Requiem

This is my second tumblelog. This is where I put my thoughts and stories. All articles and/or pieces are written by me — to be like an online archive. Thank you.

[grlstlker]

soooooo tiredddd i want to melt in your arms

[transjjester-deactivated2026031]

How to sleep at the right time at night begginer tutorial

[wetheurban]

March is going to be an amazing month for you.

[daddystinygirll]

being self-aware doesn’t stop the spiral, it just means i get to watch it happen and hate myself for it.

[ojibwa]

im so fucking determined to get better i swear to god lets do this bitch lets go

[soubirous]

State

Here thinking a to-do list will fix me

That place, that love, that home —

Where my existence not questioned,

My limbs not balloons popped with needles

I have no hobbies, I just lay down

I wanted extraordinary

I want ordinary, flip a coin

I wanted passions that do not let me sleep

I want a single drop, flip a coin

I have no hobbies, and you?

State of being most alive — dying

Put your strength down,

We are sharing a plate

We are talking but only in our head

[yadette]

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[soubirous]

Without Permission

How many stabs, what was the grip

No one wants a half-detailed story

I mother my loneliness

I hold it, not hurry, not bury

Yet tale as old as time

Without permission, someone comes,

Something comes, everything changes

Heart, mind, new bonds

Without permission, the sun still rises

Look, suddenly there’s light again

Without permission, I endure

Yet I can never be certain

[soubirous]

Attraction

Woke to my hand

On your waist

Here I am now,

I used to be there,

Just two minutes ago,

Or so it feels like it

It made me realize

What I’ve known,

That we understand

Each other’s souls

[soubirous]

[soubirous]

Message to Self for 2020

Some days are for questions. Some days are for answers.

Some days may be some weeks, months or years.

But hear me out... would you believe that some days may be some decades.

Fight on!

[soubirous]

Kailan kaya ang oras ko, hopefully soon, Lord.

[soubirous]

More than anything, my wish is to live alone

[soubirous]

I read in PsychologyToday.com

Ending a relationship with a verbal abuser is not easy to do, especially if you are financially dependent on the abuser, if you have children with the individual, or if the abuser is a colleague, family member, or friend who is part of your larger social network. In such situations, the only way to avoid the abuse—or at least minimize its damaging effects—is to limit contact with the abuser, reduce encounters with him or her, or only interact with the individual in public, or when surrounded by non-abusive people.

[soubirous]

Bokura Ga Ita

Koi Dano Ai Dano

Last Game

Taiyou no Ie

Sukitte ii na Yo

Kaichou wa Maid-sama

Ouran Koukou Host-bu

[soubirous]

I wish to die all the time haha

[soubirous]