forever in gacha hell

hi I'm spirit 20 she/her Links to all my alt accounts below!

[spirit12]

Alt Accounts:

Art account (Oc art and most of my art in general)

School bus graveyard account (anything sbg related goes there)

I mostly repost here because I've had this account for a while and don't want to change much. Sometimes I talk idk man hang out if you want.

Some of my interests (there's so many more.)

Games:

- Genshin, hsr, undertale, deltarune, slime rancher 1&2, the long dark, stardew valley, tlou 1&2, telltale twd, one shot, Minecraft, coffee talk 1&2 + tokyo, a plague tale 1&2

Anime/shows:

-RWBY,witch hat atelier, cardcaptor sakura, delicious in dungeon, hoseki no kuni, apothecary diaries, frieren, fabulous beasts, yuru camp, tadc, chiikawa

Manga/manhua/webtoons:

- sbg, witch hat atelier, the girl from the other side, her shim cheong, iilwtv, shadow house,

Other:

Kingdom (the zombie k-drama), atla kyoshi novels, ruzhui, FGEP,

Below the cut is just a wip log for myself of all the media I've ever consumed.

Games:

Anime/shows:

Movies:

Manga/manhua/webtoons:

Books:

Other:

Misc:

[laterkiss]

i have [gestures vaguely] my tendencies

[bonivers]

(girl who is already extremely private) i think i need to Move In More Silence

[spirit12]

Went shopping & partied the rest of the day I'm exhausted but I managed to gacha the rest of the main chiikawa trio & got momonga :3

My haul

My sister got a lot lol

The trio (different sets but who cares) + momonga that's hanging from my lamp chain thingie

[fluffysheeps]

Snail sharks 🐌🦈 shnails, snarks…?!

[spirit12]

vice mayor spirit may I have your opinion on my pt2 of my sbg writing?

I'll drop a comment on the post soon, just gotta get my thoughts together •u•

[tooies]

when a pelican bites you there's no malice in their eyes. they aren't upset at you. they are just hungry and want to see if you fit in their mouths. and if you don't then it's no problem and everything is fine. and if you do then well i guess your fate is sealed but that's ok it's a beautiful animal

[marlynnofmany]

Okay, see, I knew about the capybara gif:

But I didn’t know that they really are That Dense, All The Time. The same way sharks will bite anything that might be a seal, just in case, these birdbrains will apparently test just about anything for beak size. 

Behold a short list of bad ideas:

Human foot is not food, bird.

That is clearly bigger than your entire body.

...You do know what a bear cub is, right? Right??

That is a BICYCLE SEAT.

That’s it; arrested for bird crimes.

[spirit12]

I've reached the annoyed stage of burnout "mfr do something!" Me to myself

[ivyanddaisies]

tag someone you’d give roses to-

[zeldan7]

ooffies:

ourlover:

xachillescomedownx:

mod-kokichi-blog:

just-more-gtronpa-trash:

lunar5tar:

x-monochrome-x:

anxiety-problem:

gay-rat-with-a-tazer:

someone-whos-trying-to-improve:

ifoughtgodbehind711:

book-limerence:

finleycannotdraw:

saoirse-1887:

claraofthepen:

elvish-sky:

anjhope1:

modernmythic:

from-patroclus-with-love:

wetelltheirstory:

crazychlo08:

ravenlilyrose:

quillsink:

nonstopfangirl:

thechaoticbisexual:

just-a–lil:

rthoney:

hamiltonbitch15:

@rthoney​ platonically ofc​

@rogue-cas-whore have a rose fucker

Platonic Roses for:

@magslikesmusicals @thechaoticbisexual @guapogatitogal @iamnotusnavi thanks for the support, y’all! 💋💋💖💖💖❤️❤️

Aw thank you so much! You’re welcome! 

Some lovely platonic roses for @c0nsumemy5oul @nonstopfangirl @lamsotp123 @bartok-the-magnificent @owo-who-am-i and @include-women-in-the-sequel-work! I kinda wanted to tag all my followers, but that takes effort and motivation that I’m currently lacking. Know that I’m mentally sending y’all roses!

thank you so much <3

sending platonic roses to @lamsotp123 @quillsink @vive-la-revolution @dayaaa115 @c0nsumemy5oul @ all my followers!

aaaaah thank you!!!

sending platonic flowers to @crazychlo08, @ravenlilyrose, @binch-i-might-be, @jak-tynatozni and everyone who puts up with my shitposting blog

Thank you! Love you too, Ink!

Platonic roses for everyone! @grace13star, @togetiiic, @quillsink (I get to give you some even if you already gave me some), @crazychlo08 (I know ink already gave you some, but have some more!), @stormtrooper-in-clogs , and I’m too tired to figure out who else, but everyone gets some!

I love you all!!! 💜💜💜

AHHHH @ravenlilyrose and @quillsink THANK YOU SO MUCH ILY ❤️❤️❤️

sending platonic roses to @expected-kiss @the-royal-dweeb @wetelltheirstory thanks for the support since the beginning mwah 💋

Thank you so much, @crazychlo08 ! Right back at you!

Platonic roses to @from-patroclus-with-love , @tallmadgeandtea , and @ohyoumeanher for their support of my art and my writing and just being amazing people!

Awww thank you @wetelltheirstory !! Roses to you as well <3

I shall give my platonic roses to @moriamithril @iwenttomordor @eluriel-undomiel and @modernmythic

Thank you @from-patroclus-with-love 🥺💕

I would give my friend roses to @anjhope1 @the-reformed-ringwraith and @themerriweathermage

Omg thank you! 🥺🥺

I would shower roses on: @modernmythic (ofc lol) @guardianofrivendell @luna-xial @elvish-sky @pistachiozombie @bananzer @dirt-cup-draco @midearthwritings @dimensionalskully @thetravelerwrites @fizzyxcustard @lathalea @deathlikessodaandpizza

Ahh thank you @anjhope1 🥺💞

Showering platonic roses on @anjhope1 (because duh) @magestictolkienelves @hey-its-nonny @wellfuckmyexistence @guardianofrivendell @gossip-girl-of-middle-earth @thewhiteladyofrohan @claraofthepen @beenovel @luna-xial @iwenttomordor @ladylouoflothlorien and I’m sure I’m forgetting people so I’m sorry!

And roses to you, @elvish-sky!!! 

All of my yellow colored platonic roses to @kumqu4t @tolkienblackgirl @trxblemaker @rowandor  @artsywaterlily  @elles-writing @guardianofrivendell  @moony-artnstuff @saoirse-1887 @bitter-sweet-farmgirl you all deserve dozens of roses!!!

Aaaa, right back atcha @claraofthepen!

Sending roses to: @local-depresso-gay-idiot @merlynthedisasterchild @fluffbyday-smutbynight @finleycannotdraw @consultingravenclaw221b @can-i-just-stay-in-the-corner @rogue-cas-whore @sadngroovy @ineffablyferal @ineffable-writer @1-800-i-ship-it @forfucksakejohn @sherlocksbillowingcoat and @ all my amazing mutuals that I couldn’t remember off the top of my head!!

Awwww thanks!! Back atcha, @saoirse-1887!!

@ineffablyferal @killjoyjay @enbies-and-felonies @gayhufflepuffworld @genderkwerfirebird @book-limerence @thenoctambulist @bisexual-genderfluid-fan @ademonwithinternet @i-am-your-parental-figure-now @ all my mutuals ily

thank you! <3

@rambling-manticore @ineffablyferal @lucifers-golden-bitch-apparently @finleycannotdraw (again <3) @pencilwritesshiz47 @enbies-and-felonies @queer-badass @ifoughtgodbehind711 @fire-sapphics @ every single other person who sees this *gives flowers* <3

Asdfghjkldjrhesfafwvzvxvshsgadafsgdljljkkhkdhsehtktkratehrjajflg

Tagging: @sincerely-fooule @someone-whos-trying-to-improve @thewaferofchaos @imapursoon @imaverycatgirl @kingtheannoying @icarus760 @lucifers-golden-bitch-apparently @nickyshortforarsenic @merryeinar

:D!! Thank you!! @f–a–t–u–m @clover-playz @iridesc3nt @trickstervania @minollo @gay-rat-with-a-tazer @kxrxmi @aliviaab @fallensusu @hightlime @theinformative @ponderingpinky @b0dygard3n @queenrepent @liveleakboy @hey-here @altora @v1rtu4lc4tb0y and more!! 

aa!!!

@someone-whos-trying-to-improve @self-insert-chan @imaverycatgirl @risaceofhearts @everyone

@x-monochrome-x @just-more-gtronpa-trash @fried-spoon my friends

thamk <(❁´◡`❁)> @lunar5tar @just-more-gtronpa-trash @kaseysgtnonsense @mryield @sammigruber @

@x-monochrome-x @gremlin-kween @aesthetic-anime-dreamer @just-more-gtronpa-trash @anxiety-problem

Thank y'all!! 〜(꒪꒳꒪)〜

WOAH TAGGED 3 TIMES?? I feel so HONORED! Thank YOU SO MUCH GUYS!!

@lazyblogposter @thearsingtblog @lunar5tar @x-monochrome-x @laurenandloki @nickthegiantboi2 @anxiety-problem @jellys-stuffs @averytiredperson @mod-kaito @mod-kokichi-blog @nonfunction @mod-mahiru @avocado-headcanons

Tysm <3

(I dont feel like taggin nobody)

wasnt tagged but i thought it was cute!!

@annastormfly @immissunderstood @milkiibojustwrite @ourlover @au-clover @generous1ty

:]

WAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAAAAA FNNNGDHF

@pansexualpieceofcrap @generous1ty @mod-mahiru (i saw u tag me i would give roses to you too) @s-serendipit-y @kotobxki @mius-imagination @au-clover @raes-ramblings @annastormfly @call-me-yam @legendarytreasurerhighway @ibuki-loves-you @astreye @hot-tamalee @cottoncandy-kins @danganreblogs06 @pastelmilkie @modalterego @avocado-headcanons @mod-komaru-blog @yablackenbyairin @lovepatient-0 @ooffies

@LITERALLY ALL MY MUTUALS I AM TRYING TO REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE USERNAME OF EVERY PERSON IVE EVER INTERACTED WITH ON HERE BUT MY SHITTY MEMORY DOESNT WANT TO COOPERATE

@ALL OF MY FOLLOWERS

PLEAAAAASE I REALLY MEAN IT I JUST CANT REMEMBER YOUR URLS

@ourlover ahhhhh thank you sm ily💕💕💕

I’ll be giving a rose to @orangejuiceoncrack @raes-ramblings @imaginewithkorekiyo @peachmilkandstubbornbees @aizawasluckylady @drxxmofyou @fanfictionwritingoddity @life-is-a-soup-and-im-a-fork @cvtiefly @naviorg @zeldan7 @just-a-stupid-sinner @dopesaladlady @bunbun1027 @jimmy-jalapeno , all my mutuals (sorry I tried to remember everyone bsbsbsb) and all my lovely followers! I love y'all so much! 💕💕💕

Tysm ily 🥺🥺🥺👉👈❤❤

@ekissa @aria-chicken-flugget @demon-simper @shinebrite97 @screwuwu @haienk @carley-chan and all my mutuals I’m sorry my brain is frazzled and I can’t remember everyone right now but I love you all ❤❤❤

[demon-simper]

AAAAAAH THIS IS SO SWEET 💞💓💕💖💝💗💝💖💝💓💖💞💝💞❤️💝💞

@elliechan @aria-chicken-flugget @ekissa @offbrandmilk @lulusensual @ anyone who comes across this post & anyone who i may have forgotten <3

I love you all, you make my internet experience so enjoyable! I’m so glad I met you 💘

[offbrandmilk]

AAAAH THIS IS SO CUTE AND SWEET

Roses for my lovies 😤: @demon-simper @obey-me-rules-my-life-now @bouquetraccoon @strawbubbies @dawn-808 @oscurapolinesia

[ratofthesocialsewers08]

Thank you so much 🥺

My eyes are a bit misty-

I’d give these people combinations of Pink, Yellow and Purple roses. A couple specific would even possibly get Red tinted ones. :)

Tagging: @oscurapolinesia @obey-me-rules-my-life-now @nite-land @mina-luv-bot @k1ng-0f-sp4d3s @inniterhq @basillyalt @dysfunctionalcrab

[libbyandhaileyfanpage]

ily 🥺 i would give you a rose too @dawn-808

i’d give a rose to all of these ppl please just i love them @basillyalt @artemis-is-god @altsoupi @altsuki @ttakinou @mayasimagines @strawberrymilkgeorge @etherealexsistence @tinyegg @shiyanchan @cr0wbonezz-wr1ting-inc @bozowrites @quackitree and literally all my followers and mutuals

[ttakinou-deactivated20240108]

thank u niss!! i would ofc return the flowers! <33

(a lot of these people are already tagged, but u deserve extra flowers anyway!!! 😤) @altsuki @nite-land @strawberrymilkgeorge @luvcherrie @basillyalt @sapnapity @reinyrei @quackibread @inniterhq @quack42069​@marimorena06 @bioluminescentfrog @blumarzipan @kirishimaswife2819 @t-toodumbtocare @tinyegg and all of you lovely people who I’ve interacted with or follow! You’re all amazing <33

[kirishimaswife2819]

Thank you!! <3 I return the flowers

And I’ll give roses to all of these people because they’re all nice to me (I just pulled these off the top of my head so sorry if I missed somebody): 

@augustineandhawks , @anactualfuckingnerd , @little-fairy-forest , @a-shy-babie , @kirishimas-manly-eyeliner + all of my followers and people I’ve interacted with :)

[little-fairy-forest]

Omg stop 🥺💗

Thank you for the roses 🌹🌹

Here are some special people who deserve Rose’s aswell @bakugous-abs @lady-bakuhoe @lustfulxmulti @callmemrsbakugou @yourneighborbakugou @tteokdoroki @bakugousbrat

All my followers get rose’s too 🌹🌹

(And a kiss~♡)

[omikou-luvbot]

PLS OMG I JUST SAW THIS WHAT UR SO SWEET 💗

you, but you’ve been tagged

@veenxys a very talented person if i do say so myself i love their content

@shotorozu also a very talented writer and i look forward to their posts

+many other people but i’m unfortunately very forgetful and can’t remember their users so i give them all roses too 🌹 🌹

xx

[veenxys]

aaa thank you so much darling! 💛🥺

roses for my favs: @pocky-writes @bat-eclecticwolfbouquet-love @deviousspleen @starrynightlys @n0san1tyl3ft @your-average-weeb-dealer and all of my followers and people I’ve interacted with! <3

[blackbutterfly017]

@amberhimiko @i-love-tea-and-stars

@pieloveyou @yukibabiitoa

@forbiddenharmonics @icebku

@glassandfog @shadowmancer1215

@skrlovebot @detectivemiku

and all my mutual <3<3

[i-love-tea-and-stars]

awwww thank you!! I just got my grades and I was having mixed feelings about them, this came really in the best timing ever!!!!🫂🫂💗💗

take flowers too💐🌷🪷🪻🌹🌹🌺🌸🌼🌻🌷💐🌾🌺🌸🌼🌻🪷🌷💐🪻🌸🌺🌹🌸🌻🌻🌷💐🪷🌾🪷🌼🌺🌹🌸🌻🪻🪷💐💐🌻🌼🌷🌾🌻🌸🪷💐🌷🌷🌹🪻🌹🌸🌸🌹🌺🌸🌻🪷🌾🌼🪻💐🌻🌻🌷💐🪷💐

@cermblka @eaterofdust @elymigremlin @noodlecarrot50states @ratladysarah @shadowmancer1215 @mx-iced-latte-faye @icebku @the-immortal-restless @swift-kat-art @sattbowie @pinkytoothlesso11 @ivory-the-angelwolf @queenbutterfly276 @mira0407 @pelus4 @beedless-toga-jimlake @lowkeygetinthewater @aricornboi @artnijna @temporaryevanesence @efemerobrasileirinho @tonyd3rp @violentfragments @aespere @miss-fluffy-the-fluffiest

and anyone who I forgot to tag!!!

[mira0407]

I knew 4 and 8 are lucky numbers and thats today lol so thanks! And thanks to @shadowmancer1215 for also tagging me! <3

Take a whole frickin garden of these💐🌷🌹🌻🌼🌸💐🌷🌹🌼🌸🌺💐🌷🌹🌼🌸🎋🎋🎋💐🌷🌼🌸🎋🌺🌼💐🌸🌷🌹🎋💐🌸🌷🌼🌺🎋🌼💐🌸🌺🌻🌷🌸💐🌺🌼🎋🌻🌷🌸🎋🌼🌺🌻💐🌸🌸🌼💐🌷🌻🌹💐🎋🌷🌼🌹🌻🎋🌸💐🌼🌺🌻💐🌷🌹🌼🎋🌸💐🌼🌷🌻🌺🌼🎋🌸

@starlacedletters @dizzkie @evilgoosegoose @animalleichans @whereallthetimego @papertickets @comicartist13 @goldiihadabearr @tlkoe22 @c0sm1c-h4nd @lululuzzz08 @octo-noodle @antonimacaroni18 + anyone else i forgot to tag heres more flowers💐💐💐💐

[dizzkie]

Omg this is so sweet thank you @mira0407 lots of flowers for you too🌺⚘️🪻🌹🌻🌼🌸

And lots of flowers for @lns-lne @shotdowndstairs @lynette0404 @lululuzzz08 @starlacedletters @starrysavv @sbgdarling @rube-ster @therealaiden-clark @suntria @goldiihadabearr @formulaic-beam @chuuyafresa @mellarkslovergirl @tylxnee @thesmileykate @clownin44 @businesscatto

I love yall’s blogs so much, have many flowers as beautiful as you and everyone else who I haven’t mentioned here <33

💐🏵🌸🪷🌸💐🌹💐🏵💐🕸💐🌺🌼🌷🌻⚘️🌷🌷🌻🪻🌼🌷🏵🌸🏵💮💮🌺💐🌸🪷🌷🏵💐🌸💮🌺💐🌸🪷🌷💐🪷🌸🌺🪷🌺💐🏵🌸

[lns-lne]

I got tagged twice so thank you both for the flowers🥹🥹💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🏵🏵🏵🏵🏵🌼🌼🏵🏵🌼🏵🌼🌼🏵🏵🌼🌼🌼🌼💐🏵💐🏵💐🏵💐🏵💐🌷🌼🌷💐🏵🌼🌼🏵🌼🏵💐🏵🌹🌹🌼🌹💐💐💐🌺🏵💐🏵💐🏵🌼🏵💐🏵🏵🌼🏵🏵🌼🏵🌼🏵🏵💐💐🌸🌸💐💐

@lilizzybert-official @lynette0404 @tapwater-made-everyone-gay @spirit12 @dizzkie @starlacedletters @goldiihadabearr - others I have no idea if I’m moots or your users currently🥹💐

[tapwater-made-everyone-gay]

Tagged twice. Feel very loved right now. 🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷🪻

Not sure who to tag uhhhhh… @spirit12 @lilizzybert-official @businesscatto + any other mutuals who see this

Thanks @lns-lne and @goldiihadabearr for the tags!!

[lilizzybert-official]

aggh I love y'all so much you and Lane and I’m getting cuteness aggression rn and I wanna say thank you and my tags are

@lns-lne @lynette0404 @tapwater-made-everyone-gay @spirit12 @showhay @yeetusthegreat

[spirit12]

Awww so sweet 💙

💐🌷🌹🌺🌸🌼🌻💐🌷🌹🌺🌸🌼🌻💐🌷🌹🌺🌸🌼🌻💐

Thank you for the triple tag @lns-lne @tapwater-made-everyone-gay @lilizzybert-official you guys are cool :]

I hope all my untagged mutual, or anyone who sees this post has a good day ^-^

[redstonedust]

i like when a piece of media says that an all-powerful character "sees humans as insects" because that really could mean a lot of things. maybe they view us as insignifigant and will squish us under their boot. maybe theyre actually studying and cataloguing us for their thesis paper. maybe theyre campaigning for human protection because we're an important part of their ecosystem. maybe they see a human and go "ew ew ewwwwww someone get the cup and get that FREAK out of my house." .

[sunnfl0w3rr]

mutuals if I like your vent post I promise I’m acknowledging your post and sending happy thoughts and hoping your ok bc I don’t know what to say and I promise I’m not happy you’re in pain

[spirit12]

final ruzhui thread 😔

Where did I leave off- ah right it sure seemed like something else!

Honestly if something did happen and Yun asked buxian to count bills right after I'd... I'd be very disappointed.

Even for a rich man the bill Yun tosses at Lin Wei was enough to make him pass out Lmao I don't really care about him so sucks to suck!

Oh they're gonna be all over each other now

Yun "catch these hands" An reporting for duty

"Had a fight?" Buxian is so confident in her girl that she went ahead and had tea ready by the time yun went to her room.

Damn... It's a boy. Now her dad is gonna cut buxian off entirely soon

They're gonna be separated once again, and its the day after they confessed too. Let's see how things go I guess

And if Yu Xianxian is actually yun's ex who also time traveled what then? (Contexts miss yu looks identical to yun's ex & she seems very knowledgeable)

Anytime I need writing examples for yearning I'll just refer to this novel cause goddamn do they yearn

I like that despite "being a man" Yun really cares about her femininity

Yun Lu is a badass i see I see

Oh shit here we go I know nothing from here on out O_o

Yun teaching anyone she knows how to ride horses this time it's Lu Qi the kid of buxian's sister

Madam Lin is the best, Lin wei...... Is an assss

Oh no buxian got hit with an allergy! Shit could be lethel without modern medicine

They got the soulmate curse where they feel each other's pain low key. Also I'm not worried because I know this novel has a happy ending it says it on the carrd page! However if I didn't know that I'd be stressed as hell

Ugh. The piece of shit is here.

UH??? HELLO???? AUTHOR'S NOTE BASICALLY SAID ZHONG'S DAYS ARE NUMBERED??????

Perfect

The Yun madam Lin tag team is so good! Yeah get their asses!

Yun an got a courtesy name! Its Bingchu :0

Xuan yi and rui-er!! Xuan yi I need you to go heal buxian now!

Aww Yun an & xuan yi's disciple mentor relationship had been established! Yun's gotta collect found family now that she's staying...

Oh buxian is better already! No need for extra otherworldly treatment I guess

Listen if yun's gonna send a letter back to earth after the three year timer is up she might as well take a shot in the dark and ask for supplies like more allergy stuff for buxian! It's probably not gonna happen but might as well try?

Reunion kiss how sweet

!!! They're having white tea! I just brewed myself, they metion white tea a lot so it swayed my choice but I didn't expect to read a chapter where they drink it right now

What did I say? Although my theory was not completely right, xu xianxian may be a time traveler!

Me too Yun I don't know who's connected to who at this point. Even with yun's explanation it's in one ear out the other, I suck at comprehending relations

Aw that's nice, even if li yuan has rose in status these two are still friends :]

Yun was ready to pop someone if needed again

Chapter title is "I want to consummate" What the hell is going on now? O_o

Hehe buxian took the initiative on a kiss for the first time

Aww despite the sus as hell title it was very sweet. They'll just have to suck it up for now tho, they're not in a place to fool around

I definitely have diabetes now I adore them dearly 💕

I love a character that can cook and Yun can cooooook! I kinda wanna try some of the dishes too they sound so good

Astronomy/astrology lesson :0

🤨😳😶

Little princess came in with a badass horsie! Despite her condition zhou shu is a cool little princess

They're being so soft.... Gah! I can't stand them!

Shooting stars are a bad omen there how interesting

Oh well damn. I guess shooting stars or broom stars as they call them really are bad omens. The emperor died

Ooof separated once again

Bonding time with xuan yi while doing taoist things

I try to follow along but sometimes the political stuff melts my brain lol

Zhou liu is a good man, he quickly became one of my faves. I hope he gets a nice life after everything settles

Yun you really are dog coded its so cute

I have a big fat smile on my face, these two drive me crazy

BRO. BRO!!! I HATE EM!

Okay this is me before reading the... Bonus chapter. Let's see....

...Good for them

Yun! What a little devil...

I've always liked how open to communication Yun an is

...All day?

Little princess! She's little sister-ing again

I don't like this.... Just let the little princess live her life

Damn.... One of Buxian's sister passed away

Zhao gang you're acting sus don't tell me you were the reason your wife died

ZHAO GANG YOU BITCHASS y'know what? Yun! Steal his kid it's warranted.

(This sounds so unhinged out of context)

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Spirit from the future here! Everything goes downhill.

Oh! They deadass took her just like that O_o Uhh...? Daughter aquired!

Flashback time, come with me to steal a child from a negligent asshat! 😄😁😄😁

There isn't any other way we gotta kill em. Zhao & his mom gotta go

Feeling a little rushed pacing wise but that might be because the rest of the story was very slow

Awww

Fucking blue lock ruined the words "chemical reaction" They're now associated with it forever. I was reading the paragraph and the damn "let's kill each other" manga panel flashed in my head 😭

Buxian you may be rich but you truly won the lottery when you got Yun. Who else would want to, in buxian's words "build a whole new country for her." Like damn!

Awwwwwwww the daughter niuniu is so cute 💕

Ahh... The three years are almost up, though yun took it better than I thought

Ooof gotta visit buxian's family there's no way nothings gonna happen. (Take madam Lin take madam Lin take madam Lin! You stole a kid why not steal your mother/mother in law too?)

Lin buyu and lu song are real ones! Take them too fuck it

Reunion with mama!

Ah probably can't take mama away and another wrench has been tossed into the plans

Let's see how the return method would've worked :0

Erm?! What the fuck is this? carrd says happy ending do now play with me! (Poor rabbit got obliterated)

Wait a damn second. If the rabbit, which was alive, got obliterated does that mean they never intended to bring yun back alive? We're those motherfuckers just going to transmit the data/stuff back without the living breathing person??? Oh hell nah

Go lin buxian! Yun an is currently out of commission!

NEVERMIND! SHE DEF BROKE SOMETHING FUUUUUUUUUU

hey so this is worse than I thought.

Wha...? What the hell sure. Hey, as long as they're alive! Thanks mysterious ningning from some si-fi ass group of something

Ooh okay author's note to explain what the hell is going on. Okay oka- "the technology for two women to have children"???????? Thanks I guess???????

HELLO??? HER EYE BLEW UP????? and all the others injuries?? goddamn yeah I bet yun would've died with all that

???????????????

Wtf happened to earth???? Sss-tier criminal??? I'm so happy I slept before reading this I would've been confused as hell

I should've known that a novel that has anything to do with time travel would end up having a complicated sci-fi plot somewhere (I'm a little confused but I dig it)

The system is a hater? "Love is a lie" "Only 2℅ of all humans still have this emotion"

Damn wtf happened in this timeline???

Huh?? Time conversion for different worlds & stuff is always on my mind but who would've guessed that 3 years in the yan kingdom is equivalent to 200 earth years????

Lin Buxian really just needs the resources to learn then she can basically learn anything!

Damnit I wanted to see their reunion...

Washing dishes is a "life wasting and meaningless chore" Ningning, real and true

I'm massaging my temples in confusion, they blew up the fucking sun????

I KNEW THEY WEREN'T PLANNING ON BRING HER BACK THE ONLY THING THOSE FUCKS BROUGHT WAS THE END OF THE WORLD!!

Damn! Ningning basically opened the cheats menu and boosted the hell out yun & Buxian's stats/supplies??

Six months passed? Well considered the other time differences it's really good that only six months passed

Buxian??

"When do you want it?" I'M LOOSING ITTTTTTTTTTTTT- SAME DAY DELIVERY????

The new tech is something alright buxian is pregnant

Stop fast forwarding I wanna see all the flufffff 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Awwwwww such a nice quilt

Buxian no travel for you now even if it's to see mama, it's too dangerous now

Mama's getting older....😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

Li yuan has grown into a successful person how nice

I hope the little princess can get the medicine at some point...

MAMA'S COMING BACK WITH YUN AN!!!! LIN WEI FUCK YOUUUUUUUJUU🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

Buxian stay strong!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DAMNIT GET MARRIED AGAIN YOU TWO MAKE ME LOOSE MY MINDDDD

Lin Wei you piece of shit.

Awww

Oh fuck, not good. At least yun an prepared for it in advance....

Oh built in due date calculator??

Yun Xuanyan is the name of their babygirl 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

Yun an is running herself ragged will all the work :(

OH HELL NAHHHHHH YUN KILL EM! THEY TOOK YOUR FAMILY

If they killed all the staff I would've been pissed! Luckily they were just knocked out. Knowing that Yun didn't kill the bandit from ages ago means Yun does have a kill count.... Yet. I firmly believe she's gonna kill someone by the end

Huixi also became one of my favorites for some reason she's very dependable even in crisis

For a story that was not really "high stakes" For most of the beginning & middle it sure is kicking up in these last 30 ish chapters

Yun an....

Damn even the author's going through it!

goddddddd I forgot how good pdl is as writing angsttttttt the rest of the novel spoiled me so much. I'm so scared to read jwqs that one is supposed to be angst hell! Fgep was already depressing half of the time wtf is jwqs gonna be like??????

There's a proper death count now...

I think I saw fan art of Yun on a jet ski before and I didn't know why, now I do

Ah What a mess....

WHAT THE FUCK NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THIS IS BULLSHITTTTTT

I'm crashing out so bad FUCK. There's always someone that dies in the pdl novels and it's always so damn unfair cause it's always someone kind or someone who didn't deserve it! Little princess.......

Still pissed...

Yun had to light her own house on fire.....

Hell yeah threaten that motherfucker

This is depressing as hell

They gave Yun the little princess's gold horse I might actually cry! This fuck ass novel really had to slap me across the face in the last stretch!

Give her family back you bitch!

FINALLYYYYYYYYYY 🎉🎉🎉🎉 I can chill out a little now. However yun's "I didn't suffer, I deserve to die...." Was another punch in the gut

Mama!

Finally a but of fluff....

Yun....

The dots! The dots are connecting!!!

I was wondering when Zhang would come back up! So he was apart of the space-time side of things

This is so satisfying all the loose threads are being tied up nicely

Yun an I would not blame you for burning down the the entire kingdom if you wanted to

Ngl when I eventually re-read this I'm going to see the happy go lucky Yun an and feel doom and despair cause of how she is rn

A year???

They may be well kept prisoners but they're still trapped

Separated again, although Yun an seems a bit different this time

Oh damn rescue mission with a kill count!

FOUR FUCKING YEARS???????

That's how it ends. I still have the extras I'll save my opinions till then it'll probably change my opinion

Oh okay these extras are throughout the 4 years + after

Lin Wei was a scumbag through & through

FUCKKKK LI YUAN TOOO???? WTF CAN NO PDL MC KEEP THEIR MALE FRIEND ALIVE TILL THE END?????

Yun.... :[

All this time and zhong is still a pitiful waste of space

Oh. Well he was a pitiful waste of space glad he didn't take up any more screen time

At least Lin buyu and lu song + their kids were alright in the end

The babies get some screen time! Oh and Buxian is the island head! They're gonna thrive i know it

Good pigeons good pigeons

Yun an and yu xainxian faking their deaths together #besties not really Yun hates her ass

Yun's "I didn't suffer, I deserve to die..." Really came back to bite her, she's done her fair share of suffering now

YES YES YES!!!

...everyone's here now

Queen buxian!!!

I was holding out hope but xuan yi also is gone.... Man all the good ones died!!

Yun... How the hell did you make a bicycle?

"But in the end.... matrilocal marriage is still the best!"

What a way to end it 💙

All in all this story took me on a rollercoaster of emotions especially near the end. I invested so many hours to this 301 chapter webnovel and I'll probably re-read it again in a couple years. What a story, it's not perfect but I enjoyed my time with it💙

Link to ruzhui here in case anyone wants to go through it too (+ the other pdl novels below that)

RUZHUI

Ruzhui translation carrd

links to carrds for pdl's novels! created by @vinzumz on tiktok

(I'm so scared to read "clear and muddy loss of love" Or jwqs. I'm probably going to re-read fgep before so I can avoid it for longer. Jwqs has a bittersweet ending from what I know and it's got a lot of toxic/angst stuff. Mind you ruzhui is considered the happiest novel of the three!)

[spirit12]

Man... Fuck this novel!

[spirit12]

final ruzhui thread 😔

Where did I leave off- ah right it sure seemed like something else!

Honestly if something did happen and Yun asked buxian to count bills right after I'd... I'd be very disappointed.

Even for a rich man the bill Yun tosses at Lin Wei was enough to make him pass out Lmao I don't really care about him so sucks to suck!

Oh they're gonna be all over each other now

Yun "catch these hands" An reporting for duty

"Had a fight?" Buxian is so confident in her girl that she went ahead and had tea ready by the time yun went to her room.

Damn... It's a boy. Now her dad is gonna cut buxian off entirely soon

They're gonna be separated once again, and its the day after they confessed too. Let's see how things go I guess

And if Yu Xianxian is actually yun's ex who also time traveled what then? (Contexts miss yu looks identical to yun's ex & she seems very knowledgeable)

Anytime I need writing examples for yearning I'll just refer to this novel cause goddamn do they yearn

I like that despite "being a man" Yun really cares about her femininity

Yun Lu is a badass i see I see

Oh shit here we go I know nothing from here on out O_o

Yun teaching anyone she knows how to ride horses this time it's Lu Qi the kid of buxian's sister

Madam Lin is the best, Lin wei...... Is an assss

Oh no buxian got hit with an allergy! Shit could be lethel without modern medicine

They got the soulmate curse where they feel each other's pain low key. Also I'm not worried because I know this novel has a happy ending it says it on the carrd page! However if I didn't know that I'd be stressed as hell

Ugh. The piece of shit is here.

UH??? HELLO???? AUTHOR'S NOTE BASICALLY SAID ZHONG'S DAYS ARE NUMBERED??????

Perfect

The Yun madam Lin tag team is so good! Yeah get their asses!

Yun an got a courtesy name! Its Bingchu :0

Xuan yi and rui-er!! Xuan yi I need you to go heal buxian now!

Aww Yun an & xuan yi's disciple mentor relationship had been established! Yun's gotta collect found family now that she's staying...

Oh buxian is better already! No need for extra otherworldly treatment I guess

Listen if yun's gonna send a letter back to earth after the three year timer is up she might as well take a shot in the dark and ask for supplies like more allergy stuff for buxian! It's probably not gonna happen but might as well try?

Reunion kiss how sweet

!!! They're having white tea! I just brewed myself, they metion white tea a lot so it swayed my choice but I didn't expect to read a chapter where they drink it right now

What did I say? Although my theory was not completely right, xu xianxian may be a time traveler!

Me too Yun I don't know who's connected to who at this point. Even with yun's explanation it's in one ear out the other, I suck at comprehending relations

Aw that's nice, even if li yuan has rose in status these two are still friends :]

Yun was ready to pop someone if needed again

Chapter title is "I want to consummate" What the hell is going on now? O_o

Hehe buxian took the initiative on a kiss for the first time

Aww despite the sus as hell title it was very sweet. They'll just have to suck it up for now tho, they're not in a place to fool around

I definitely have diabetes now I adore them dearly 💕

I love a character that can cook and Yun can cooooook! I kinda wanna try some of the dishes too they sound so good

Astronomy/astrology lesson :0

🤨😳😶

Little princess came in with a badass horsie! Despite her condition zhou shu is a cool little princess

They're being so soft.... Gah! I can't stand them!

Shooting stars are a bad omen there how interesting

Oh well damn. I guess shooting stars or broom stars as they call them really are bad omens. The emperor died

Ooof separated once again

Bonding time with xuan yi while doing taoist things

I try to follow along but sometimes the political stuff melts my brain lol

Zhou liu is a good man, he quickly became one of my faves. I hope he gets a nice life after everything settles

Yun you really are dog coded its so cute

I have a big fat smile on my face, these two drive me crazy

BRO. BRO!!! I HATE EM!

Okay this is me before reading the... Bonus chapter. Let's see....

...Good for them

Yun! What a little devil...

I've always liked how open to communication Yun an is

...All day?

Little princess! She's little sister-ing again

I don't like this.... Just let the little princess live her life

Damn.... One of Buxian's sister passed away

Zhao gang you're acting sus don't tell me you were the reason your wife died

ZHAO GANG YOU BITCHASS y'know what? Yun! Steal his kid it's warranted.

(This sounds so unhinged out of context)

[spirit12]

Tea time tea time~

I pulled out some of my nice stuff and my white tea. Even though it's hot as hell outside I still wanted to drink something hot, there may be something wrong with me lol

White tea usually comes out really light so it almost looks like normal water, pretty neat

[spirit12]

Unorganized ruzhui thoughts

Starting a new one because I want to split these by (roughly) 100 chapters each, anyways back to my insanity.

Buxian is so damn smart we love to see it!

Meanwhile Yun is surrounded by gays acting gay as hell but she's sulking because she's separated from wife, truly cruel lol

Yun watch out they're watching every move you make!

Not about the story but it's sweet that the translated author's notes tell us a little more about pdl & her relationship.

This princess causes quite a bit of trouble

Side note, chapter 100 finished!

Rui-er and xuan yi partaking in homopolar dual-cultivation GASP! (I say as if I didn't already know)

Xuan yi doing Yun a solid once again

Buxian having trouble with anything then turns to us yun's makeup every time lol

Buxian is married and you're a piece of shit Z! Give it up already!

A letter from wife to keep the spirits high and a letter back with just as much sentiment. I can't stand them

While buxian is extremely smart and calculated Yun manages to get the right people to trust her & help her along the way. They make up for each other's weak parts and it's one of the things that make me adore them.

Oh Yun you're luck can't save you all the time bandits are a different story!

Yun getting injured now that buxian cares for you is absolutely going to affect her even if you try to brush it off

The nighmares of the bandit incident where she probably (definitely) killed them

Lin Wei is also an asshole he just hid it better than... the creature.

"Is it worth it?"

"It's worth it."

I keep saying it but there's no other way of expressing it, I adore them.

Xu xianxian you have no power to seduce Yun an she's already 6 feel deep in internal torment with her feeling for lin buxian

"Are you mad?" Has become yun's go to phrase after doing anything with talking to buxian first

Yun has gotten buxian's sisters approval, and now they're teasing buxian

I really like this scene it's so raw in emotion on how suffocating it must be for Yun an and the guilt she feels for dragging lin buxian into it too. This novel tackles sexism in such a beautiful yet raw way.

And it leading to buxian asking "can you stay?" And Yun finally responding with let me think about it instead of changing the subject again I- if I had a table to bang my fist on I'd be doing that right now.

Li yuan finally finally finally got to hear the damn poem that kicked this whole thing off

Here's the full poem link provided by the translator note, pretty cool!

《桃花庵歌 》 明。 唐伯虎 桃花塢裡桃花庵，   桃花庵裡桃花仙； 桃花仙人種桃樹，   又摘桃花換酒錢。 酒醒只在花前坐，   酒醉還來花下眠； 半醒半醉日復日，   花落花開年復年。 但願老死花酒間，   不願鞠躬車馬前； 車塵馬足貴者趣，  

Buxian is stronger than most, she has to keep a straight face while her mom asks her how much she "does it" with her "husband" Who is actually a woman all because the family needs a son to pass the estate onto 😭

I know it's a serious situation with Yun being poisoned and all but everyone in the estate probably thinks buxian is possessive as hell! She never let's anyone touch Yun an if she's there to say anything

Do not play with buxian rn she's barely slept for 3 days and husband hasn't woken up yet she's getting mad as hell!

I may sound calm. However I guarantee you I am not. Lin buxian fed water to a paralyzed Yun an via mouth to mouth. I am far from normal right now.

"Yixi, I'm so thirsty." Yeah I bet you are!

(⸝⸝0⸝⸝0⸝⸝)

Anyways... Xuan yi almost died trying to experiment with the same poison that got Yun then Yun killed a pig with that same poison.

Yun's desire to return to earth is slipping. She's taking her "treasures" Out of her inventory and storing them in yixi's study. Even if she doesn't fully realize, she's basically unpacking.

Yun's new bodyguards first opponent is... Yun. She beat their asses to impress wife

Yun acts so damn spoiled when she's alone with buxian they're so damn gay

They're off to go on a trip, this time they're both going!

I have nice piano songs playing in the background and their group is chatting and playfully teaseing each other and it's really... nice. They've been through a lot recently and the atmosphere I've set up is really pleasant. I wish it wasn't late already, otherwise I would've made myself a cup of tea....

And now Yun invited buxian to ride her horse for the first time and look at scenery from outside the carriage and sang to her by a stream. It's written so peacefully? Freeing? Lovely? I'm not sure how to describe it but it's enamoring me

Now they're acting all domestic in their room it's like it's their honeymoon trip except they've been married for half a year and still haven't confessed yet

The main two are falling more & more without even knowing it and it's making me fall in love with damn novel. This is a slow novel considering my usual interests, so the slow build up and stability the main two have is really meaningful to me.... Agh! Whatever! The damn novel has me sentimental now

Yun's taken buxian out to ride every day of the journey so far and massaged her to make sure she didn't get sore everytime too. And now buxian got to ride on her own!

[spirit12]

New day, new brain, time to continue!

... All of the trip arcs where they're together are such highlights for their relationship, of you only read those I think you could still get the sickening sweetness of their relationship. (+ The turmoil too)

Forced to sleep in separate beds due to them staying in buxian's sister's house and an's all mopey

I would be stressed as hell too if I found out guns were already popping up in this world. It really changes any plan that was thought of in advance.

Ah! Yun an's gonna reveal she's a time traveler!!! Buxian takes it really well, it just solidifys how close they are now

Buxian sugar momma bought a whole ass house and stamped yun an's name on it

Yun is so real sometimes

Can't you two flirt normally? How the hell are you making putting on lotion into a big deal-Nvm yuns being a devil for this ngl

"I probably curved at the time" LMAO yun you crack me up, I'm going to use that phrase

Foreign trade with englishmen and impressed wife with multilingual skills? Good day for yun

Buxian's turn to dazzle Yun, nothing is more attractive than a capable confident woman and both of them have these qualities

Ugh can't be chill forever, that thing z got promoted & now he has more power to do more bullshit. Luckily they're not in luo city and have time to plan.

Yun An has finally decided, she won't return to earth after all.

Yun cooked for buxian herself and got some nice foreign wine and is singing to her once again. I'm... So not normal about them.

Getting red/white wine drunk is more potent for these ladies.... I don't really like the "kissing someone who's asleep tropes" So I won't really cheer for this cause it was a little icky to me. But Yun also said what she did was wrong and while buxian was confused she didn't dislike it.(yun thinks buxian doesn't remember, she very much does) Still dubious but I will let it pass, it helps them develop more so I will wait patiently to cheer later when a more consensual kiss occurs

Yeesh flirting with name meanings now?

"Her yixi." Pack it up yearner-tron 3000!

Buxian's dad is an asshole.

Listen I'm not one for senseless violence... However this isn't senseless BEAT ZHONG'S ASS YUN!!!!

Zhong was going to get smoked if he ended up doing anything bad, buxian was packing heat! (Yun got her a gun, I forgot to mention it)

They're leaving on another trip since things are really sketchy in luo city with the asshat and Lin Wei around. Buxian told her mom that her dad is having another kid and she probably put the pieces together that that's why they're leaving. And madam Lin, like the goat she is, gave them some extra stuff that'll help them if they decide to not go back. Ouch! Leaving your mom & not knowing if you'll see her again is... So shitty. Lin Wei I hope you catch fire.

Yun worrying if she'll get sister-zoned

Yun successfully negotiating we love to see it

Slicing your own eyes is such a crazy ass thing to do master ma.

Yun out swindled herself this time what a con!

Yun's gonna kill somebody they kidnapped buxian! (Sorta)

Good thing Yun calmed down or else it would've been curtains

.... Emotions were high and buxian was okay with it internally so I suppose the kiss was worth cheering for... It's not really bad tbh I may just have a high value of concent lol

Yun! Let youyi say her stuff stop thinking about making out!

Oh?

Oh?!!!!!!!!

🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎉🎊 POP THE CHAMPAGNE BOTTLES IT HAPPENED!!!! IT'S RECIPROCATED ON BOTH SIDES!!!! 201 CHAPTERS OF SLOW BURN RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! 🎊🎉🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊

What's next-oh. Um. Did they or did they not...?

Ah, okay false alarm! Tbh I thought it happened lol

Anyways.... I'll continue these rambles in the next thread since I already reached 201

[spirit12]

Unorganized ruzhui thoughts

Starting a new one because I want to split these by (roughly) 100 chapters each, anyways back to my insanity.

Buxian is so damn smart we love to see it!

Meanwhile Yun is surrounded by gays acting gay as hell but she's sulking because she's separated from wife, truly cruel lol

Yun watch out they're watching every move you make!

Not about the story but it's sweet that the translated author's notes tell us a little more about pdl & her relationship.

This princess causes quite a bit of trouble

Side note, chapter 100 finished!

Rui-er and xuan yi partaking in homopolar dual-cultivation GASP! (I say as if I didn't already know)

Xuan yi doing Yun a solid once again

Buxian having trouble with anything then turns to us yun's makeup every time lol

Buxian is married and you're a piece of shit Z! Give it up already!

A letter from wife to keep the spirits high and a letter back with just as much sentiment. I can't stand them

While buxian is extremely smart and calculated Yun manages to get the right people to trust her & help her along the way. They make up for each other's weak parts and it's one of the things that make me adore them.

Oh Yun you're luck can't save you all the time bandits are a different story!

Yun getting injured now that buxian cares for you is absolutely going to affect her even if you try to brush it off

The nighmares of the bandit incident where she probably (definitely) killed them

Lin Wei is also an asshole he just hid it better than... the creature.

"Is it worth it?"

"It's worth it."

I keep saying it but there's no other way of expressing it, I adore them.

Xu xianxian you have no power to seduce Yun an she's already 6 feel deep in internal torment with her feeling for lin buxian

"Are you mad?" Has become yun's go to phrase after doing anything with talking to buxian first

Yun has gotten buxian's sisters approval, and now they're teasing buxian

I really like this scene it's so raw in emotion on how suffocating it must be for Yun an and the guilt she feels for dragging lin buxian into it too. This novel tackles sexism in such a beautiful yet raw way.

And it leading to buxian asking "can you stay?" And Yun finally responding with let me think about it instead of changing the subject again I- if I had a table to bang my fist on I'd be doing that right now.

Li yuan finally finally finally got to hear the damn poem that kicked this whole thing off

Here's the full poem link provided by the translator note, pretty cool!

《桃花庵歌 》 明。 唐伯虎 桃花塢裡桃花庵，   桃花庵裡桃花仙； 桃花仙人種桃樹，   又摘桃花換酒錢。 酒醒只在花前坐，   酒醉還來花下眠； 半醒半醉日復日，   花落花開年復年。 但願老死花酒間，   不願鞠躬車馬前； 車塵馬足貴者趣，  

Buxian is stronger than most, she has to keep a straight face while her mom asks her how much she "does it" with her "husband" Who is actually a woman all because the family needs a son to pass the estate onto 😭

I know it's a serious situation with Yun being poisoned and all but everyone in the estate probably thinks buxian is possessive as hell! She never let's anyone touch Yun an if she's there to say anything

Do not play with buxian rn she's barely slept for 3 days and husband hasn't woken up yet she's getting mad as hell!

I may sound calm. However I guarantee you I am not. Lin buxian fed water to a paralyzed Yun an via mouth to mouth. I am far from normal right now.

"Yixi, I'm so thirsty." Yeah I bet you are!

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Anyways... Xuan yi almost died trying to experiment with the same poison that got Yun then Yun killed a pig with that same poison.

Yun's desire to return to earth is slipping. She's taking her "treasures" Out of her inventory and storing them in yixi's study. Even if she doesn't fully realize, she's basically unpacking.

Yun's new bodyguards first opponent is... Yun. She beat their asses to impress wife

Yun acts so damn spoiled when she's alone with buxian they're so damn gay

They're off to go on a trip, this time they're both going!

I have nice piano songs playing in the background and their group is chatting and playfully teaseing each other and it's really... nice. They've been through a lot recently and the atmosphere I've set up is really pleasant. I wish it wasn't late already, otherwise I would've made myself a cup of tea....

And now Yun invited buxian to ride her horse for the first time and look at scenery from outside the carriage and sang to her by a stream. It's written so peacefully? Freeing? Lovely? I'm not sure how to describe it but it's enamoring me

Now they're acting all domestic in their room it's like it's their honeymoon trip except they've been married for half a year and still haven't confessed yet

The main two are falling more & more without even knowing it and it's making me fall in love with damn novel. This is a slow novel considering my usual interests, so the slow build up and stability the main two have is really meaningful to me.... Agh! Whatever! The damn novel has me sentimental now

Yun's taken buxian out to ride every day of the journey so far and massaged her to make sure she didn't get sore everytime too. And now buxian got to ride on her own!