is there life on mars?

20✮ they/them

[jupitertears3]

⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆Jen ⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆

✰ 20

✰ they/them

✰ interests includes gay novels, musicals, hozier and the golden girls

✰ mainly self deprecating thoughts

✰ dm's are always open

✰ 18+

✰ dni if youre racist, homophobic, transphobic or ableist

── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──

[jupitertears3]

i feel selfish when i yearn for your attention

[jupitertears3]

“just talk to someone”

genuinely who the fuck am i meant to talk to

[jupitertears3]

maybe im worth the scraps youre giving me

[jupitertears3]

i keep apologizing for parts of myself i don't know how to remove

[jupitertears3]

pushing it down and praying i dont kms

[jupitertears3]

telling people im clean when im just too lazy

[jupitertears3]

one day i will die in my sleep and everything will be okay

[jupitertears3]

sometimes i just need my bathroom floor time

[jupitertears3]

you kept me like a secret but i kept you like an oath

[s1ck-pup]

you constantly make me feel like i’m unimportant and maybe i am

[jupitertears3]

you didn’t pick me. you didn’t pick me

and i picked you. every time

[jupitertears3]

‘hurt people hurt people’ yeah well im pretty sure the dagger in my heart hurts more than the needle on your finger

[jupitertears3]

feel how erratic my heart is hammering, how completely sick and deranged you make me? it's all your fault

[jupitertears3]

my sleeping pills are the only thing i can rely on

[jupitertears3]

you can tell her that you love her as long as it’s a lie

[jupitertears3]

i wanna relapse so bad but i’ve got no fucking space