belle / twila

2-8flux ✧ shi/hir n sie/hir ✧ no cg / papa :(

[sparklesugar08]

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— call me belle , use shi/hir or sie/hir , pls click & read the information from our links.

(⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)✧⁠*⁠。 : ask game ! : transage related , feel free to be nosey :p

✨ : pronouns.cc & our carrd ~ !!

°° chronoage is none of your business unless were close-close friends or dating !

🫧 radqueer adjacent , littlequeer & kindqueer ~ !! ✧⁠*⁠。

[ interact with care , this user is permanently regressed ! ]

dni :

pro harassment , antis , terms/transmeds , sysmeds , gore blogs , only nsfw / kink blogs (esp without tagging posts correctly) , pro contact between chrono minors & chrono adults / bodily dead & necro / bodily animals x zoos , xenosatanists

I am personally limited contact / anti contact , and ask those who interact to be the same. but I do believe/follow the romeo n Juliet law (3years max if one or both individuals r below 18) , believe transspecies / transdead are separate from bodily animals n dead people, as trans Animal/Dead can correctly verbalize consent while bodily dead/animals can't.

I freely block anypup I want tho.

paras :

nonbio consang / fauxcest , aam , autobiastophilia , age play , dormaphilia / autosomnophilia , incelphilia , plush , objectum , andropalphilia , autopedophilia , MtF chaser , stalkers , stalking

++ might actually not have any paras cuz Im on the ace spec & kinda js don't feel sexual so yeah :p

[namx8]

I fully consent to being yumeshipped with. Platonically or romantically.

Like or reblog if you agree..........

[sparklesugar08]

ME ME ME

[sparklesugar08]

your blog is so kawaii !! (⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝) And a fellow little aww !!! You get the biggest hugs ꒰ঌ(˶ˆᗜˆ˵)໒꒱

awwww thank you! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

your getting hugs n kisses! (⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧

[sparklesugar08]

is it mean that I kinda feel uncomfy from ppl reblogging my 'i don't feel good' or depressive posts?

like it js makes me uncomfy that ppl are kinda taking what I have to say for themselves :(

I kinda feel bad tho, like ik im not the only person to feel bad but like then you should write it yourself!

[sparklesugar08]

not feeling great recently :(

[sparklesugar08]

domt know if I should be more openly tmasc or not :(

I still have some lingering internalized transphobia for myself, plus all the guys I like only ever want women (or don't care that I'm trans cuz 'i still have the parts'..)

plus when I was openly tmasc no one respected it, so idk if I should be more accepting of my trans identity or just keep being more fem then masc.

why is gender so hard to deal with (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

[originally wrote this post on May 15th, it's now may 25th, and I'm more comfortable identifying as transfemmasc / transneufemmasc)

[sparklesugar08]

ME AND WHO?

( everytime I feel more masculine, I admittedly feel like Ciel. especially cuz I love black butler! )

[sparklesugar08]

not feeling great recently :(

[sparklesugar08]

i really wanna play ponytown but I don't have any friends and it's not funny playing alone.

does anyone know where the rwadqueer area is?

[sparklesugar08]

I was going through and looking at old texts with my crush and djskjssj, he opened the chat with I was scrolling and I freaked out and quickly closed the chat.

like I need to rwelax, but ughh I wanna see him so bad!

I recently made on of my fav tops tighter, and I wanna see him irl so he can see it!

[sparklesugar08]

got a new stuffie recently >w<

his name is rufus! :D

[sparklesugar08]

oh yeah, she also threatened to hospitalize me cuz she finally realized I haven't really been eating (even though since the start middle school I've only eat dinner but never lunch or breakfast), and she NLW has a problem with that.

plus she accused me of stealing her pain meds. if I wanted to be a junkie like my father again, id just meet with some old weird form my town.

[sparklesugar08]

its all fun n games until the 'rwuns in the family issues'™️ gets to me ..

(depression, rare gentic diease, bipolar, anxiety, agoraphobia, chronic Illness, tumors, diabetes..)

like 'oh yippe', until I'm genuinely gonna end it all again cuz my Mother refuses to get me medicated cuz "oh, you'll be stuck with them for the rest of your life". I've been suicidal since I was about 7-8 years old, I don't think medication will be worse for me then I already am!

[sparklesugar08]

scared to ever have sex with anyone 🤝 the overwhelming urge to think about / one day have sex with the guy I like

[sparklesugar08]

y'all should like rwead my pronouns.cc & carrd , it'd be like so really fun (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤

*uses mind lasers to convince you to read my stuffs n learn about me & my sugary system*

[sparklesugar08]

just been sitting here staring at the notification of my crush texting me tehe (⁠◍⁠⁠⁠•▽⁠•⁠◍⁠)～⁠❤✧⁠*⁠。

he's so cute >:D

[sparklesugar08]

need me a boyfriend like this :p