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[rivetgoth]

Doing my best to withhold judgment (a politeness that is hardly ever returned), but it really is crazy to me how many Christians talking about “finding God” as this absolute necessity for happiness. Like forget threats of like, permanent suffering of the immortal soul, they’ll be so fixated on proselytizing to you that the only way you can find any happiness or meaning in THIS life is through converting to Christianity, “finding Christ,” going to church, reading the Bible. They’ll speak to all of these things like finding a sense of security or purpose or meaning to their life, overcoming their own self-destructive vices, developing a moral compass, finding a community, and act like this is something that God Did. That you can’t have WITHOUT God. And it’s just like. Idk what to tell you. I didn’t need a Christian God to find any of these things. So.

[thesituation]

tumblr users love jacking themselves off to the idea that they’re more intellectual than tiktokers but in reality you guys are just as vapid and moronic you’re just more annoying about it because you’re not conventionally attractive and you think that makes you inherently more virtuous

[specioussussurations]

when i came out, neither of my siblings asked how long id known. incheresting

[specioussussurations]

which circle of hell do you go to if you ask someone "why dont you talk about your life" and then have a meltdown when they tell you about their life

[specioussussurations]

im gonna get face tattoos and upset the balance of power between local factions

[specioussussurations]

when i came out, neither of my siblings asked how long id known. incheresting

[specioussussurations]

which circle of hell do you go to if you ask someone "why dont you talk about your life" and then have a meltdown when they tell you about their life

[specioussussurations]

when i came out, neither of my siblings asked how long id known. incheresting

[specioussussurations]

i was joking and viscera is a deer friend (geddit) but there rlly is a weird like pattern of culture-level harassment by switches against dommes and the politics of it are SO baffling. like they aren't the first person to (jokingly) read me as a brat and, like, what? im literally just cold and condescending, like i KNOW yall dont think "brat" is when a girl is mean. i get quieter when i flirt because im busy imagining incredible violence! it's like the whole conversational pattern is bent AWAY from specific attitudes, rather than towards any specific kink behavior. like there're several competing expectations overlapping to make femdommes impossible to imagine. spooky sexism shit ig

and trying to just describe what im into feels like im writing dark fantasy hetslop. why is "woman who beats the shit out of little girls" only hypothetically hot to people but, in practice, i have to make a small fool out of myself to accomplish the same goal as everyone else?? how on earth did we get here???

[specioussussurations]

chews on you

not a question

[delicate-viscera]

ok. CAN i chew on you🙄

[specioussussurations]

no. i hate brats. *removes your teeth and cures you of vampirism. in that order*

[delicate-viscera]

hates brats and is a brat..interesting! disappears into a deer and frolics away

[specioussussurations]

you people dont know what a domme is anymore. watch for beartraps, i hear they work on women too

[delicate-viscera]

what’s a be— (is killed in a spray of gore)

[specioussussurations]

chews on you

not a question

[delicate-viscera]

ok. CAN i chew on you🙄

[specioussussurations]

no. i hate brats. *removes your teeth and cures you of vampirism. in that order*

[delicate-viscera]

hates brats and is a brat..interesting! disappears into a deer and frolics away

[specioussussurations]

you people dont know what a domme is anymore. watch for beartraps, i hear they work on women too

[specioussussurations]

chews on you

not a question

[delicate-viscera]

ok. CAN i chew on you🙄

[specioussussurations]

no. i hate brats. *removes your teeth and cures you of vampirism. in that order*

[specioussussurations]

chews on you

not a question

[balaclava-trismegistus]

why is the voice acting in every single independent videogame like this now? who the fuck wants this?

[robotfoot]

“Sometimes I wish I was a woman, just so I could have an abortion.”

— John Waters

[calamity-corner]

yknow. there's only so much patience i have left before i start saying some things that certain parts of the plural community are really not gonna like hearing

[calamity-corner]

there's only so much patience i have left before i start saying some things that certain parts of the plural community are really not gonna like hearing

[dodykeahedron]

I'll say it.

The fictive source memories thing is stupid.

You're thinking of fictionkin.

Just say fictionkin.

If you're having spiritual associations with your introjected cartoon perception of yourself, that's self inflicted. You're doing that to yourself.

Plurality is not spiritual. You are not literally the character. You are an introjection of a fictional concept. You are a person. You are real. You are not literally the character. You are just projecting onto them.

I understand having an easier time compartmentalizing via the use of an avatar. Trust me I know. But you are not the character. You are a reflection of them. An interpretation.

The character is not real.

Fiction is not an alternate reality.

[delicate-viscera]

me + my woke boner

i'm always saying this

[specioussussurations]

trying to. articulate the symmetry between transfem comptop discussions and "trans lesbians are more comfortable in the closet" shit. there's trickery afoot

as it stands, the convo tends to frame women who top (i.e. women like me) as "more comfortable" in the closet when that is. foolish. deranged & derailed. herm...

[specioussussurations]

it is not subversive for women to bottom. end of thought(?)

[specioussussurations]

trying to. articulate the symmetry between transfem comptop discussions and "trans lesbians are more comfortable in the closet" shit. there's trickery afoot

as it stands, the convo tends to frame women who top (i.e. women like me) as "more comfortable" in the closet when that is. foolish. deranged & derailed. herm...

[specioussussurations]

one of my abusive family's favorite rhetorical cages is "melodrama" usually formed as an accusation of "catastrophizing" i.e. "making a big deal out of nothing"

it's a tricky one. i have a loud, boisterous personality (esp for a woman from the south) and have always been in pain so all my reactions ARE overtuned. the complication is they dont use the accusation where its true, they use it to silence dissent & ungainly appearance. like, they call me dramatic if i ask for help with the serious amount of pain im in. sure, it LOOKS like a stubbed toe, but the big toe in question has been ingrown for 18 months and yall refuse to take me to a foot doc.

and its FUCKED because im so good at melodrama, im a natural speaker and a reliable audience so if i criticize them for the abuse, they can gesture at my very real & obvious personality as evidence. bastards.