ABOUT LAST NIGHT. EPICCCC‼️ Truly honoured to be part of such an empowering show @jessglynne, thank you x1000 @avigailclaire for bringing me in on the magic. FYI MANTRA FOR LIFE❗️ I fully could have cried on stage, its been v emotional. Moments like this, are what I live for. & the moment couldn’t have come at a better time. This weekend I needed to hear these words more than ever. TODAY I FEEL INCREDIBLE. Although nerve racking it was all very exciting. & Did you spot the glitter ball face❓ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I don’t know if I should write this here but here goes... Ive been so busy this weekend, I’d not really had time to process the negative experience in encountered, between fittings & rehearsals I’ve had no time for neg. Just happy nerves‼️ Crazy though, last Friday 2 drunk women picked a fight with me after work & 1 jumped me, calling me all sorts (kinda transphobic, even though im not trans but OK) & by Wednesday im on stage as an extra for @jessglynne & @hermusicofficial listening to the most empowering lyrics. Often I don’t even clock how nasty words get to me, till its too late & im spiralling down a vortex of self doubt & repeating my painful story to death. I try & play cool because everyone’s expressions, when I tell them what I get called. Their faces all scream “NO WAY, YOU CANT HONESTLY BELIEVE ANY OF THAT!” But the hard truth is, it plays on my mind at times. You know, when certain insults/comments get made, repeatedly through life, its hella hard not to absorb some of them. My strong jaw, tash, unibrow, manly calfs & dark circles. The polarity & synchronicity in my life is insane, all I can do is ride the wave. I trust the universe has my back. & Oneness is my medicine. What did I learn? No more late night chicken shops, no more engaging with drunk strangers on my way home late at night. PS. I’m a club door host (not the first time I’ve been jumped in a chicken shop after work basically) PEACE, LOVE, GUIDANCE & PROTECTION KINGS & QUEENS. https://www.instagram.com/p/BuLvUgHlPQv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9o2m2bbl6acm