sweetheart / shithead

[spillcdmoons]

— i’m going out with a BANG ;

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( emre bey . cisman . he/him ) — blasting BANG! by AJR down main street we’ve spotted ZAFER KURTOĞLU sporting their boyish smirk with mischievous green eyes. the twenty eight year old WEREWOLF who’s been in town for one year often can be seen going to the gym, boxing, going to art museums, smoking, and flirting with anyone he deems hot, or working as an ART FORGERY CONSULTANT at PORTUM ART MUSEUM. people say they display charismatic and selfish traits, but we rather trust their vibes: a broken bottle of red wine against a white flooring, charming smiles like your name isn’t soiled in the eyes of human law, long fingers that can both caress your face and steal your prized painting hanging over the fireplace, and accepting casual relationships as love because it’s the closest you’ll ever gonna get. also, we’ve heard they love OVERNIGHT PAINTING SESSIONS ! aren’t they fascinating ?

──── 𝑩𝑨𝑺𝑰𝑪𝑺 .

𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄. zafer kurtoğlu

𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒. zephyr (exclusively by ginny, his sister)

𝐀𝐆𝐄. 28

𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐃𝐀𝐘. nov 30

𝐙𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐂. sagittarius

𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑. cis man

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐒. he/him

𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍. pansexual

𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐍. istanbul, turkey (birthplace) / london, england (1 year old to 13 years old) / ny, usa (14 years old to one year ago, when he moved to portum)

𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐒 𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍. english (british and american), turkish (loosely, stopped speaking ever since moving away from his birth family), latin (academically), spanish (understands, reads, and speaks some, but wouldn’t consider himself fluent), italian (same as spanish)

𝐎𝐂𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍. art forgery consultant at the portum art museum

──── 𝑨𝑷𝑷𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑪𝑬 .

𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌. emre bey

𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑. green

𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑. light brown

𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐘𝐋𝐄. well taken care of, frames his face nicely alongside his beard. for sexual partners, it makes you wanna put your hands through his hair and pull it.

𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓. 5ft10 (1,78m)

𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂(𝐒). mischievous smirk, nice hands with long fingers of someone who has a good sleight of hand, well cut beard with mustache, bright and observant green eyes, a beauty mark near his cheekbones, toned body due to boxing and gym, tired eye bags of someone who doesn’t get a lot of sleep.

𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐈𝐑𝐄. xxx

𝐏𝐈𝐄𝐑𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒. three silver upper helix piercings on his right ear.

𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐒. a raven on his upper back, near his left shoulder.

──── 𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑺𝑶𝑵𝑨𝑳𝑰𝑻𝒀 .

𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆. DONTTRUSTME by 3OH!3

𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐔𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍. life of the party, shameless & always up to something. might start karaoke with a chaotic rendition of 3OH!3, flirt with your partner, and walk away with someone’s designer lighter. claims he has no secrets, only dirty shame — which definitely isn’t true because his hair is full of secrets.

𝐃𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄. learnt survival through strategy and self-preservation. carries a lot of repressed rage and grief, but covers it up with jokes, scams, and cleverness. shameless clown who also desperately wants love and stability. hears a lot that he’s too smart to be doing what he’s doing with his life, that he’s a wasted potential.

𝐏𝐎𝐒 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐒. patient, resourceful, charming, intelligent, observant, ambitious, easygoing, sweet talker. loyal to his chosen family, protective big brother energy, fun, magnetic, and flirty.

𝐍𝐄𝐆 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐒. conniving, self-serving, liar, proud, emotionally constipated, filled with existential dread, addictive, hedonistic, promiscuous. messy bean with internalized anger and endless emotional layers like a literal onion (he compartmentalized all of them and never looked back).

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄. acts of service, quality time & words of affirmation. he’s really genuine and warm towards his loved ones.

𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐍𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓. chaotic neutral (moral alignment), entp (mbti), type 3 (enneagram).

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒. lucifer morningstar (lucifer), lucien carr (kill your darlings), ferris bueller (ferris bueller’s day off), neal caffrey (white collar), loki (mcu), connor walsh (how to get away with murder), gina linetti (brooklyn 99), roman roy (succession), eleanor shellstrop (the good place), klaus hargreeves (loosely, umbrella academy).

──── 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒 .

poor sleeping habits, exercising as a coping mechanism for anger, smoking, drinking, obsession with art forgery and art theft, lies to get out of problems, drinks tea compulsively, give a middle finger whenever he crosses a church, one night stands as a replacement for affection, reading poetry while drunk on wine, procrastinating when he’s bored or insecure, self sabotage his own potential, analyzing people he comes across, identifying immediately exit points whenever he enters a room.

──── 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 .

𝐁𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒. born into a wealthy british-turkish werewolf clan with major inheritance and right to the leadership. however, his parents died mysteriously. he loved them, but they weren’t close, it was a relationship bound on duty.

𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐒. his uncle politically ousted him, and kept everything: the pack leadership, the money, and any other rights. he was still a kid, so it was easy to do political maneuvers and get rid of him.

𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘. at 14, ginny found him. the heretic was everything he was taught to dislike, but in his hardest moment, that didn’t matter, because everything he knew crumbled down in a second when he got kicked out. if that happened, who knows what else was wrong? she took him in, acted like the big sister he’d always wanted, gave him a home, and taught him how to actually survive in the world alone. she gave him real love and safety for the first time in his life. he loves them more than anything and is really grateful for everything they did for him.

[tendermimi]

— Ada Limón, Dead Stars

[mournfulroses]

Lidia Yuknavitch, from Reading the Waves: A Memoir published in 2025

[rylandsgrace]

WWDITS (2019 - 2024) I 4.07

[dezmoines]

Visit Original Link

[spillcdmoons]

— wanted plots & threads ;

art heist gang — people who used to work with him stealing valuable art pieces and exchanging it for fake ones

catch me if you can — secret agent/police that used to work with the trying to find him, but it’s kinda useless now that he’s here in portum

memory recovery service — someone to help him identify if his memory was meddled with when his parents died. he doesn’t think it was accidental, and that someone was responsible for hiding his memories as a cover up

family friends from london — people who were friends with his parents and that still remember them from their times back in london

i know your secret — it might not seem like it, underneath the slick charm and cocky persona, but zafer is extremely perceptive and aware of his surroundings — which is also part of being born a werewolf. maybe he found out a secret your muse is hiding and is genuinely worried about them.

rescued muse — your muse suffered an accident at night in the forest, and fell in a really deep place where it was hard to hear them. zafer heard your muse asking for help with sharp werewolf senses, and found your muse badly hurt.

revenge — it’s not hard to have a vendetta against zafer. maybe he conned your muse before portum, or he slept with your muse’s sibling and broke their heart. but your muse didn’t really acted on getting even with him, until opportunity came: they found him bleeding and hurt after a disagreement with a an angry vampire. what is your muse going to do about it?

change your password — your muse should take better care of their house password. zafer founds out your muse’s house password and leaves a little present

kiss with a fist — your muse is a pain in zafer’s ass, and the feeling is mutual. they cannot stand each other, except when they’re making out in a dark corner. things get pretty heated between them.

[stellaseveride]

TEEN WOLF REWATCH

↳ 5x03 “Dreamcatchers”

[weltenwellen]

May Sarton, The House by the Sea

[draumas]

[portumhq]

oh, look, there’s a new bulletin on the town hall’s panel ! it says our dear WEREWOLF, ZAFER KURTOĞLU, is looking for BLIND DATE (FUTURE HUSBAND) who is 25 - 35 years old and might resemble MALE FCS / UTP. the bulletin also indicates they are an UTP SPECIES and you DO have to contact the mun @spillcdmoons . if you want to know more, this is what we have:

broken man meets broken man, and then they love each other on purpose, even though they are shitty people. that’s the theme. they met through zafer’s adoptive sister, ginny, who’s a 200-year old heretic. she wants her brother to start dating someone soon, so she can annoy them both, and she thinks your character is the perfect choice. zafer is a charming, slick, former art thief with more emotional walls than fort knox. he does one night stands because he thinks that’s all he’s gonna get in life, but he’s a big romantic. so your muse is probably someone who matches his freak somehow, someone as bad as him and that actually catches his interest for once. this man has gone through so much, i just want him to be happy and have a future happy marriage 😭

[spillcdmoons]

i didn’t add fc suggestions bc i wanted to leave it open, but i’ll be glad to suggest some if the mun is interested! i also have pin ideas for the relationship, so i’ll be happy to send them as well! my discord is silverflvme, feel free to dm me, but im also available here on zafer’s blog!

[spillcdmoons]

SETTING — the bonfire , unspecified location ( dealer’s choice ) , open starter

— I love pretending nothing is happening, it’s my favorite activity after picking up unsuspecting wallets and kissing sad, beautiful faces. — He commented to the person beside him, with a charming and playful demeanor. — What’s it gonna be for you today? We can talk about the weather and pretend nothing is happening, or I can pick your wallet when you’re not looking. I can also buy you a drink and offer a little smooch for your troubles. — He raised his eyebrows and put his hands inside his pockets, with a boyish smile.

[amcbrisce]

LOCATION: portum's annual bonfire, food and drink stand. FOR: open!

THERE WAS STILL A chill in the air -- not just as the small town stood on the line between winter and spring, but there was something amiss in their universe. that's the way it had always felt, from the moment they had found themselves in town. that they were in their own universe. while dakota is a quiet individual, soft-spoken and mild-mannered, the last thing they wanted to do was stay home with everything going on, more particularly alone. their roommate had mentioned the bonfire with a rather flippent attitude, believing full well that he would never have it within him to go. thus, finding his comfort zone behind a service counter. it's a volenteer position, not that he minds. it's a much needed distraction, and dakota was always happy to help -- out of the kindness of your heart.

fingers clasp around the collection of drinks as they hand them off to one of their final customers of their shift, their customer service smile apparent. " there ya go... enjoy. " dakota nods, pausing before offering a wave as they dissipate into the crowd. a handful of seconds soon pass before they return their focus to the rest of their surroundings. " shit -- " they gasp, a hand flying to his chest before bursting into laughter. it's clear that their startled, but certainly not angered by the thought of seeing a familiar face. " you scared me... but then again, i'd jump out of my skin at everything. " they sling their denim tote over their shoulder. " i'm all done... if you wanna explore this place with me. i just went straight for the stand. "

[spillcdmoons]

Standing in the middle of the bonfire, while there was someone - something - loose in town with an extra hole in their little murderer belt, was deeply unsettling and vulnerable. He didn’t do vulnerable, what he did do was being extremely aware of his surroundings with an extra dose of paranoia.

Well, either this, or being completely unserious and trying to break the ice at every given moment.

This is why, when Dakota got distracted for a moment, he couldn’t help himself. Between the last costumer and the collection of drinks, he appeared in front of them like a goddamn fucking apparition.

— Boo! — He mockingly scared him, with a mischievous smirk and hands in his pockets. — Be careful, captain, or I might as well show up and steal your heart. — He raised his eyebrows in a dramatic gesture of playfulness, but then backtracked, keeping the smirk in place. — I’m joking, I don’t do this. Anymore. I’m just enchanting as fuck, but that’s unavoidable, it comes with the package. Jokes aside, let’s go do whatever you want. Where do you want to go, after spending your whole time stuck here?

[writtcn]

portum annual bonfire, ft. open

“ do the council really think we can be so easily distracted ? ” cristian says derisively, standing well back from the actual celebrations. “ they have spent almost half a year saying nothing about one misfortune after another, and now they want to move on with life as if nothing has happened ? ” xe is seriously contemplating moving, going back to wandering the oceans, if only because the only drama out there is what you make for yourself. “ i would not be surprised if they were the ones who performed some illicit ritual in the forest, at this point. ”

[spillcdmoons]

— Panem et circenses, and all of that. Give them crumbles and they’ll forget about it soon. — Zafer agreed with a grimace, unusually serious expression considering the nature of the topic at hand. — I mean, someone is going to take the blame soon, Cristian. The cover up needs a scapegoat. Who is it? Who will take the fall for that, when denial is no longer an option? — Zafer’s smile wasn’t pleasant, nor a smirk, it was mocking and bitter and caustic.

[acecroft]

WHITE COLLAR 1.05

[inneffablehusbands]

WHITE COLLAR | 1.06 "All In"

[just-for-storage]

just run😂✌️

[awkward-sultana]

Richard Silken, @adampvrrish / Virginia Woolf, @seizethehistory / Unknown / Unknown / Unknown / House of Leaves, Mark Z. Danielewski