i just think abt my 13/14 year old self who became a fan of mcr not long after the breakup and how their music rly connected with me like other music hadnāt, and how iād spend all day watching vids of the band, especially concerts. all i knew was a broken up mcr and with everything in me i wished to see them perform live myself, or even just have them play one last concert i could see videos of. i thought that was never going to happen so i didnāt let myself hope. and then now. mcr having a concert and me getting to see footage of it, with the possible chance of getting to see them live myself if they tour here. i wonder what my 14 year old self would think, how she probably wouldnāt believe it. i still canāt believe it. the fact that everyoneās dreams of mcr reuiniting again have come true and that people have now seen them live again, itās just unbelievable, honestly, especially with every time we hoped and then were disappointed. iām unbelievably grateful for mcr and their music, though they probably wonāt know this. they came back at the exact time i needed them the most and iām just so so amazed, happy and yet still in disbelief.
















