Spamton loves me to the moon and back

They/them Minors DNI 🔞 Spamton is my bf 📧<3

[spamtonsbuttcheekonanairfryer]

Hello!

Welcome to my blog!

I fucking love Spamton he is BEAUTIFUL AND HANDSOME AND CUTEEEE

I draw Spamton content basically. <$

I am a selfshipper and Spamton G Spamton is my one and only boyfriend whom I love very very much.

This blog is also NSFW I draw fetish content of him<$ you will see a lot of omorashi on this blog

also, feel free to ask a question/suggest a drawing in my ask box!

That's all for now<$

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Spamton art I made 🤔👀

Isn’t he so cute

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it looks better... but it just. Doesn't. Hrhghghhh

I'm tryingggggggggg and failinggggggggggg

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thank you for believing in me

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it looks better... but it just. Doesn't. Hrhghghhh

I'm tryingggggggggg and failinggggggggggg

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Arghhhhhhh I don't know what I'm doingggggggg 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

thr sketch I made looks so good but I cannot make it look like a nice piece >:(((

I CAN PICTURE HOW I WANT IT IN MY MINDDDDDDD BUT WHEN I TRY TO ADD LIGHTING IT LOOKS LIKE SHITTTT

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I had an amazing dream about Spamton<$$

It started out rough, but in the end it was really peaceful and relaxing and romantic and lovingggg<$$$

I forget how exactly it started, but Spamton had done something that Swatch didn't like(I think Swatch was a part of a crime syndicate or something??) and Swatch came over to Spamton's apartment room and started to beat him up :( it was so brutal like nooooo his nose and his mouth were bleeding and he was bruised all over, and Swatch was like tryna kill him :'( but when Spamton looked like he was gonna fall over and and pass out Swatch stopped hitting him to smile evil-y and like he left the room to a different room to like call his boss or something and then Spamton was like gonna pass out and he managed to call Tenna before he did and then tenna came and kicked down the door and then Tenna and Swatch had an epic fight and Tenna won and took him to jail

And when Tenna beat swatch I got there and I helped Spamton get up and I comforted him and I tended to his wounds<$$$ and he was still really scared and so I opened the window, and like the window came down all the way to the floor so Spamton was a little scared of falling but I held him really right against my chest and he looked so cute and he leaned on me as we looked outside, and like there was a sunset and it looked really pretty and I knew he felt safe<$$ and there was a lovely breeze, like even though it was just a dream it's like I could feel the breeze as if it were real and I could feel Spamton's warmth against me and I could feel his heart and his body and it was so peaceful and comforting and safe<$$$ and like i think I knew it was a dream and I remember thinking in that moment "I know I'll wake up soon but I want this moment to last forever<$"

💖💖💖

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my friends made me Spamton themed things for my birthday<$

I didn't even ask them for Spamton things they just knew how much I love him lol

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okay bro...

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spammy made a cake for you @spamtonsbuttcheekonanairfryer!! :D it's [Hyperlink Blocked] flavored—i couldn't tell you what it actually is tho, he just said he's sure you'll like it 💥💖💥💖💥

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AWWWWW OMG TYSM!!!!!!!!!<$$$

I'm sure it's delicious 😋😋

"CAN W3 [Share]????" Yes bébou of course<$$

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Holy shit guys I just created a masterpiece

Song I had in mind while drawing this is called '4am' by 'our lady Peace' it's pretty fire the whole mood of it is pretty emotional sounding and like yeah

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^little song I made :3

To me it sounds like hope and nostalgia but what do you guys think

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Waitt I'm cooking I just created a melody that sounds like the embodiment of hope and childhood nostalgia 😱😱😱

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last night I had a dream where I was camping and I had a journal and in the journal I would draw everything I see on the trip and during it I had a dream within said dream where I saw this and then still being in the dream I drew it in the journal and went and when I was showing the journal to others I said "this one came to me in a dream" and then I woke up.

So I immediately drew it XD this came to me in a dream which came to me in a dream XD

The drawing also started going all wavy so here's that version aswell

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🖐️ ☹☜✌️☼☠☜👎 ☟⚐🕈 ❄️⚐ 💧🏱☜✌️😐 🖐️☠ 🕈🖐️☠☝️👎🖐️☠☝️💧 👌☜👍✌️🕆💧☜ 🕈☟✡ ☠⚐❄️

(translation: I learned how to speak in wingdings because why not)

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I guess Gaster is a pirate now XD

Man I love this fandom

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I guess I like making weird route fanart XD (which is weird bcuz my boyfriend fucking dies on that route 😭)

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I feel like giving Tenna to Mettaton isn't exactly the great heroic move it's made out to be.

Tenna has spent his whole life serving Lightners, he loved the Dreamurrs and cared deeply about them, but they never loved him as a person.

They never viewed him as a person.

To the Dreamurrs he's just their TV, an object. As a Darkner of course he loves to be their TV, it's Darkners' purpose to serve Lightners. But loving a higher power that doesn't even view you as a person isn't love, it's worship.

"Worship isn't love. It's distance, dressed as devotion. You can't hold someone from a pedestal."

Every Darkner we meet, we bring back to Castle town. Because in Castle town they're not just possessions, they're people.

Darkners in Castle town aren't living for a higher power that doesn't view them as a person, they're living with people who are equals, people who view them as people. The Darkners we bring back to Castle town are living for themselves for once, and the people who care about them don't need to be The Almighty Lightners, because they actually care about eachother as friends and equals.

But Tenna feels lonely.

He wants to be wanted, he wants to be wanted by Lightners. He has lived his whole life based on the idea that the only thing that matters is being loved by the Lightners, that the only thing that matters are the Lightners, and it's not easy for him to just let that go. He's so focused on being cherished as a Lightner's object that he doesn't even see that people like Susie actually care about him as a person.

He feels lonely in Castle town, but giving him to Mettaton just doesn't feel like the right thing to do. It's giving into his idea that the only thing that matters is being a Lightner's object.

Mettaton is thrilled to have Tenna, to have entertainment. But Mettaton doesn't know about the dark world, he doesn't view Tenna as a person.

Tenna struggles with letting go of the past, he holds onto the memory of being watched by Lightners and he wants to get that feeling back. He doesn't want to move on from being a Lightner's object, he just can't fathom the idea of living for himself.

Giving him to Mettaton is the quick fix, the short term happiness as opposed to a long term solution. It's the Dreamurrs all over again. What happens when Mettaton eventually discards him like the Dreamurrs did? Will he just find a new Lightner to worship? How long will he chase the idea of trying to recreate the past of being someone's TV?

Isn't it better to live for yourself, than to worship someone else who doesn't even see you as a person?

I feel like in Castle town, he can learn to live for himself, he can learn to see that the people around him actually care about him as a person, and that he's loved for being himself.

Sure, it's not easy to move on from trying to impress people who don't see you and to realize that people care about you. Of course he will feel sad and lonely, healing and recovery and moving on isn't all sunshines and rainbows, but I truly think that he can find a real happiness with people who care about him.

It gives me hope that even though the road forward is messy and gloomy, that what lies ahead is worth every step, and that someday looking back at how far you've come will feel like you can take on whatever's next, and continue moving.