SoUlitude..

"My soul is from elsewhere, I'am sure of that and I intend to end up there " 💙

[verpasstzuleben]

The saddest kind of sad is, when your tears can't even drop anymore and you feel nothing. It's like the world has just ended. You don't cry. You don't hear. You don't see. You stay. For a second the heart dies.

— The emptiness is the worst.

[lifeiswonderfullyyours]

[br-o-ken-poetry]

I've spent hours obsessing over why I'm not good enough. Hours lost, standing in front of the mirror, studying my face and wondering if it's because I'm not pretty enough. Reading back old conversations and wondering if I'm annoying, too needy, too much. Will anyone ever stick around? I try so hard, but I'm just never worth it in the end.

broken thoughts | 2am

[thehopefulquotes]

Such wounds to the heart will probably never heal. But we cannot simply sit and stare at our wounds forever.

— Haruki Murakami

[goldenangelll]

i have always been too much for someone or not enough. i’m either too loud or not loud enough. i am a walking contradiction. a full glass or an empty one. there is no balance in me. tell me, what made you leave? my devastating fire or my lack of heat?

- l.r // i am never half empty

[angst-god]

wait for it, i promise it’s worth it

[now-i-am-living]

“I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself.”

— Franz Kafka (via goodreadss)

[soulitudelove]

Don't be afraid of these Thunderclouds ⚡

[paradisefotografias]

[soulitudelove]

"When I look outside my window, I can't get no peace of mind"

[soulitudelove]

I hope you will

[br-o-ken-poetry]

some mornings start with a heart attack of fear. lying under the duvet, shivering, teeth chattering, but the radiator is on. all the windows are sealed, you are safe, warm, protected in a soft bed. so why do you feel so naked? as if all the air is waiting to bite you, and a clamp is tightening around your icy heart. you want to take the pillow, bury your head beneath it, and forget. go back to sleep, where everything is balanced. feelings remain unfelt, unexplored, and you are safe, alone, the nothingness: feathers, to cushion your fall. yes, fall. that word again. why does it always feel as if you are falling?

anxiety // broken thoughts (via br-o-ken-poetry)

[soulitudelove]

Mandi Rice, Yemeni style,  I love the beauty and simplicity of The Middle Eastern Cuisine, A humble &hearty rice dish with succulent roasted leg of lamb 

[tugbaheaven-deactivated20220807]

[soulitudelove]

New born baby pouts and winks, unbelievable

[abduction]

[soulitudelove]

A Sweet Escape

" I don't create a fantasy world to escape reality, I create it to be able to stay"

Every single day, you tell me how much i need to give up But this soul of mine is a warrior, it asks me to stay, to keep breathing, I am wild and savage, I have no moral conscience, I get to hear this from everyone all day, It takes them no time to conclude and judge. And indeed I put on this mask , but i can't lie to myself when you particularly you manifest yourself to me . Evertime you manifest yourself to me, i feel so small and vague and plain.

I wite these words coz as i type I feel that I'm revealing myself , I want to scream but that wouldn't help. The only thing that could help is when you storm towards me and break me into pieces.

Why can't you just be my Shadow . Why did you abandon me Oh' Lord. Your Scriptures says you hear and feel Did you also felt that I'm reckless and savage.

Why don't you just dissolve me into the thin air just like the waves wash away those beautiful Sandcastles.

Make me stiff as a corpse or send me where my soul wanders and laugh like a little kid .....Amen