i cant pick a internet nickname

18 she/her

[spidertwirl]

INTRODUCTION POST:

Hi i'm Alice, for the basics i use she her pronouns and this is the 3rd blog i created after the death of my other blogs. I basically use this place for infodumping and oversharing purposes sometimes even venting. As its mentiomed in my bio, i have a lot to ramble and talk about.

As for my fandoms im into invader zim and dsmp, i love ctommy beacuse who doesnt? I used to be super hyperfixated on dark sbi fanfiction but now that people are going as far to delete their fanfics im kind of depressed about it👍

Im also really into makeup and fashion and especially alternative, i mentally live in the 2000's tumblr era. i am unfortunatly a fucking consumer so no matter how much makeup ill buy i kind of buy something else the other day...

And if youve read this far, i also write and draw sometimes guys. Im cardboardgender in ao3 and will post art here on tumblr time to time!

!!!Also dont be afraid to dm me if any of you want to be friends!!!

[spidertwirl]

Im two years old! Wontcha say happy birthsay to the birth day boy..

[velnna]

What the fuck does "AI-powered email" even mean. What's the AI powering. It's an EMAIL

[velnna]

"smart and easy-to-use email" IT'S A FUCKING EMAIL STOP STUPIDIFYING PEOPLE

[spidertwirl]

DOES ANYBODY REMEMBER THIS BANGGGGGER

[spidertwirl]

Omg yes villian who is obssesed with hero but theyre somewhat having this mentor relationship im hsrd for mentor student god yes abuse of power😍

[neechees]

📄 This isn't just a medical report… this is a desperate plea to save a mother 💔

Today I'm sharing something heart-breaking…

This isn't just a piece of paper; it's a medical report confirming the fear and pain we experience every day. This is my friend's mother… a mother battling cancer after a long journey with chemotherapy.She underwent treatment, she suffered, she persevered, and she's still trying to cling to life despite everything.The report shows that the disease isn't over yet, that the road ahead is still long and expensive, and that the pain continues.

My friend can't sleep peacefully; he lives in constant anxiety watching his mother weaken day by day, fearing that financial hardship will prevent her from receiving another chance at treatment… or even another day of life.

I'm writing this post for him because he no longer has the strength to speak.

All he wants is to save his mother… nothing more. Any donation, no matter how small, can ease her pain, and any share can amplify her voice to someone who can help. Don't leave a mother to face her illness alone, and don't let a son live the nightmare of losing his mother while he's still alive. This message carries real pain…

Whoever can ease this pain, please lend a hand now.

Fundraiser by Keti Jovanovski | Give Abdul Rahman's Family from Gaza a Chance at Life

Keti Jovanovski Needs Your Help | A letter from Abdul Rahman: Dear friends and kind hearts, My name is Abdul Rahman, and I write to you from

This Palestinian's vetting info can be found on the pinned post of my blog.

[abdulrahman-family]

Guys, unfortunately, my mother's cancer is still present in her body, and according to the latest medical report, it has even spread further.

The doctor has urgently recommended that she travel abroad for treatment because there is no suitable treatment available for her condition here.Time is not on our side… every day of delay could cost her her health and her life.Please, whoever can donate, don't hesitate. And if you can't, please share this post… sharing might reach someone who can save her. My mother is suffering, and I'm clinging to any hope I have of you. Please, my family, don't leave me alone. Please donate now. 🥺💔

[thatdiabolicalfeminist]

Please donate to help Abdul Rahman take his mother to where she can get the most appropriate treatment for her cancer!

[sapphireh3art]

You can make a difference- share or donate, whatever you can 🙏

[skinwretch]

Please share and donate!

[abdulrahman-family]

In just an hour and a half, I'll be entering a new year of my life… my birthday 💔 But there's no candle, no joy, no wish,except that my mother stays alive.

I welcome my new year while my mother is still sick, in pain, and I stand helpless before her suffering.

Please… don't leave us alone. Whoever can help or donate, perhaps your generosity will be the reason my mother is saved. Please, my family, don't leave me alone. Please donate and help me. Please donate. Don't let this pass by unnoticed 💔

[pisskink69420]

Please donate to Abdul, His mother really needs her treatments.

Having to go through another year of your life while your parent is sick is such a hard thing. Please support the two of them by at the very least sharing their story. Please help them.

[joeyclaire]

please share and donate!

[thatdiabolicalfeminist]

Happy birthday, Abdul! I hope that this year you are able to get a good start on rebuilding a good life for you and your mother. 💖

Everyone, Abdul Rahman is a member of our little Tumblr community. Please help him have a better birthday, by donating what you can to help him get his mom the treatment she needs!

[abdulrahman-family]

Hours passed and no donations arrived…💔

There was an error in the campaign link, but it's finally been fixed.Please, those who tried to donate and were unsuccessful, don't give up now.

Try again… My mother is still waiting for treatment.

Today I turn a new year old, and the hardest part of this day is celebrating while my mother is suffering. I don't want congratulations; I want support. I want my mother to be well. Please, my family, donate. 🥺🙏

[abdulrahman-family]

Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Your words and gesture reached me even before the donation itself. 🙏 Your support—even if it's small—means so much to me during this difficult time, especially on my birthday when I see my mother suffering.We still need help to complete my mother's treatment, and any additional support or participation in our campaign could make a real difference in her life.Please, please don't ignore me. Don't let this pass like the others. Please, my friends, donate to me. Help me. Donate, my family. 🤍🥺

[abdulrahman-family]

Please, don't leave us alone… Your donation gives my mother a new chance at life, and your comment gives me the strength to continue on this path 🥺🙏

[spidertwirl]

When i was like really young (10 yrars old) i didnt have any friends in school, or rsther i didnt talk to anyone for reasons only 10 year olds can understand. I remember sitting at my desk all day not even getting up to go to the bathroom legimetly the one time i got my ass up was when they lined us to go to the cafeteria. So in hannah montana fashion once i got home from school after a bonus less then half an hours minutes of getting mocked by elderly boys in the school bus i logged online and spent rest of the day being an important social figure in the 10 year olds that make furry ocs communitytm.

Ild give my numbers to strangers in yt and somewhat miracally theyd all turn out to be 10 years old i eveb had like a online gf when i were 9 it was insane...she once tried to break up with me via roblox chat cuz i had 100 suscribers and she didnt therefore she felt inferior to me so i broke down in front of my baby sitter looking down at my phone like i had a vendetta against it and another time she found out i drew a boys oc due to request and acused me of cheating on her so i broke down once more while waiting for my brother to get out of his therapy session...

Strangley as a straigth woman the closest thing i got to dating anyone happend only with other woman...when i was like fuckibg 10 and 13 or smth my first kiss is also by a woman this post has lost its meaning i need help

[spidertwirl]

Ild like to point out that while i didnt and dobt have to patience to sit dowb througth the whole dsmp saga i think its safe to say that cdream was the villian beacuse there needed to be one. Thats why every single time i wack my brain to make sense why he had phisically and mentally tortured a 16 year old boy (cause of him having no reason to do whatso ever) i take a breath and remember the writing kind a went back between being ass and amazing. This isnt me searching for a why to excuse cdreams actions but to point out that there truly isnt any legiminate reason why his personality reeks, i think it would truly be awsome if we could rewrite him on that matter

[spidertwirl]

If ctommy is my spirit abimal then maybe ,somewhere, i am his too.

[crimeboys-deactivated20250719]

it's like. tommy loved wilbur enough that when wilbur tried to kill himself, tommy stood in the way and said "if you die, youre taking me too". phil loved wilbur enough that when wilbur tried to kill himself, phil picked up the sword and did it for him. because it is about love at the end of the day. not necessarily a "who loves wilbur more", but about the ways that phil and tommy love wilbur.

phil loves wilbur from afar, in letters and jokes and smiles. they have a love that comes easy because they don't deal with the bad things together, so when something Truly Bad happens phil has no fucking clue how to handle it. and does it how theyve always done it which is take the easiest route possible. he regrets it and stands by it and when his son is back in front of him, alive and not quite well, nothing changes.

but tommy is In there, in the bad with wilbur, trying his hardest to lead wilbur out of the dark with a match that keeps burning tommy's fingers but he keeps lighting it over and over because maybe, just maybe, if wilbur stays focused on the light he'll finally see the way out too. so when wilbur wants to take the easy way out, when he wants to blow up l'manburg and himself with it, tommy turns the match toward the tnt and says "and me?" and doesn't let wilbur go. he never lets wilbur go.

[crimeboys-deactivated20250719]

I JUST CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT LIKE. TOMMY LITERALLY TAKES OFF HIS ARMOR. LETS WILBUR TAKE DOWN THE BARRICADES. WITHOUT EVEN CONSULTING QUACKITY, TOMMY RISKS BOTH OF THEIR LIVES BY TELLING WILBUR THAT IF HE WANTS TO PRESS THE BUTTON HE HAS TO KILL THEM, ALL OF THEM, HE'LL BE TAKING TOMMY AND QUACKITY WITH HIM. AND IT BREAKS WILBUR DOWN BECAUSE TOMMY KNOWS WILBUR, KNOWS HOW TO WORK WITH HIM, KNOWS HOW TO TALK TO HIM. AND ALL PHIL HAD WAS "but youre my son!!!!" AND A SWORD TO THE STOMACH LIKE MAN. MAN. YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR SON AND THAT'S THE FUCKING TRAGEDY YOU DIDNT KNOW YOUR SON WELL ENOUGH TO KNOW YOU DIDNT HAVE TO KILL HIM

[cquackity]

now hear me out. i want to give c!wilbur his own pyramid head.

[cquackity]

[cquackity]

my vision for ctommy here would be to take mary/maria's place as in c!wilbur gets a letter from tommy asking him to come back to the dsmp and the special places they had together and when he does tommy isn't anywhere to be found but there's someone who looks EXACTLY like tommy there who starts following him around. but it's not tommy it's just an uncanny replacement of him that's now following him around. and also pyramid head is there!!!! #Myvision

[save-the-child-qais]

DON’T SKIP, PLEASE I BEG YOU.

Please, I beg you — if you're reading this, don’t look away. Every second matters. help the starving children of Gaza. More than 300 people have already died from hunger, including 117 innocent children. This famine is not a natural disaster; it is deliberate, manmade, and designed to erase life. My little boy, Qais, is one of those children slowly wasting away in a tent. He hasn’t eaten a proper meal in days. Your donation could save him — it could save his heartbeat.

The famine in Gaza is the result of human cruelty:

1. Total blockade — food, water, and medicine are blocked at the borders, leaving families to starve in silence.

2. Destroyed infrastructure — bakeries, farms, and aid warehouses have been bombed, cutting off every source of survival.

3. Restricted humanitarian access — even when food trucks arrive, they are delayed or denied entry, while children like Qais fade away.

These conditions have turned Gaza into a graveyard for children, where hunger is the weapon.

From the depths of a mother’s heart, I plead with you — don’t let my son, Qais, become another number. His body is fragile, his eyes have lost their light, but I still believe in miracles born from human compassion. Please, donate now. Every dollar you give is a chance to keep him alive, a chance to fight back against the cruelty that is starving Gaza’s children.

PLEASE DONATE HERE

If Qais was your only child, would you leave him to face his fate alone?

DONATE HERE PLEASE

DON'T SKIP, I BEG YOU✋🚨 you're the only hope to save a child😔😭

[wifehaverinnit]

NO.

[spidertwirl]

Ive been shamelessly in love with c!wilbur for 4 years

[spidertwirl]

Dsmp has to take the fucking cake being the longest ive ever stayed in a fandom, four fucking years migth sound pathethic to SOME of yall but ild like to think im going strong. I remember it like yesterday when my ex friend and i got the matching clingyduo pfps (i was tommy)

[wifehaverinnit]

cwil will be like How can i make a general "we" statement to make the other person feel included even though neither of us can stand each other in order to avoid getting my throat ripped out

[wifehaverinnit]

cwilbur feeling threatened/insecure/uncertain (so like every 5 minutes) : Time to apply the social patterns ive noticed and learnt to make people feel included 🙂 as part of my big grand plan to sway people towards my side. And not as a defense mechanism . its just a coincidence i only do this when i appear lost or straying from my path or the conversation is escaping my control. i am always in control Most definitely this is all part of my plan

[wifehaverinnit]

the thing about cwilbur is he IS manipulative. quite often. theres no circling around that lmao. but often when he Thinks he is he actually isn’t. if that makes sense. he’ll manipulate ctommy and then justify it with being the president or whatever except then he’ll use stuff like this^^ and you can clearly see in his head its like some Big persuasive tactic when really it just comes off as Weird guy just trying to socialise. he has little awareness of how his own manipulation works. its actually kinda funny how a character so persuasive & so prone to try to manipulate subtly direct others towards his own goals actually lacks a lot of emotional intelligence…. especially towards himself. and his self loathing also taints his vision of others. so he’s somehow very perceptive and also Not at all. grfhhrrf

[wifehaverinnit]

vs ctommy who has such an acute emotional intelligence + perception of others feelings that he can actually also be manipulative!! he doesn’t choose to do that often bc its not really his thing but like Did we all forget election arc or something. ctommy knows what strings to pull in people!! he knows what works, he knows how to CONNECT to people. he can be Very fucking persuasive when he wants to be and i hateee when people portray ccrime as like. the brilliant mastermind Vs stupid but innocent child Thats not them please…. they are both very smart and very dumb. cwilbur has just Built his image off of being smart and hes also much more eloquent. and he Uses that knowledge of others to manipulate them more often than ctommy does but its not like ctommy doesnt have the Potential for it. am i making any sense here

[trynottodrown]

[meglyman]

Mimic Octopus has had enough of Dancing Crab’s shenanigans

[bugcthulhu]

darn dancing crabs and their jazz crab hands

[blue-bower]

‘HELLO MY BABY HELLO MY H-“ “NO”

[batchygyo]

i cant control my hand suddenly

[dragon-wolfie]

i am legally obliged to reblog this every time i see it