one day i am gonna grow wings

eden she they lyrics from let down by radiohead

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one yogurt wont make me gain eating 100 over one day wont matter one yogurt wont make me gain eating 100 over one day wont matter one yogurt wont make me gain eating 100 over one day wont matter

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ended up just going to cvs W my mom and the stire... she had said wed eat leftovers today hesterday but bow shes sayibg she making burgers :/ i wanted to just make a tont plate for dibber tho i dont wanna eat a fucking burger ://

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i could go to cvs w my mom and maybe buy. a nice deink or i could stayat home and have access to the scale... stay home i think

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lwk gonna cry i ate a blueberry muffin and why is it almost 500 cals like hello i didnt eveneat breakfast or lunch that + a sparkling lemoande (both from peets) r teh first thing ive eaten all day and why is it almost like 1/2 of what i was gonna eat that day liek lwk gonna cry

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when u stay up until 12am until their birthday to wish them hbs but no1 else is and u get worried its not thier birthday and actually for every1s bday u get worried u have the wrong date unless u see someone else wihsing hbd first and so u wanna b a good friend and wish hbd the moment it is but u overthink it so u dont and yk tmr ur gonna feel bad when u see everyone texted before u bc u slept late bc u stayed up late but

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why tf do i keep spending the entire day's calories at dinner wtf!!!

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why is ONE muffin like 400 calories wtf ... i literally just want a muffin from the store bakery :(

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actually hold on after not shitting for like over 10 days idk how long i look skinyyyyyyy holy. pretty

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tfw ur friends r talking ab how its so annoing to not b able to b friends w a boy w/o them having a crush on you/asking u out or their friends shipping u two but no ones ever liked u and u wish you could say you got it but ur really just jealous bc at least people think they can be loved in a relationship meanwhile u feel ugly abd unloveable bc no1s liked u or asked u out and u dont think somoene ever will

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thinking of just making htis into a yearn blog and creating a new like side blog that maybe i can link in my main rpfoile and just ask my irl friend who has my tumblr not to constnatly hceck it daily and if hse wants to just to nt intearct w posts a ton unless they should up on her dashboard

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cant tell if its just cuz im tired or cuz im on my period or if somethings wrong again

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is eden a nice fit for me? i like the namebuut i cant tell if i like it on me. i feel that way abt a fair amount of names

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me when idk if its a crush or deep platonic friendship or some secret third thing

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ok. its a crush. full on. in love. help.

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ok so like three days ago we hung out (concert) + this was the first time i had seen him in like a month and I KEPT HOPING SHED KISS ME I AM KNEES DEEP CRUSHING!!!!!! (she got new rinsg and her hands were already so pretty and the few rings made them prettier but omg. ... theres so many more now.... her hands are so pretty i wanna hold them) (and she got these new cute pants which just look good on her and her shirt fit her well) (and i always love her face+ hair and shes just so pretty and AHHHHHH)

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ok so i scrolled back and ive been unsure if i have a crush on them since may 28. tahts 47 days. abt 1.5 months. chat am i cooked

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me when idk if its a crush or deep platonic friendship or some secret third thing

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THEY CALLED ME THEIR PLATONIC SOULMATE WHAT DO I DO IM BLUSHING AND KICKING MY FEET AND GIGGLING OMGG I WANNA SCREAM RN OUT OF JOY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ITS NOT EVEN NORMAL