cosmo

cosmo's writing blog || casual spicyz enthusiast, might post here and there || they/bun

[spicyz-enthusiast]

Intro + Masterlists

hi! my name is cosmo! i use they/them and bun/buns pronouns. this blog is mainly for enhypen's spicyz line (heeseung and sunoo), but i might write some stuff for other members too. here, i'll be linking all my posts, so feel free to skim through it! enjoy your stay <3

fluff, comfort & hurt/comfort, angst

OT7

- tba

SPICYZ LINE

- things spicyz would do for you

- spicyz line holding your hand

- things that remind them of you

- things that remind you of them

- spicyz as your suitors and reactions when you finally say yes

LEE HEESEUNG

- "please, stay" (drabble)

- suitor!spicyz smau mini series

- [3:13] (timestamp)

KIM SUNOO

- paper cranes (ongoing)

- the most beautiful person in the world (drabble/oneshot)

account tags: #cosmo talks #cosmo writes spicyz #cosmo writes　▶♡선우 #cosmo writes　▶♡희승 #김선우♡　▶paper cranes.

[spicyz-enthusiast]

Paper Cranes.

CHAPTER I - school grounds

wc: 1185

If there was something that could describe how you feel right now, it's how you would when you're reading a book where your favorite character is in a life and death situation. Albeit this wasn't too serious— scratch that, this IS serious. What was going on in your parents' minds when they chose to transfer their child to another school? In the middle of the school year?

Your clammy hands grip the strap of your messenger bag as you wait patiently for your tour guide. [eye color] eyes wander around the office to distract yourself from the anxiety bubbling in your stomach. Oh dear, how was the guide going to react? Surely they would've been upset about having to come back to their job on a weekend. You cringe as you imagine the image of a grumpy older man grumbling curses under his breath whenever you would ask a stupid question.

"Ah, Mr. Huening, glad you could make it." The voice of the principal snaps you out of your train of thought, following her gaze at the door. There stood a tall boy with a bright smile on his face. "Good afternoon, Mrs. Han!"

Mrs. Han imitated his smile before motioning towards you, "This is l/n y/n, our new student. They're just a year younger than you, I believe."

You feel your body tense up at the sudden attention. You try your best to crack a smile and give a small wave at the boy's direction. He waves back, walking closer before putting his hand out, "Hi! I'm Huening Kai, it's nice to meet you."

You shake his hand, nodding, "Nice to meet you too, Huening Kai."

"Just Kai is fine." He smiles before taking a seat next to you.

Gosh he's so tall, you think, absolutely mortified despite his inviting aura. Maybe it's because he seems so innocent is what makes him feel like a threat. The principal smiles at both students, "Now that you're both present, I trust that you two know why you're here?"

You nod your head, figuring that your tour guide won't be a grumpy old teacher while Hueni— Kai answered yes. "Then, off you go! Mr. Huening, take care of y/n, okay?"

"You can count on me Mrs. Hwang!" The blond stands up, looking back at the younger's awkward stature. "C'mon, let's go."

_____

HYBE High was bigger than you thought it was, but Kai made the walk throughout bearable. You could only laugh at how scared you were of him now that he was cracking jokes here and there. Kai couldn't even hurt a fly, he was just... scarily tall, you think to yourself. By the time you finish, it was a quarter to three and both students were smiling.

"And that concludes the tour! Hope you had a fun time." Kai gently nudges your shoulder, letting out a giggle. You laugh along with him and nod your head, "Thank you for being my guide, Kai."

"It was my pleasure!" He bows, hair flopping down with his body. You shake your head at his silliness before you stop walking at the entrance. "I'll see you on Monday then,"

He pulls out his phone from his pocket, "Let's exchange numbers, just in case you need help with anything in the future."

"Oh, sure!" You do the same and dictate your number as he typed it down. After putting away your phones, you finally wave goodbye as you near the gates.

"You sure you don't need a ride home?" Kai asks you with pure concern.

"Yup! Don't worry, I'm just waiting for my mom to pick me up." He nods and waves before leaving. You sit down by a nearby waiting shed, sighing and letting the day sink in. You're transferring to another high school... in the middle of the year. You groan and hide your face in the palms of your hands. At least you know two people— well, one you just met and the other with a face you've yet to see. You pull out your phone again and check your twitter, snickering at yourself when a funny tweet passed by your timeline. Engrossed in your scrolling, you didn't even notice that someone sat next to you until you heard a voice saying;

"Hey, I don't think I've seen you around here before." You jump and let out yelp. The boy before you starts apologizing, hands together and squeezing his eyes shut.

"I didn't mean to scare you, I'm so sorry!" You clutch your chest, making an attempt to calm yourself down before sighing.

"It's okay, I just didn't see you." You clear your throat as you lay your phone face down on your lap. "But yes! My name's y/n I'm new here, I just transferred."

The raven-haired boy raises a brow at you, "In the middle of the school year?"

Your lip twitches at the phrase. Geez, how many times will that be rubbed into your face...

You nod your head, giving him a small smile. He nods his head, returning your half-hearted smile with a toothy grin. "Well, I'm Jongseong! You can just call me Jay though."

"What year are you in?" You chuckle at his questions, "You sure are a talker, aren't you?"

"Can't help it, it's too awkward when it's silent." He laughs.

"I guess that's a good thing," you say, "I'm in my junior year."

"Oh, I'm older then," He crosses his arms in thought, "I'm in my senior year. If you need any help, don't be shy and rely on me. I'm pretty reliable."

You snort, "You saying you're reliable makes you seem suspicious."

Jay bursts out laughing, "Funny, that isn't the first time I heard that."

"Jay hyung!"

Both of you look over to where the voice came from to see another tall boy around your age.

"Sunoo, slow down!" And yet ANOTHER tall boy runs to his side, looking absolutely exhausted.

"Heeseung hyung, Sunoo, it's been so long! How are you?" Jay smiles as he stands up, and only then did you notice how he towers over you.

"It was nice meeting you, y/n!" You reply with a meek 'you too' as you wave goodbye. You deadpan at the group of boys and their insanely tall frames. There was definitely no joke when they said HYBE High was full of giants...

_____

"Jay hyung, who was that person you were with?" Sunoo asks, looking back at you who was messing around with your phone.

"Oh, them? A transferee." Jay answers, getting into the front seat of Heeseung's car. The eldest scrunches his nose in confusion, "A transferee? In the middle of the school year?"

Jay hums before leaning on his seat to look at Sunoo, who was still busy looking at you. "They're the same year as you, Sun."

"Really?!" The said boy snaps his head to his hyungs' direction, sparkles in his eyes. "I'm so excited to show them around!"

Both boys laugh at his reaction, "Good for you 'noo."

_____

Your body shivers and you cringe, "I feel like someone's talking about me right now..."

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PAIRING: kim sunoo x gender nuetral!reader

SYNOPSIS: when you first transfered to hybe high, everything was so new to you. you had intended to not put too much attention onto yourself; you already transferred in the middle of the year, but you ended up catching a much taller boy in your arms the moment you step into the school gates.

TAGLIST: @msxflower @sh1mzu @lovnayeon @hiqhkey @luvibot open!! (send ask or dm to be added)

NOTE: yayyyy!!! first chapterr!!!! hope you enjoyed!!

[spicyz-enthusiast]

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hello!! of course you can <33 adding u rn! 💞💞

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omg hi!!! sorry for the late response!! 😭 of course you can! adding u rn <33

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[sh1mzu-deactivated20220806]

Lovesick

pairing: heeseung x fem!reader

genre: fluff

warnings: none

wc: 0.8k

featuring: jay enha, beomgyu txt, ryujin itzy

I feel dizzy even though we just met.

You're late for school, it starts at 7 am and you still struggling to prepare for school. Your clothes are sloppy and untidy, your hair is also not combed and neatly tied, and for breakfast, you only have one piece of bread in your mouth. Now you are running to school.

"Got damn it why school always interrupts my beauty sleep!?"

Even though your house is quite far from school and your feet are about to leave your body, you still have to get to school on time. Because you were too tired to run, you didn't notice, you bumped into a guy and you fell, but you couldn't sit like that forever, so you stood up and bowed and apologized to him. He looks at you with his doe eyes, making you stare at his face for seconds "Don't stare at me like that." "I-I'm sorry, i gotta go now, i'm sorry again!"You ran away with your heated face. Finally, you arrived at school just in time.

"Good morning class, today we have a new student, please introduce you." You were shocked, it was the guy that you bumped into, your face heated up again and you covered your face, feel embarrassing when he looked at you. "Hi, I'm Lee Heeseung, nice to meet you." "Alright, you can seat next to Jay." Jay raised his hand to let Heeseung know his seat. For an entire class, you just look at him with hearty eyes, you can sit and study like this for hours even though you hate studying. You see his smile when Jay has a little talk with him, that makes you melt. "Ah... What kind of your spell makes me love?"

"Hello." You jumped and close your locker. "Oh! H-Hi, Heeseung, right?" He smiled and nodded, "Yes, and you are?" "Yn, nice to meet you... haha." "Would you like to go eat something? I can buy it for you because you dropped your bread this morning." You froze and realized, knocking your head. "Oh yeah, thanks but you don't need to, i think Jay already bought me my lunch." He nodded "Okay, see you around, Yn." He waved at you. "Bye..." You bang your head on the locker. "Baby, can you stay."

When will we get married to get many babies?

You became close to Heeseung, you and he often hang out together, help each other study, and even share stories, you always wanted to live with him, married, and have kids-... pft, what are you thinking about?

"Jayyyyy, please help me." You begged Jay to help you confess to Heeseung. "Fine. I have an idea." "Finally, best cousin forever." "But you are not gonna like it."

You are all in Jay's room but you have no idea what's the plan, you sit between Heeseung and Ryujin, it was kinda silent but then Jay speaks "Are you guys hungry?" "Well no but actually yes, take a little break guys." Beomgyu put his pen down and stretched his hand "Ah you did this wrong again Yn" You tilt your head, this is the fifth time you got it wrong... well you did it on purpose so Heeseung can correct you, "Heeseung can you correct her please? Me, Jay and Beomgyu will go buy some food" Ryujin added. You give them the "are you serious" look, there's no need for three people to buy food "Nah you two go, i will stay at home." Ryujin and Beomgyu nodded, they stood up and went outside, Jay also sit up and go out of the room, he closed and you heard he locked the door, leaving you to confess to Heeseung.

If one saying can make you happy

"Yn." you turned to him, seeing him already looking at you. "You like me right?" Your cheeks turned pink, but you shake your head. "I don't like you... I love you, Bambi" Heeseung smiled "You even call me Bambi." "I can say it non-stop to make you happy." He laughed, turning back to do his homework again, you feel quite sad because he didn't answer yet.

If i do that means i'm so mad, huh?

Very mad!

Take me to madhouse

Take me to your house to love you so mad

The room turned silent for a second and you feel something holding your hands "I love you too." You smiled again covering your face with one hand, your other hand holding Heeseung's tight. "The moment I met you, I knew I was see tinh~"

"Finally." Jay unlocked the door, Ryujin run inside and then hug you "Yn how could you, you cheated me..." You laughed, Ryujin look at you with puppy eyes "Ryujin what the heck." Beomgyu took out the food "Yn, you lovesick, finally you can stop delulu from now on."

- ⋆˚.•✩‧₊⋆

a/n: okay i will go to sleep now... zzz. English is not my native language so there may be grammatical errors, please let me know.

n: see tinh = si tình: lovesick. the "see" pronunciation similar to "si". also "see" means "thấy" so it means "thấy tình yêu.", "see love." (I hope you understand because I explain from my point of view.)

[j4ysfreckles]

exhaustion

DESCRIPTION: riki is stressed about work and misses his family. you do what you can to help him.

GENRE: angst, fluff

PAIRING: idol! nishimura riki x gen! reader

WARNINGS: pet names (love, sweetheart, honey, baby)

WORD COUNT: 1.0k+

<3

you could tell that riki had been a bit down lately, but whenever you asked him about it, he claimed that nothing was wrong. obviously you knew better, but didn’t want to push him to share when he didn’t want to.

there was a lot going on with his work. his schedule had been packed day after day, and you could tell that he was beginning to lose his cool. you never underestimated him; you knew how capable he was, but you also knew that even he had his limits.

Keep reading

[spicyz-enthusiast]

THE ATTENTION PAPER CRANES' PROLOGUE GOT IS MAKING ME SO HAPPY I JUST WOKE UP 😭😭😭😭💞💞💞💞💞💞

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Paper Cranes.

Prologue

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PAIRING: kim sunoo x gender nuetral!reader

SYNOPSIS: when you first transfered to hybe high, everything was so new to you. you had intended to not put too much attention onto yourself; you already transferred in the middle of the year, but you ended up catching a much taller boy in your arms the moment you step into the school gates.

TAGLIST: @msxflower @sh1mzu @lovnayeon open!! (send ask or dm to be added)

A/N: yayyy!!! prologue!!!! i'll make sure to write the first chapter in my spare time 😭 its a little busy in my end so :,) anyways, did u guys watch the tamed-dashed jpn ver mv???

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Paper Cranes

PROFILES III - privs

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PAIRING: kim sunoo x gender nuetral!reader

SYNOPSIS: when you first transfered to hybe high, everything was so new to you. you had intended to not put too much attention onto yourself; you already transferred in the middle of the year, but you ended up catching a much taller boy in your arms the moment you step into the school gates.

TAGLIST: @msxflower @sh1mzu @lovnayeon open!! (send ask or dm to be added)

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Paper Cranes.

PROFILES II - seven deadly heartthrobs(?🤨)

Sunoo from ENHYPEN:

- junior in hybe high

- weak physical health, but isnt sick most of the time

- our main male lead!

- usually very extroverted

- sweet origami enthusiast

Jungwon from ENHYPEN:

- junior in hybe high

- was pushed up a grade for his academic excellence (wishes he wasnt)

- Sunoo's best friend

- very reliable

Heeseung from ENHYPEN:

- freshman in be:lift university

- graduated from hybe high

- became friends with everyone bc of 02z

- only other person with a car and a driver's license so he picks up the highschool babies (read: sunoo, jungwon, and riki only)

Jay from ENHYPEN:

- senior in hybe high

- also has a car and a driver's license so he's in charge of getting jakehoon to school on time

- roommates with both boys (help him)

- is protective over all the boys

- knows hyuka bc he's friends with taehyun

Jake from ENHYPEN:

- senior in hybe high

- a puppy!! loves hanging out with his juniors and his heeseung hyung

- is in the soccer team >:)

- always has an extra bottle of water bc sunoo tends to get light-headed a lot

Sunghoon from ENHYPEN:

- senior in hybe high

- sunghoon "the ice rink is my home" park. made being a figure skater his personality at one point, but he's out of that phase now (maybe)

- is actually cousins with jay

- acts cold, but is actually very caring. took first aid lessons with ni-ki in secret for sunoo

Ni-ki from ENHYPEN:

- freshman in hybe high

- becames friends with jungwon and sunoo when they were in middle school. loves teasing his hyungs, sunoo especially 🥰

- japanese transfer student

- took first aid lessons with sunghoon after sunoo fainted during a really tough P.E activity

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PAIRING: kim sunoo x gender nuetral!reader

SYNOPSIS: when you first transfered to hybe high, everything was so new to you. you had intended to not put too much attention onto yourself; you already transferred in the middle of the year, but you ended up catching a much taller boy in your arms the moment you step into the school gates.

TAGLIST: @msxflower @sh1mzu @lovnayeon open!! (send ask or dm to be added)

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Paper Cranes.

PROFILES I - the besties! 🥰

Y/N:

- junior transferee from jyp high to hybe high

- manages to get good grades despite sleeping through most of their classes

- was babied during their time at jyp high because their seniors found them adorable and sweet

- first time transferring to another school and theyre mortified

Yuna from ITZY:

- junior in hybe high

- y/n's first bestie since transferring

- have most classes together with yn and is the absolute sweetest! takes and shares notes with y/n whenever they need them

- besties with chaeryoung!

Huening Kai from TXT:

- senior in hybe

- befriended y/n through yuna

- was y/n's school tour guide

- very sweet boy! shares plushie collection with yuna and y/n <3

- is in a growing band with his seniors called tomorrow x together

Lia from ITZY:

- 2nd year in uni

- was the one who introduced y/n into their friend group

- is protective, but also the enabler of y/n's bullshitery

- part of the y/n protection squad!!

Ryujin from ITZY:

- 1st year in uni

- ABSOLUTE GIRL CRUSH, y/n had a crush on her when they first met, but ended up being best friends instead

- also an enabler of y/n's bullshitery

- part of the y/n protection squad!!

Yeji from ITZY:

- 2nd year in uni

- was part of stuco during her highschool years and never bothered to changer her bio after

- incredibly busy but makes time for y/n if her schedule's up for it

- leader of the y/n protection squad!!

Chaeryoung from ITZY:

- 1st year in uni

- mom of 5 grown children

- she's strict sometimes, but has a soft spot for yuna and y/n

- leader of the yln protection squad!!

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PAIRING: kim sunoo x gender nuetral!reader

SYNOPSIS: when you first transfered to hybe high, everything was so new to you. you had intended to not put too much attention onto yourself; you already transferred in the middle of the year, but you ended up catching a much taller boy in your arms the moment you step into the school gates.

TAGLIST: @msxflower @sh1mzu @lovnayeon open!! (send ask or dm to be added)

A/N: will now be posting the profiles! 🥰

[spicyz-enthusiast]

hi~ can i be added to the paper cranes tag list please?thank you~~ 💕💕

hi hi!~ of course u can! i hope you'll enjoy once i start updating 🥺💞

[spicyz-enthusiast]

[3:13] —이희승

pairing: lee heeseung (enhypen) x gn!reader

contains: slight angst, friends to lovers(?), college au

warnings: alcohol consumption

"watch your steps." heeseung sighs as he helps your drunken state walk towards your house. you let out a giggle as your zig zag steps do nothing to help your friend keep your balance, "i am~"

as both of you stagger to the steps of your front porch, you trip on the asphalt and let out a yelp before gripping heeseung's purple hoodie. as if its second nature, he quickly wraps his arms around your body before flipping you over so he could cushion your fall. the black haired boy groans as he hits the ground with a thud, "i told you not to drink so much at the party..."

you click your tongue and whine, "i wouldnt have if you were paying attention to me instead of those girls,"

you look down at him and make a face as you slur your words, "i get that you wanted to be nice, but it wouldnt have hurt to glance at me now, would it?"

heeseung felt heat rise up from his neck as his heart beats faster, "w- what?"

you lazily lift a finger, poking at his chest, "it was so hard not to..."

silence. hee looks at your face, nervous and expectant. you were red as a cherry, but he shook it off as you being drunk. he gulps as he opens his mouth, voice barely above a whisper, "hard not to what?.."

"it was hard not to do..." you lean in a little closer, your warm breath tickling your friend's cold face, "this..."

you press your lips softly against his, and heeseung felt as if he was on cloud 9. his eyes closed as his hands cup your cheeks, your lips and face molding perfectly into his touch. god, if this is a dream, he never wants to wake up. his chest was fluttering; he was sure that you could feel his heart thumping against his chest. a few moments passed before heeseung pulls away. you whine, trying to follow him, but he stops you.

"we shouldn't... not like this," he says, before slowly raising both of you up from the cement. it's wrong, he knows it's wrong. he stopped before he could do something you would regret in the morning. knowing how long he waited for this moment, he'd rather not risk it with his self control.

"but jay i—"

his heart drops at the mention of his best friend. of course you like jay, not him. he frowns at this, "just stop yn."

heeseung felt bitter. he reminds himself that you're drunk, and what you did was because you weren't in the right mind. he knew better than to take advantage of your intoxicated state for his own benefit, he'd rather you be aware of what both of you are doing, even if it means getting rejected.

"it's really not how i want to tell you how i feel about you—" he continues to guide you to your door, pulling out his spare keys to your house, "honestly, it was foolish of me to think you like me. have a good night yn."

as he enters his car after dropping you off, he leans his head on the steering wheel. he pushes down a choked sob as his tears drip down his cheeks, "god, i wish you rejected me sober instead.."

[spicyz-enthusiast]

can i be added to the paper cranes taglist? 💕

hello! of course you can, thank u sm!! 🥰💞 i hope you'll enjoy the story when i start posting 🥺 adding u rn <33 xx

[spicyz-enthusiast]

Hii<3 Can I be added to the taglist of „Paper Cranes“

hii!!! of course you can, thank u so much! i hope you'll enjoy when i start posting 🥺💞 adding u rn <33 xx

[spicyz-enthusiast]

Paper Cranes

PAIRING: kim sunoo x gender nuetral!reader

SYNOPSIS: when you first transfered to hybe high, everything was so new to you. you had intended to not put too much attention onto yourself; you already transferred in the middle of the year, but you ended up catching a much taller boy in your arms the moment you step into the school gates.

STATUS: on-going!

FEATURING: enhypen, txt huening kai, itzy

TAGS: non-idol au, school au, social media au, fluff, strangers to lovers(?)

NOTE: hi!! this is my first ever smau! since im still a busy student, updates will be kind of rocky 😅 but i hope you'll enjoy your stay! <3

UPDATE SCHEDULE: whenever i can!

STARTED: april 29, 2022

ENDED: still ongoing!

TAGLIST: @msxflower @sh1mzu @lovnayeon @hiqhkey @luvibot open!! (send ask or dm to be added)

MASTERLIST

Profiles 1 // Profiles 2 // Profiles 3

Prologue

Chapter 1 // school grounds (written + smau)

Chapter 2 // universe, why me? (written + smau)

Chapter 3 // small talk (written + smau)

Chapter 4

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