…

Everything has changed (New City)

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Cute Weirdo!!

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It was Autumn 2019; I decided to install Tinder due to extreme boredom. If I think about it now, I would still say it was one of the best decisions of my life. I got matched with this super cute guy. He was 6 feet tall, and for no particular reason, I felt this might be more than just a Tinder match, and I wasn’t completely wrong. He indeed became an important part of my life. That time, I…

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To The Dreamy Guy

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To that dreamy guy, If you ask me whether I missed you, my answer might be yes. Yes, I missed you, but it’s not because I had a huge crush on you. But because I genuinely considered you my friend, and I think we shared a good bond at that time,. We bonded over songs we shared. You had good taste in music, which I hope you still have. You were funny, had a good sense of humor, were kind, willing…

To The Dreamy Guy

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Fading Away

Lately, I feel like I’m fading awayslowly, gradually, nevertheless,fading away. I feel like the end is near,But I don’t feel any fear. Universe, can I stay a little bit longer?until they’re a little bit taller. I wanna watch them growmaking everyone proud. Can I stay a little bit longer,until they’re a little bit taller. I don’t wanna leave yet,But maybe it’s better if I’m gone. Should I…

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Mine.

Why did I take so long to realise it?

That you were never mine.

Was I so blinded by love?

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"The One..."

“The One…”

“The One,” sigh.

We all have heard about “The One” from rom-com movies to novels and fairytales; it has continued the idea that there is only one person for us out there somewhere in this entire universe with who we’re destined to be together.

Sounds so romantic, isn’t it? Well, personally I do believe it. Before meeting that one person, we meet and also date many “the ones” nevertheless, in…

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Have you ever felt like everything is going really fast, but you’re standing still? You aren’t feeling much of any emotions like it is somewhere between emotional and emotionless. One moment you feel happy, sad, angry, or any feelings; then in the next moment you don’t feel anything. If you do, congratulations, you’re not alone.             Lately, I’ve been feeling shittier than ever, I guess.…

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Silent Night (2)

It’s another silent night. I’m lying-in bed, watching the ceiling and thinking ‘bout today’s events. I saw you today after three months since our breakup. I don’t know why the moment I saw you I felt kinda happy. I felt those butterflies again. But it lasted for some time. I felt this ache in my heart like someone stabbed me,   When I saw someone else with you. You were holding her…

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Would you rather know you're going to die beforehand or die unexpectedly?

Would you rather know you’re going to die beforehand or die unexpectedly?

Life is uncertain, so is when we’re going to die. The thing which is certain is death. Death is inevitable. No matter what we do, we can’t escape from it. And it is part of the reality of life. No one can confidently say that he will still be living tomorrow.–Euripides If I’ve to choose, I rather not know when I’m going to die. I’m not really afraid of death however I’m concerned about what…

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Silent Night

The night is strangely too quiet.I’m in my roomlooking at the ceilingas if I’m waitingfor something to happen. I’m lying in my bed.I can hear my heartbeatbeating faster and loudly.My body is trembling.I wanna scream but I can’t.I wanna movebut I’m unable tono matter how much I try.I feel suffocatedit is too hard to breathe.I feel like I’m in prisonin this chaotic world. I feel likemy soul is…

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What usually happens I reject someone?

What usually happens I reject someone?

It is never easy to express your feelings to someone you like. You muster all your courage to express your feelings to them. You’re nervous, worried about what you’ll say and how they’ll react; you’re afraid you’ll pass out at any moment, and the terrifying thought of being rejected is the icing on the cake. You’ll feel like you’re on cloud nine if they reciprocate your feelings. I understand how…

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I don’t wanna remember

I don’t wanna remember

I don’t wanna remember. I don’t wanna remember my past. It’s not like my past wasn’t great, It’s not like it was all hardships,   It’s not like I regret my decisions, Maybe I do regret but never mind. My past has shaped how I’m today But, still, I don’t wanna remember it. I don’t wanna remember my past. The tough times I went trough even if it had taught me so many things, I don’t…

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What is My Past?

What is My Past?

Whenever someone asks me this question. I don’t know what to answer, so I just say it was great. I don’t have anything much to say. To be honest, I don’t know what my past was. I tried really hard not to remember anything during this whole time. I don’t wanna remember the time when I realized my whole childhood was a lie. I am not the most important thing to my dad. He isn’t the person I…

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Déjà Vu

‘Déjà Vu,’ the sensation of having been somewhere or having experienced specific experiences before, even though you haven’t. Or I can describe it as experiencing the past in the present, or having the uncanny familiar feeling that something has happened before, even if it hasn’t. The phrase ‘Déjà Vu’ is actually derived from French, meaning “already seen.” (Ahh, I think French is one of the…

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A Short Tale of Heart

Heart, heart tell me what do you want…Fuck this place; let’s leave this world.You & me against all the odds…Let’s fight it till the dawn. They say you’re weak, they say you’re brittle…But they don’t know what you’re made of…You’re delicate, you’re strong. You can be whatever you want.I wish I could hug you, tell you it was never your fault… You were always true to your soul,But it was this…

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A Normal Day

I woke up around 9 in the morning. I did my usual routine, seemed like a usual day. I went to college, attended classes, met my friends, returned home. Definitely was a usual day until my father called. He called me to ask me to pick him up from the bus stop. He lives in another town because of his work. He lives to work. His workplace is like his wife. Such a hardworking man. After that, we went…

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\\ Little things. Little happiness. \\

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