depressed baldie

here to cry, vent, and hate men

[flowers-in-book]

when i get more active on tumblr thats how you know im getting insane again

[soulless-spiritttt]

the inclination to drink my feelings is so strong

[soulless-spiritttt]

i am so sleepy mentally. my brain feels shakey

[soulless-spiritttt]

i’ve tried so hard. i can’t do this anymore

[soulless-spiritttt]

i was never better. just better at pretending to be okay.

[soulless-spiritttt]

sad song recs pls🖤

[soulless-spiritttt]

this hurt so bad

[soulless-spiritttt]

the light after

sometimes it is difficult to see positivity within the darkest of moments

i often sit down and think about all of the devastations i’ve experienced within these twenty three years of being human. the many deaths, domestics, traumas, abuses.

how was i able to endure? did i want to endure? was i forced to do so?

the endurance isn’t the difficult part. seeing light at the end of the devastation is. negativity is so easy to manifest. there will always be a dozen cons to one pro. what was my pro for enduring all that i have? did i know there will eventually be some positivity within my life? or did i continue with the idea that one day everything will end in complete darkness?

[jupitertears3]

fuck i just remembered i’m fundamentally unlovable

[soulless-spiritttt]

i miss my baby

[obsessedtillidie]

A bullet in my head would be less traumatic than me waking up everyday

[soulless-spiritttt]

my brain is killing me. i just want to sleep eternally.

[soulless-spiritttt]

i want to stop taking my meds just so the suicidal ideations can come back and turn into action. i’m so tired of being everyone’s punching bag. i am human. i make mistakes and i take accountability. i correct all and yet my past actions is always within the present. i want to sleep forever. i am over this. people are so horrible.

[elzuuur]

I need a bullet in my head right now

[soulless-spiritttt]

why try to ruin the person who chose you every time?

[soulless-spiritttt]

i’m just trying to survive this god forsaken world

[soulless-spiritttt]

anxiety stop!!!!