It's fun to be free

M 19, I still don't know what to put here, but I am an up and coming engineer

[spicedcucumber]

5 posts!

[spicedcucumber]

Cooking something mighty fine

[spicedcucumber]

Some days are hard, and I feel trapped and restricted by responsibility. Sometimes, I wish I could go somewhere for a time, not forever, though. I wouldn't abandon the people I help. Just for a little while, drift off somewhere kind an calm. What a wonder that would be

[pvssydemon]

I’m actually so over being jealous

At first it felt like fun, a little challenge.. now it just hurts

It normally makes me want to cling and try to lay claim on what I think is mine

Why the fuck would I want to share? Why the fuck would I want a piece when I deserve all of you?

I’m just losing interest now

If it’s not only me, it’s none of me

[spicedcucumber]

Don't worry about it. Jealousy sucks and it hard to get over but you got this. Just takes time, healing, and help.

[spicedcucumber]

I've been with artists, and I've been with engineers; let me tell ya. Engineers have the dumbest conversations, and artists are always so intellectual. Like I go to the engineers and they make stupid references and the artists are talking about very serious and adult topics like politics and shit.