SoScotty: Live the life you love, Love the life you live!

My name is Ryan, I am 25 and a Msc. Conservation Ecology student at Oxford Brookes University. I am an amature photographer. I am passionate about wildlife conservation and animal behaviour. I am also fluent in baboon!

[sosadandalone]

I'm a useless worthless human everything I do I make mistakes in constantly I don't feel like I'm here half the time and the other half the time I don't feel like I'm real what is the point in existing when the place you usually feel the happiest and feel the most purpose is the place where I'm feeling so shit, if I'm not happy here I'm never going to be happy and I am a waste of a life

[anxietyproblem]

[sadallthedamntime-blog]

[sosadandalone]

No one would even blink if I just disappeared I'm not even worth the air I breathe

[sosadandalone]

It's here again I don't want to exist I'm exhausted and I don't want it anymore

[sosadandalone]

Relapse really fucking sucks

[sosadandalone]

My feelings for you don't dwindle and flicker like the burning of a dying flame

Stuck in a slightly blowing breeze

From the window that is cracked in the corner

No,

Nor do they go out with the bang

Of a crack of thunder and flash of jagged lightning

Or the crack of a gun splitting a frosty morning

All powerful, all overwhelming for a split second and then gone

No, they feintly and timmidly flow

With the passing of the

Endless stream of apologies

That drift through the cosmos

Like the flowing of the tide

Imperceivably slowly

But evitable and unyeilding

Until one day I'll realise

They are less than the glow from a dying flame

[sggk]

bad news guys i think i’m too romantic to live in this world

[sosadandalone]

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough I'm sorry that saying you were not ready for a relationship meant that you just didn't want a relationship with me... Because going on a date suggests you either like stringing guys along or you are ready just not with me because I'm not enough for anyone

[anxietyproblem]

[anxietyproblem]

[sosadandalone]

Lately I'm so tired of fighting, I am never going to be happy I'm always going to feel different to everyone else in the world, and one day I know for sure that the fight will be too much

[stay-close]

“Do you ever miss someone but you never let them know because you have a feeling they are doing just fine without you?”

— Unknown

[stay-close]

“Imagine how heartbreaking it must be to suddenly stop talking to the person you thought you’d marry.”

— Unknown

[betyourefine]

Everyone leaves eventually, it doesn’t matter how often they tell me that they won’t and that I matter. It always happens and it always will, no one stays no matter how hard I try.

[sosadandalone]

Happiness, happiness is fleeting, it's only purpose is to be taken away so each time the hole gets deeper and deeper until there is nothing, no light, no sound, and no way out

[whitepoisonnn]

It’s sad when the only person who can make you happy is also the one that makes you cry the most.