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I live life with my heart on my sleeve.

[allcolorsofwhite-deactivated202]

[filmaticbby]

everything is funny and nothing is real . literally everything is funny guys

[equatorjournal]

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

sometimes people are just not nice. that’s their own thing. it’s not you.

[ahm-7-deactivated20241231]

You will never understand the hell I feel inside my head

[yoncemyname]

[moonwalkerandthedragon-deactiva]

[goldcoasthoney]

by nirvanaroseworld

[vybewitme]

Time and energy are the most expensive currencies

[especially]

[consecuences]

[earthtodes]

No matter how bad we ended, if you ever need anything just ask someone else

[spilledinksaboutyou]

Letting go hurts.

I wish people would be honest about that.

It hurts.

And when it does, you cannot see the end.

You fear the absence of what you’ve lost will engulf you, most days you hope that it does. Just so— you wouldn’t have to live with this pain anymore.

How do you let go of what doesn’t serve you?

When you love that very same thing.

You love it so much that you would settle for crumbs of it, instead of having it whole.

I can see the blood underneath your nails from all the people you clinged to begging them to stay.

[spilledinksaboutyou]

A woman's body should be treasured not abused. I was told to take care of myself, to carry a strong beautiful physical attraction one that would not only make men lust after me but would make them seek to know me; blindly carrying myself with pride all my life I've come to realise that all I've ever done is destroy the body deep inside, the one that dwells far from what you see physically. Fooling myself into thinking that a man's luring eyes of thirst for my body meant he thirsted for my soul, unraveling my clothes and letting you have me I like to be in control. This is my body, I destroy it by making you pleasure yourself with it. You never did seek too far because what was there beyond my physical attraction? What did I bring to the table other than a woman that physically was well put together but mentally was so fucked up that she didn't care where her head rested at night. Not giving a care in the world about who's venomous hands moved and grazed over my skin. This is my body; the one you so proudly claim is yours.

My Holy Temple

[spilledinksaboutyou]

Sir, what I want from life is true happiness. And I know that it makes me weak, I know it puts my heart at bay and I know right now you are reading this and thinking how naive someone as young as me could be. I know you've lived a little longer than me and so you've seen and felt the coldest sides to people which would explain why now you are so cold. I know you aim to protect me from the very same things that broke you, I know you wish to keep me wrapped up safe like that bear your daughter kept growing up, the one that collected all her tears and held her secrets close to its heart. I know you wish I would stay like the bear soaking up my own tears and keeping a dead stare as people do nothing but disappoint me. But I am afraid that is just not me, and I know I feel things deeply and I know it puts me at risk and I know searching for happiness in this world will break me but I am excited to be broken and to be repaired. I am looking forward to falling in and out of love, to get to know the vulnerable side to people to love them so deeply that my love heals them even if they rip me apart in return. Sir, I am sorry but I want to love and be loved in return. I want happiness.

Happiness..

[spilledinksaboutyou]

Love Yourself - Dannia Brown

[spilledinksaboutyou]

I am sorry for giving you less than you deserve, and I am sorry for putting you in the hands of strangers. I'm sorry that I fell in love with everything and everyone and never you. When all along it should have been you that I loved, it should have been you that I invested all my time into. You are not the names I called you. You're not ugly. You are good enough. All along you've been more than enough. You don't have to change anything about yourself. I have loved everyone and I have uplifted everyone while I did nothing but put you down. You are the body that my soul dwells in, you are all I have. When everyone left, you stayed. You are my home and I'm sorry it took so long to learn to love you.