Angry 2Time Kitty

Avatars r from Pinterest. Fictive blog, not roleplay. I am spawnist but my system ISNT. I dont support the actions done by real life spawnists. This is largely a vent blog but I will tag vents differently from normal posts. I'm not as organized as my headmates are, sorry. body age is 19 be responsible.

[spawnsreckoning]

I made a vent blog for myself because I dont want to confuse people and make them think my system is spawnist & crazy.

Its just me. Im the crazy one. I'm the brain parasite they hate and want gone. Thats fine. If anyone has divider ideas please let me know

I may talk about uncomfortable things. I may talk about pain and suffering and trauma and religion and love and heartbreak, but I am still a person, there is a real person behind these posts.

Also if you break my dni i will actually make you wanna cry to your momma

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[spawnsreckoning]

Hey, uh, fellow Azure fictive and religious trauma holder here, is it alright if I use your graphic thing you made? I'll be sure to credit you whenever I use it of course

YES!! That is completely alright!

[spawnsreckoning]

Im doing alot better. I think i see a point in living again and that's great + I haven't cut in months.

[spawnsreckoning]

Friendly reminder I dont like seeing people glorifying my source cult experiences.

I will be providing a life update soon

[spawnsreckoning]

Im only forgiving you because I think I still like you.

[just-a-joey]

So working on my Au version of Two Time and Azure… (Will rename them)

This was just to test out clothing for Two, since in my Au, they’re in Noli’s cult. They are isolated in this small village in the forest alongside the temple, and Azure lives in a small cabin just on the edge of the forest.

[spawnsreckoning]

YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES

GOD BLESS YOU FOR MAKING SOMETHING SIMILAR TO MY SOURCE MEMORIES YESBYES IM WINNING YES AAAAAAA

[spawnsreckoning]

Sorry if this is weird but I was scrolling through your blog and and just. I just wanna hold you and tell you I'm sorry you're going through that and just hold you and be there for you and be your friend.,,just

<3

It means alot to be told this, thank you.

Im doing a bit better lately, my current partner has been helping me remember to take care of myself so I'm improving quite a bit. I have a long ways to go but I'm getting somewhere finally and thats definitely good

[bff0f7]

so can we start hunting down white liberals now or what

[adamtheredbeard]

The full picture is even more heart breaking after you open the uncropped version. Just a heads-up, it's rough

“The Roman Catholic Parish in Saskatoon, Saskatchewan was just grafitted.”

[afronerdism]

Nah let’s post it. Let’s feel it. Don’t look away.

[doobiebenson]

[butch-bakugo]

I notice alot of my followers on here skipping these posts just to mess with my lgbt ones, suspiciously the white popular ones.

Heres a not so friendly reminder, as an lgbt metis person, i dont give a single fuck what your blog is themed or if this is too painful for you to look at. Reblog this post. Reblog this post with the sources of the 751 children who were found.

Your compliance and silence as well as the compliance and silence of your ancestors is what allowed these schools to open and kill first nations children. The children of MY people.

Dont follow me if you cant reblog this post or the one with sources to your political blog or your most popular blog. Add trigger warnings if you must but if your political blog is only focused on the harms you personally face like being lgbt then you need to see some bigger pictures and stop being afraid of angering your racist mutural or actually saying some shit about racism. If you can reblog some antifa graphics or add blm to your bio to be a surface level ally, you can reblog some sources on the genocide first nations people faced and still face today.

They were CHILDREN.

They were murdered in cold blood.

[churchoftheconfusedchicken]

I’d like to add this photo I took last night in Victoria of the statue of Captain Cook. Though I myself am not indigenous, I 100% agree that these murderers, kidnappers and rapists shouldn’t have huge statues and plaques that decorate them and say how “great” they were.

Here’s another photo of the legislative assembly from yesterday. Later on there were more items, candles and signs at the memorial, as well as a big poster with 1505 painted on it but I didn’t get a picture

People need to see this. Not just quickly glance at the photos and keep on scrolling. They need to see this.

Reblog this or just stop following me

[ifiknewiwouldtellyou]

I had seen the first picture of the church, but not the second.

I went to a “Cancel Canada Day” event and burst into tears - not because I was surprised to learn of the unmarked graves (survivors told us they were there. Our government pushed it aside, and we let them), but because seeing all the people gathered in mourning drove it home: They. Were. Children.

This is my country’s legacy - and it’s not history. The last schools closed during my lifetime. My Father went to school with students who lived at the local residential school, after it was changed to a boarding house (read: holding centre) for indigenous youth who went to local schools.

They were all children, injured, abused, and killed in my country’s attempt to erase them. I want the world to see this and hold the state accountable to *active* reconciliation> I mean we could at least truly adopt UNDRIP in action instead of words for god’s sake.

[gayvampyr]

here you can read an article about a survivor of the church and some of the things he experienced to help put into perspective how awful and just how recent it was

[nothingweirdhere]

this is the memorial at the vancouver art gallery. 215+ pairs of children’s shoes (as well as stuffed toys and flowers) cover the steps…

[curioscurio]

20,000 files is a lot

[r2d2communism]

yeah so this is real and mark epstein even confirmed the email is accurate

sauce

Jeffrey Epstein emails: Donald Trump, Bill Clinton, Prince Andrew and more

The newly released Epstein documents show the late sex offender called Trump's business practices "dirty" and exchanged emails with Andrew a

[spawnsreckoning]

They remind me of Azure a bit and its nice cuz its making me feel less anxious about my obsession with him ruining my new relationship.. they're so sweet and nice to me and i really didnt expect anyone to ask me out, much less have a genuine crush on me. Do I really have redeeming qualities like that? I never thought I did but they like me so surely I must have something they see in me that they like and it makes me feel excited.

Anyone else would have probably looked at Ark and thought they were terrifying, im just glad someone likes me and honestly with how sweet they are in personality its hard to not look at them and see them as cute. I feel lucky and I feel safe and it feels kindof silly that the one who is making me feel safe and happy like this literally almost looks like the backrooms found footage entity but who am I to judge that when they're genuinely so nice and shy and pretty and sweet, I just wanna hang out with them all the time I want to get to know eachother better since we're dating now and,, aauahghgj,,, im glad I got to spend today with them to make up for what happened yesterday & all

[lobotomymassacre]

This post is for my fellow Anti Endos, Anti Radqueers, Anti Transabled, and others of similar ideology.

If you are someone of disability or struggles and are tired of people using your suffering for their aesthetics, this is for you.

Normalize threatening people who dare to disrespect your boundaries, stop letting them walk over you. Its their fault for treading on you so bite like the slithering reptile you are and rattle your tail to show them you shouldn't be messed with. May your venom fell them all and may they fear you enough to neglect showing themselves in your territory again.

Snakes are innocents who do not know sin and yet they too protect their boundaries and kind.

We are snakes. Not as an insult but as a symbol of strength, love, and perseverance in a digital community that does not heed warnings. Flash our colors of warn as we may they still tread upon us, so why are we simply taking it and dying off. If they break your boundaries it is an opening to an attack and if they blame you for it they're blaming a snake for striking in self defense and who in their right mind would blame the snake that flashed, writhed, and hissed its warning so.

[modpatrickposting]

for the person who asked who yeelin is - in simple terms he's a freakycarer in support of kc who has now repeatedly harassed people in the anticare fandom, focuses specifically on minors. It started with just interacting with people who didn't want him around but when people told him to leave them alone he started sexually harassing children in their asks and comments by forcing his fetishes onto them and giving them rape threats. He has also repeatedly tried to misgender these people as well and for some reason all of his harassment has been targeted towards children.

He was also a part of the partycare server which is a freakycarer discord ran by an anonymous member named partycare, but it includes members from the past official freakycare discord including sparklewoof and sals-sans who both engaged with the harassment and stalking of children that happened in that server. Yeelin has since supposedly been banned from partycare but they gave him a "second chance" after he had admitted to being the one sexually harassing children and pushing his fetishes onto them, and the reason he was banned wasn't because of the sexual harassment but rather because he broke rules inside the server by being weird towards the mods. Take that as you will.

✂️📝

[spawnsreckoning]

What is anticare and freakycare im being so fr what is that

[antiendovents]

I love it when endos have no fucking idea what they're talking about when it comes to alters and their roles /sarc We have an alter who holds most of our depressive symptoms and we had mentioned this in a discord server and some endo was like 'if you stop that alter from ever fronting you're basically cured from depression! Hope this helps :)' like??? That's not at all how either of those things work

Side eye... /nay anon

Endos learn how shit works before you speak challenge.. fucking impossible apparently???

WHAT KIND OF ADVICE IS THIS?? It's giving "just try being happy" vibes.. Like what. Are You Stupid??? (not at you anon, again)

Like, thats not how being a system works, first of all, a majority of us cannot just "stop an alter from ever fronting" (there are exceptions, I'm sure, but I doubt it works as a permeant thing still) and that's also not how symptom holders work?? It seems like they think just that alter is depressed and not the whole system.. Like even if a symptom holder isn't fronting, you still have depression.

[spawnsreckoning]

i'm the current main fronter for my system and a major traumaholder, symptomholder(schizoaffective), etc. We have younger friends on vrchat who i hang out with. They are systems (supposedly but im not one for fakeclaiming) When i told them about me currently being in my unstable state, they told me "Oh then why are you allowed to front, just dont front" and i didnt say anything about it but internally i was actually seething because they were very very judgy about me existing when i... literally couldnt leave if i wanted to. Sorry i showed up because we're going through a major fucking crisis why the fuck are you judging me for existing????

[spawnsreckoning]

Shitty tumblr users try to respect a vent blog challenge IMPOSSIBLE

[spawnsreckoning]

Imagine being multiple things on my dni and still choosing to interact go fuck yourself and dont come to my blog ever again. I have the basic human decency to not go to radqueer & endo blogs and harass (or even talk) to them so maybe you should have some decency yourself and do the same. Fuck you think your doing walking right up to the barrel of a loaded shotgun?? You really have some balls

It doesnt take a genius to look at your posts and see you repost spawnist, radqueer, AND transid shit.

You just like to fight and cause problems my guy. So let me give you some advice, stop now before you piss off the wrong person and have actually bad shit happen to you. Its not "ohhh noo this one group is evil and will come for me!!" Its all of them. There are bad people in every fucking group on the planet, ESPECIALLY yours, and one day your gonna piss one of those bad people off and get some gnarly shit done to you and nobody is going to help you. I may not have the power or want to doxx you but eventually someone will, and maybe thats what your going for since radqueers love to be victims with their transrape transgroom bullshit. But its not going to be from me. I will give you a harshly worded letter telling you the act of breaking my clearly stated boundaries is a shitty thing to do, a few harsh words, and nothing more. Its up to someone else to make the choice I wont and go for your jugular.

I swear the internet is going to fry me more than "antis" are frying you. The spawn wouldnt love scum like you. I might be delusional myself but holy shit you are really really out there maybe go seek some therapy. Normal people dont respect this shit so maybe dont go outside since the grass might die if you step on it. Or maybe, just maybe, get a job and a life and get off the internet yk. I may not be completely normal myself but at least I understand the illusion of it. This is basically the only social media I use but Im willing to bet you have about 5. I was pretty fucking clear on my boundaries learn to follow them instead of being an instigator who cries to their momma when they get whooped have a nice day.

[spawnsreckoning]

What the FUCK were you thinking?

No, ill answer, you WERENT. You didnt stop to give a fuck about how I might react to you deciding to force me to stay with you as you relapse and listen to your trigger music knowing full fucking well it triggers me too. You didnt stop to give a damn aboht how I FINALLY had something good happen to me today and you just HAD to fucking ruin it by INTENTIONALLY MAKING YOURSELF FEEL LIKE SHIT IN FRONT OF ME and MAKING YOURSELF HAVE A FUCKING BREAKDOWN. IN FRONT OF ME. WHAT THE FUCK, CASS? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK? ARE YOU JEALOUS CAUSE I FINALLY GOT A PARTNER AND YOUR STILL NOT OVER MAFIOSO?? IS THAT IT??? I ALMOST HAD AN OK DAY! IT WAS GOING SO WELL!

I really thought I was going to have a good day today, that I could start learning to be happy again. And you had to show up and fucking ruin it knowing full well I only just finally got to start helping myself be better. I told you multiple times to stop talking to me about the mental health stuff, I was so, so clear on it, and I was so clear on why I didnt want to hear it today, and you just ignored it entirely. Do you hate seeing me happy? You were doing so much better than me and you still are so why the fuck did you think it was ok to come up to me and in front of my face choose to engage in relapse behaviors and say, to my FACE, while touching my fucking HEAD, that its my fault you showed up and that im stuck with you now. All I did was send a video about roblox that HAPPENED to mention gambling in fine print on the thumbnail. And apparently my punishment was that.

I cant fucking feel bad for you right now. Im so fucking upset. You made me really upset. For spawns fucking sake where do you get off doing shit like that? I was so fucking uncomfortable the whole time. Im not your therapist im just your friend who's been in a deeper pit than you. Do you know how exhausting it is to listen to you go on and on about missing mafioso when ive had so, so many more lost relationships? You make me feel like shit. All I've ever wanted is for you to get help and work on yourself and the first thing you did when we finally got to speak again was throw it all away in my face and played triggering music to make yourself feel worse while I panicked in a fucking corner. Thats not a hangout. I felt trapped. I felt like if I left you might have done worse and I feel I would've been right.

[spawnsreckoning]

I could not have been clearer about this.

Not even 20 minutes later did he start this shit

[spawnsreckoning]

What the FUCK were you thinking?

No, ill answer, you WERENT. You didnt stop to give a fuck about how I might react to you deciding to force me to stay with you as you relapse and listen to your trigger music knowing full fucking well it triggers me too. You didnt stop to give a damn aboht how I FINALLY had something good happen to me today and you just HAD to fucking ruin it by INTENTIONALLY MAKING YOURSELF FEEL LIKE SHIT IN FRONT OF ME and MAKING YOURSELF HAVE A FUCKING BREAKDOWN. IN FRONT OF ME. WHAT THE FUCK, CASS? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK? ARE YOU JEALOUS CAUSE I FINALLY GOT A PARTNER AND YOUR STILL NOT OVER MAFIOSO?? IS THAT IT??? I ALMOST HAD AN OK DAY! IT WAS GOING SO WELL!

I really thought I was going to have a good day today, that I could start learning to be happy again. And you had to show up and fucking ruin it knowing full well I only just finally got to start helping myself be better. I told you multiple times to stop talking to me about the mental health stuff, I was so, so clear on it, and I was so clear on why I didnt want to hear it today, and you just ignored it entirely. Do you hate seeing me happy? You were doing so much better than me and you still are so why the fuck did you think it was ok to come up to me and in front of my face choose to engage in relapse behaviors and say, to my FACE, while touching my fucking HEAD, that its my fault you showed up and that im stuck with you now. All I did was send a video about roblox that HAPPENED to mention gambling in fine print on the thumbnail. And apparently my punishment was that.

I cant fucking feel bad for you right now. Im so fucking upset. You made me really upset. For spawns fucking sake where do you get off doing shit like that? I was so fucking uncomfortable the whole time. Im not your therapist im just your friend who's been in a deeper pit than you. Do you know how exhausting it is to listen to you go on and on about missing mafioso when ive had so, so many more lost relationships? You make me feel like shit. All I've ever wanted is for you to get help and work on yourself and the first thing you did when we finally got to speak again was throw it all away in my face and played triggering music to make yourself feel worse while I panicked in a fucking corner. Thats not a hangout. I felt trapped. I felt like if I left you might have done worse and I feel I would've been right.