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i knew i couldn't reach you with a spaceship, and that just meant you were that far away

[speedgramp-archive-blog]

moving blogs

i actually managed to finally go through with it, thank god

please message me (off anon ofc) if you want the new url but please know that this blog is going to be a safe place for me so if i don’t reply then please don’t feel sad, i’m trying to look after myself i’m afraid

[speedgramp-archive-blog]

moving blogs

i actually managed to finally go through with it, thank god

please message me (off anon ofc) if you want the new url but please know that this blog is going to be a safe place for me so if i don’t reply then please don’t feel sad, i’m trying to look after myself i’m afraid

[speedgramp-archive-blog]

moving blogs

i actually managed to finally go through with it, thank god

please message me (off anon ofc) if you want the new url but please know that this blog is going to be a safe place for me so if i don’t reply then please don’t feel sad, i’m trying to look after myself i’m afraid

[speedgramp-archive-blog]

moving blogs

i actually managed to finally go through with it, thank god

please message me (off anon ofc) if you want the new url but please know that this blog is going to be a safe place for me so if i don’t reply then please don’t feel sad, i’m trying to look after myself i’m afraid

[speedgramp-archive-blog]

moving blogs

i actually managed to finally go through with it, thank god

please message me (off anon ofc) if you want the new url but please know that this blog is going to be a safe place for me so if i don’t reply then please don’t feel sad, i’m trying to look after myself i’m afraid

[speedgramp-archive-blog]

moving blogs

i actually managed to finally go through with it, thank god

please message me (off anon ofc) if you want the new url but please know that this blog is going to be a safe place for me so if i don’t reply then please don’t feel sad, i’m trying to look after myself i’m afraid

[speedgramp-archive-blog]

i'll check in here again tomorrow to see if anyone else asks for the new url

youve all been great o//

[speedgramp-archive-blog]

moving blogs

i actually managed to finally go through with it, thank god

please message me (off anon ofc) if you want the new url but please know that this blog is going to be a safe place for me so if i don't reply then please don't feel sad, i'm trying to look after myself i'm afraid

[speedgramp-archive-blog]

this is??? something i feel remotely comfortable saying here

im heavily considering just disappearing from the internet at large. im just so tired and once again i really want to sort of. purge people out of my life. im scared of a lot of things, both rational and irrational. ive had so many headaches the past few days from getting anxious over little things

im almost fantasizing about it...... deleting my facebook and my tumblr and just hiding away from everyone

i mean id be moving onto a new blog but tumblr is too busy making shitty updates to send me the verification email. guh

its just a mix of so many things. nobody is talking to me except from like........ a close friend or two. family. bf. nobody else is making any attempts to contact me even though i keep reaching out

its just damn distressing. i want people to talk to me and i want to be with friends but im consistently feeling like everyone just won't tell me why they won't talk to me. im so lonely. but i don't feel safe and tumblr itself makes me feel so vulnerable

i want to disappear. but i feel like nobody would really care. bad feelings are coming back. i spend 95% of my time alone. ive helped so many people whove told me theyre lonely yet theyre actually like.... theyre getting out and having fun with huge groups of friends and i'm still alone, still lonely, still being ignored. maybe those feelings are irrational are this point but im never sure anymore, seeing as my own memories and emotions arent even trustworthy at this point

the last time i went out and had fun with a friend was last month but im not sure if i even enjoyed myself. i keep remembering it as me just making everyone uncomfortable........ before that, i hung out with kar a few months ago. thats it. no other times have i been out and interacted with human beings im not related to by blood nor in a relationship with

and it reminds me of the bad times. things can only get better or worse

and yeah im not feeling "better" rn

[speedgramp-archive-blog]

ok im.... im gonna take a break from tumblr for. a while. because i keep seeing things around here that set me off and upset me so yeah.... back to that hiatus game rn. soz

[gundhamtanakaa-deactivated20200]

My speech teacher told us that sometimes lawyers will do push ups in the bathroom or run up and down the stairs before a court case to get rid of public speaking nervousness and if that isnt a perfect Phoenix Wright headcanon idk what is

[grazcore]

My friend’s lizard Fran got a manicure.

[thesoftestcloud]

so many dahlias

[zettais]

Ace Attorney Trilogy: Favorite cases [2/5] ↳ Turnabout Goodbyes

[rohamburger]

[quetzalcoatl2k]

Super Smash Bros. Nintendo 3DS/Wii U, Nintendo (2014)

[oh-dae-su]

Just letting everyone know, the murder of trans people in Detroit happened in 2014 and the killer has been caught. I don’t want to needlessly alarm people and the op tagged the post with the accurate information/date. 

Please, please do not reblog this post now, it’s upsetting and scary, especially for the people living there.

[mike-and-his-blog-deactivated20]

"The fact that so many books still name the Beatles "the greatest or most significant or most influential" rock band ever only tells you how far rock music still is from becoming a serious art. Jazz critics have long recognized that the greatest jazz musicians of all times are Duke Ellington and John Coltrane, who were not the most famous or richest or best sellers of their times, let alone of all times. Classical critics rank the highly controversial Beethoven over classical musicians who were highly popular in courts around Europe. Rock critics are still blinded by commercial success: the Beatles sold more than anyone else (not true, by the way), therefore they must have been the greatest. Jazz critics grow up listening to a lot of jazz music of the past, classical critics grow up listening to a lot of classical music of the past. Rock critics are often totally ignorant of the rock music of the past, they barely know the best sellers. No wonder they will think that the Beatles did anything worth of being saved." - Hayao Miyazaki