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*** i talk about how i use marijuana both medically and recreationally *** queer. non-binary. They/them. 40+ y/o. poly. annoyed most of the time, really. this is really just a bunch of stuff that i want here. i've given up on making sense. like it or not, i'm just tumbling because i want to.

[spinningininfinity]

[salmonella-destroyer-of-worlds]

[honeybabydarling]

Actually, it's pizza. I'm a tiny bunny bringing a pizza to your house.

[branssparklydancepants]

@spinningininfinity

[spinningininfinity]

Something something pain is isolating something something always feeling like a dandelion seed floating in the air something something wanting to be a wish but fearing I'm just a weed.

[lust-and-verbiage]

[ymutate]

Andrew Valko

Happy New Year 1999,

woodblock print

[samueldelany]

FOR THE WHITE PERSON WHO WANTS TO KNOW HOW TO BE MY FRIEND

by Pat Parker

    The first thing you do is to forget that I'm black.     Second, you must never forget that I'm black.

    You should be able to dig Aretha,     but don't play her every time I come over.     And if you decide to play Beethoven -- don't tell me     his life story.  They make us take music appreciation, too.

    Eat soul food if you like it, but don't expect me     to locate your restaurants     or cook it for you.

    And if some Black person insults you,     mugs you, rapes your sister, rapes you,     rips your house or is just being an ass --     please, do not apologize to me     for wanting to do them bodily harm.     It makes me wonder if you're foolish.

    And even if you really believe Blacks are better lovers than     whites -- don't tell me. I start thinking of charging stud fees.

    In other words -- if you really want to be my friend -- don't     make a labor of it.  I'm lazy.  Remember.

[random-brushstrokes]

Chittaprosad Bhattacharya - Untitled (Woman Reading), 1952

[thepeacefulgarden]

[toyastales]

Art Nouveau 'Bloom in Spring' pitcher by Daum Nancy, France, circa 1900s.

[prinnay]

[Spectra Knight]

[spinningininfinity]

Kinda at a moment in my experience where I'm looking forward to hearing from the people in my life and I'm starting to recognize that I'm desiring socializing.

I think I might be ill or something lol

It's probably got something to do with the fact that I haven't spent any social time out of this house in a while. In the past 4 months this house has had 4 surgeries. Him, me, Tater, and the MIL. No more. Not for a couple of years. I have insisted upon this with OK. Only emergency procedures for the next 24 months.

I have been told, since I was young, that not only am I a delight to have in class, I also have the knack for anticipation of other people's needs. Spoiler alert, they're both trauma.

[spinningininfinity]

Sometimes the text thread with your bestie is just one rant after the other.

[thememedaddy]

[innervoiceartblog]

A Capri Witch by Austrian painter Marianne Stokes, 1884-85

[sunbathe]

mk.ndure by yvonne.spiegelhauer

[rt0no]

[northwezt]

High Rock Lookout.

Mount Rainier, WA (Sept. 20, 2015)