I met this girl.. way out of my league.. but it happened, we got together. I can tell shes different but i dont want to say the L word yet as i have done before and spoken too soon. She only has around 2 months left of being here with me. Its scary, all this, my way of thinking scares me. Guess its why i like sleeping so much. It scares me that the more you show your feelings and emotions the more the world shows you why you shouldnt do it. So whats the point of living a life if itll be based on lies? I really wish it could be socially acceptable to be yourself.














