﹟ ⠀ hiiii ! i’m cc and i’m 21 from cst, my pronouns are she + her and i’ve actually never spelled anything correct in my life without autocorrect. i’m really excited for this + soyi, since they’re a bit of a recycled muse but i absolutely adore them and i’m excited to be here <3 sorry this is way too long so if you skim ur completely valid.
( ha sooyoung, demi woman, she + they ) i just saw soyi chae walking down the streets of provincetown the other day playing champagne & sunshine by plvtinum & tarro out loud. rumor has it that the twenty two year old is + dauntless, but can also be - sybarite — overall they’re an icarian. they remind me of scraped knees haphazardly covered by yellow band-aids, knotted hair after tasting the air on the highway, a well worn yellow backpack starting to fray on the edges + teeth sinking into a fresh peach while seated beneath an old tree.
﹟ ⠀ influences﹕
brooke davis, one tree hill.
karen smith, mean girls.
margot, legally blonde.
haley marshall, modern family.
carl gallagher, shameless us.
brooke maddox, scream tv.
﹟ ⠀ basic stats﹕
BIRTH NAME: chae so-yi
NICKNAME(S) / ALIAS(ES): soso + sose
PREFERRED NAME: soyi
AGE + DOB: twenty three + july, twenty seventh
HOMETOWN: provincetown, ma
OCCUPATION + CAREER CLAIM: trust fund baby + waitress
ETHNICITY: korean
NATIONALITY: korean + american
GENDER: demi woman
PRONOUNS: she + her / they + them
ORIENTATION: bisexual
FACECLAIM: ha sooyoung
﹟ ⠀ intraperson﹕
( + ) POSITIVES: dauntless, charismatic, perceptive, intrepid, valiant
( - ) NEGATIVES: sybarite, thoughtless, impetuous, equivocal, noncommital
LABELS: the icarian, the halcyon, the hedonist
NATAL CHART: leo sun, libra moon, taurus rising
MORAL ALIGNMENT: chaotic neutral
HOGWARTS HOUSE: hufflepuff
LANGUAGES SPOKEN: korean + english
EXTERIOR: genuinely, brainless. they’ve got this tendency to lack common sense in the name of fun and they really won’t think twice about doing something dangerous; very much lives in the “do now, worry later” mentality. naturally easy going, though it stems from a deep rooted fear of being too much which of course leads into her inability to say no. she is definitely a yes girl and overall is just brainless because they refuse to use their brain.
INTERIOR: wrestles a lot with their inner workings and just refuses to talk about their feelings – ever. there are moments in the late night where she can be caught just staring because that happens when she’s left alone with her thoughts for too long. knows that deep down, they’re a good person but struggles a lot with coming to terms with that + also struggles a lot with being Just Enough so ruins a lot of things before they can grow into something good. self destructive behavior that’s masked behind a dumb tweet.
﹟ ⠀ dossier﹕ minor drowning + death mentions,
your earliest memory is pressing your lips together when your mom turns away from you at a party. it’s your party, actually, and yet, your parents can’t spend more than two minutes looking at you. the princess gloves you have on are torn off and tossed into the pool halfway through the party, you follow shortly because you don’t think anyone will notice; you’re right, you crawl out of the pool seconds after and go to your room.
now, money isn’t something you’ll ever have to worry about. when you’re very young, you make the move from gwangju to provincetown and you have it good. you live on the water in a sprawling property and it’s an ideal family home, but you spend most nights eating alone while your father’s assistant watches you from the kitchen island. she doesn’t seem to notice though, when you disappear for long periods of time, so you make it pattern.
you learn one night after a near death experience ( never go swimming at night during high tide ) that nobody at home notices what happens to you. nothing must be that bad, then, if your mom won’t even raise her head from her spilt papers and folders when you tell her you almost died. your father tells you to stop being dramatic, but he doesn’t even look at your bruises when you recite your stories to him.
it is what it is – you’re a well seasoned troublemaker when your youth starts to close out. puberty hits, junior high welcomes you, expulsion hangs over your head until your parents suddenly appear with stacks of green in their hands and suddenly, you’re forgiven for starting an eighth grade rebellion. you certainly won’t make it through school on your grades alone; they suffer the more you grow.
academia is just difficult for you. it doesn’t matter how well you do, anyway, you know your bank account is glittering with zeroes upon zeroes. money is love, apparently, but no amount of plastic and metal cards in your hand can make you happy. your house is empty, your life feels like it doesn’t belong to you, you find solace in friends and love but you were never enough for the two people meant to love you unconditionally and you deem yourself unworthy.
when your friends go off to college, you turn down the paid ride waiting for you at a prestigious school ( ivy, or something ). you don’t deserve that acceptance, you don’t want it, you won’t waste four more years when you don’t see anything solid in your future anyway. it isn’t bad in provincetown and you’ve been here long enough to secure a job at a local beach restaurant. skimpy outfits and cash tips are enough to give you meaning – along with weekends with tourists and strangers that forget your name in the mornings.
you stay in touch with your friends, keeping up with the local gossip as you help the old ladies across the street and engage in long, tedious ( to others, not to you ) conversations with your neighbors. you embed yourself into the town, a familiar face in a dark teal truck that waves to neighbors as you drive past. this is your life and you’ll simply take it one adventure at a time.
﹟ ⠀ wanted connections﹕
oh my god, they’re a TOWNIE. eliza pancakes vibes i’m not sorry. but just is One of the Townies, will walk into a building, say hi to the owner, chit chat like a mom ( in which they won’t leave for three hours ) and then walk out without buying anything.
was she popular in high school? yes, but only because her home was always empty and she never said no to a party.
has broken almost every bone in their body and has a story to accompany each one ( ankle from cliff diving, left forearm from longboarding while drunk, nose from a fight after making a jab at someone else on the volleyball court, etc. )
technically was born in korea but has never been back :/
actually, stupid. idk. like smart. but so dumb, painfully so.
﹟ ⠀ wanted connections﹕
any form of unrequited love
childhood besties who they’d invite over to their empty house more than their parents were around
hear me out: cringe-y prom dates that don’t regret it but don’t look at their prom pics either
bestie who enables them by going along with whatever they come up with
my other favorite trope, friends to mutual pining but nothing ever came from it :/ awkward
*hospital tw* bestie who has always taken her to the hospital after she did something stupid
someone who just gets her, you know, but also hates her because she gets on their last nerve
the bestie who definitely celebrated with them when they got into college cause THEY were the one that helped them pass every test
platonic friends who cuddle
the friend who they were always friends with and then one summer something changed between them and now they’re like :) (threat)
ANYTHING PLS i read all ur intros i’m intrigued i’m interested
﹟ ⠀ conclusion﹕
thank u for reading i’m so excited 4 this pls. if you want to plot, please like this! i’ll be reaching out to everyone eventually too and i love you
