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Turns out I still enjoy crayons!

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The concrete jungle

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I tried sleeping

I tried listening to music

I tried dancing

I tried. Believe me.

Still the sadness lingers...

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"..Crowded rooms with lonely people"

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The importance of thinking clearly rather than "deeply" can never be stressed enough!

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Just so you know, I never stopped thinking about you. Its been 7 long years and still, you are always in the back of my mind. I often take a walk down the memory lane, In the the bright August sun, holding your hands wishing If only, this road never ended. A yearning engulf me ,every time I remember your face. How I spent those days counting minutes to be near you .How I wish to get those 3 years back when we burned for each other in the fire of our youth. A thousand things I wanted to tell you but I was overwhelmed . Everything about you was overwhelming and My God! how you shook my wretched soul !

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Oh boy! Here we go again!

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You know that tiny little heart you left, took you a second, and it made my whole day!!

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Grooving to some sick tunes while in the shower is something I should do often! Obviously while being careful not fall on my ass!

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There's an emptiness in my heart that I desperately want to fill. I tried to fill it with ideas, love and often see myself lost in thought to find the thing that fits perfectly in that space. Sometimes I think I have found it only to realize it was not so. What is it that I am missing?

A persone?

An experience

Its quiet a mystery. All I know is that I yearn to feel whole again.

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Hurray!!Weekend's here!

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Every night , anxiety and fear about getting older washes over me. Its not just aging that I fear, Its where I am in life that scares me. Turning 25 was not fun and every thing that I wanted to achieve by the time I turned 26 seem to be more distant than ever.

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Back ache from sitting in a bad posture to do a mind numbingly boring job..Life’s going great!!

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So today is Sunday. ! Another week to trudge along has arrived...I am pretty sure earth spins a little too fast on weekends . I remember logging out of work on Friday with a sigh of relief and next thing I know am bracing myself for another stressful week.

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So today was my first day here...I would really like to engage ,learn and grow with this community. Hope its a beginning of a beautiful journey!

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I truly wish I could write something upbeat and hopeful without melancholy creeping into the words!

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:(

There’s so much I want to say. But If I bare my soul, am afraid of all the ugliness and imperfections that lurks in there.