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Independent & Selective Guts from Berserk. -Written by KKEUNGI- Tracking: soulrendr

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[I am re-reading up to the point I stopped (which was like right after Casca's mind is restored in Elfhelm) but this shit is so funny.] Guts: *KILLS THE ASTRAL TIGER MONSTERS, EXHALES LOUDLY AND LOOKS VERY MANLY* Noble A: W-WHAT A MAN- I MUST HAVE HIM FOR MY ARMY- Noble B: NAY- FOR MINE!! Noble C: YOU DARE TO SNATCH HIM FROM BENEATH MY NOSE?!

#† ooc #Kkeungi rereads Berserk #Everybody is in love with Guts: The Manga

I sorta wanna move everything to my carrd dashboard, but also, ew- Having to make ANOTHER carrd...

#† ooc #I hate it- it takes so much time i could be spending getting ACTUAL WRITING DONE

I love how a character could be the biggest asshole on the face of the planet, but once I find out they're an orphan and had a tough life, I immediately empathize with them- Especially if they're considered an outsider or a 'half-breed' compared to everyone else.

#† ooc

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house of the dragon s2 starters

❝ there is a chill in the air. summer is well and truly through. ❞ ❝ it’s alright. there’s no reason to be nervous. ❞ ❝ i’ve little patience for the self-important, and even less for flatterers. ❞ ❝ you think me some kind of monster. ❞ ❝ it is my fault, i think, that you have forgotten to fear me. ❞ ❝ do you think simply wearing the crown imbues you with wisdom? ❞ ❝ i have been, at times, unkind but never untrue. ❞ ❝ mark my words, this is a black omen. ❞ ❝ it is your way, is it not? when something does not please you, you run. ❞ ❝ if i may seem so bold…you have not seemed yourself of late. ❞ ❝ i have come to see if we may uncover some path towards peace. ❞ ❝ i do not know if i trust you. and i sense there is danger in you yet. ❞ ❝ i wonder, do you have a moment for a quiet word? ❞ ❝ now i have seen your heart only belongs to you. ❞ ❝ it was worth the risk, no matter the outcome. ❞ ❝ some of us must serve in smaller ways…even if they are not what we would choose for ourselves. ❞ ❝ fuck dignity. i want revenge. ❞ ❝ you are not the player, but a piece on the board. ❞ ❝ is there no honor left in this world? ❞ ❝ stop wasting your life waiting for something that’ll never come. ❞ ❝ perhaps those who strive for the crown are the least suited to wear it. ❞ ❝ i find myself wondering…do we pursue the same end? ❞ ❝ and how would you define ‘victory’? ❞ ❝ once you get to know me, you’ll find i’m not so bad. ❞ ❝ thought you’d be happy. or at least less morose. ❞ ❝ i can sit still no longer. i must act. ❞ ❝ you struggle to see there’s an anger that blinds you. ❞ ❝ you must accept the path to victory now is one of violence. ❞ ❝ you only blame me because your true enemies are out of reach. ❞ ❝ there are many pieces at play here…some of which you can’t yet see. ❞ ❝ you will have all the vengeance you seek, but you must keep a grip on your impulses. ❞ ❝ which would you prefer? to be loved or feared? ❞ ❝ i don’t know what to think of you. i don’t know what you are, or who it is you serve. ❞ ❝ well, the gods favor the bold. ❞ ❝ you’ve thrown it away. after all i’ve done for you. ❞ ❝ what if the hand that’s done it is not to be blamed? ❞ ❝ the desire to kill and burn takes hold and reason is forgotten. ❞ ❝ the gods punish us. they punish me. ❞ ❝ the path i walk has never been trod. ❞ ❝ well…no use wondering what might have been. ❞ ❝ tales take on a life of their own…like weeds. ❞ ❝ this is not the time for blind accusations. ❞ ❝ hm, you wish to be rewarded. ❞ ❝ they will underestimate you. and this will be your advantage. ❞ ❝ i hope you do not confuse mercy with pliancy. ❞ ❝ there is no war so hateful to the gods as a war between kin. ❞ ❝ i’ve never trusted you, wholly…much though i wished to, willed myself to. ❞ ❝ you can’t possibly still be angry about this. ❞ ❝ boldness is one thing, but overconfidence… ❞ ❝ this world is cold and cruel, and there are few in it who are steadfast. you, i think, are steadfast. ❞ ❝ do not coddle me. grant me at least that dignity. ❞ ❝ history will paint you a villain. ❞ ❝ do you cling, even now, to what you think you lost? ❞ ❝ a sense of humor would do you good. ❞ ❝ if the gods call me to greater things, who am i to refuse them? ❞ ❝ you have done something i feared impossible. ❞ ❝ i’m not entirely sure we can declare this a victory. ❞ ❝ you should’ve been at my side. ❞ ❝ i see all your great adventures have done nothing for your looks. ❞ ❝ a jest. one you may regret as you’re supping alone tonight. ❞ ❝ soon they will not even remember what it was that began the war in the first place. ❞ ❝ i don’t need their love. i need their swords. ❞ ❝ perhaps all men are corrupt…and true honor is a mist that melts in the morning. ❞ ❝ let us put all the old unpleasantness behind us. ❞ ❝ are you perhaps the culprit who has been tampering with my peace? ❞ ❝ every man has a weakness. ❞ ❝ everything i’ve given you, you’ve thrown back in my face. ❞ ❝ oh, take heart. you’ve already written yourself into legend. ❞ ❝ you wish to wash your hands of what you yourself set in motion. ❞

#† ask meme

Dang, this blog has been around for three whole years.

#† ooc #I RETURN

Me rewatching the Promrose Hall conversation:

I actually just legit read someone saying that Griffith 'is actually' the real poor little meow meow because he 'needs a reason to live' and Guts doesn't because he can just fight to live- as if that at ALL satisfies him emotionally. Isolating himself from others obviously stymies his growth and doesn't make him happy, which is why he continues to search for something that makes him feel like he has a reason to be alive. Basic survival obviously isn't cutting it anymore and he clearly enjoys having friends after joining the Band of the Hawk.

This isn't me trying to paint Griffith in a 100% negative light (he already does that pretty well on his own after the Eclipse)- I just get annoyed by fans who get all Oppression Olypmics™ about Griffith and Guts. It's not that simple- They both underwent horrible things, they've both committed horrible things, it's not as easy as saying "DIS WAN GUD, AND DIS WAN BAD" for fuck's sake. Guts literally just killed a child- It was an accident, but he just killed a little boy who MAYBE would have posed a minor obstacle if he took over Julius' title and grew up. It don't get much worse than that, except THEN IT DOES!

I will say though, trying to get that royal princesussy really backfired on Griffith big time. Like, this is the entire reason why Guts feels like their friendship isn't real and that he needs his own dream/path to walk to be considered his equal.

#vent cw #† OOC #† META

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soulrendr

"Don't smile, it's not funny!"

#contemptim #† crack #ALSO BECAUSE IT MAKES YOU LOOK CUTE- I MEAN HRRRNGH #HE'S GOING TO GO BREAK SOMETHING WITH HIS TOTES NOT PHALLIC GIANT SWORD

Why does Commander Griffith keep calling you babygirl

#WHO SENT THIS #† crack

Griffith: *falls to his knees wordlessly in the snow because he just lost Guts* Guts: he's fine

#this should be Berserk Abridged dialogue #† ooc

👀 for birb man, ofc uvu

Gatts is initially so angry with Griffith- Listening to him talk about things as though he personally knows him.

Then, of course, his recruitment and Gatts is just staring back at Griffith like he’s on the edge of this vast precipice with no other direction to go but forward. And he knows the risks, knows he could fall so far, but he keeps his eyes trained only upon this force of nature in human form- and on the horizons he too could reach if he just took that first fearful step into the unknown.

Griffith shows a nonsensical amount of trust assigning the 'new guy' as raid commander, so the least he can do is trust Griffith has his back the same way he has Griffith's trust to get the job done and protect their soldiers.

At times, he feels he's always surprised by Griffith- That he can go from calm and intellectual to just plain ridiculous, like a kid playing make-believe knights, except they really ARE managing to earn respect and power little by little- each victory bringing them closer to social circles and opportunities once though unavailable to any of them.

Only someone like Griffith could make this possible.

Only him.

#contemptim #ouchie my chest hurtie #† writing

Disney: You're self-terminating your program? Kk, we'll give you until 10am tomorrow to move out, since we're not obligated to house you anymore. Me: Dick move, but fine *leaves* Disney: oh wait, now you owe us 211 dollars for not even staying with us the entire month because it's not like we have shitloads of money or anything :)

#NEVER do the Disney College OR Culinary program it's such a waste of money #† ooc #i'm so mad