Nani the Fuck???

A multimuse RP blog for Tumblr user ochiibichan because she is a laze. Be sure to check out the muse listings for all the people you can find here and be sure to specify who you wanna RP with when you ask because they're all really...Really different...

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Club Application // Atsushi and Kinshirou

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Wait… My parents…?

It all snaps into place at that very moment, a horrified expression replacing all the anger and sadness of before.  Kinshirou ends up sitting there in silence, listening to the rant in its entirety.

"I… Had no idea… I—" But his voice seems to be lost again, his throat clamping shut, as if he’s being scolded.  Even if it’s something he didn’t do… He still feels responsible, somehow.  Because he could have very easily reversed it by asking questions, but ended up taking the whole thing at face value.

Just as his parents wanted, it seems.

He finds himself sitting there, feeling entirely useless.  Even as Atsushi starts to walk off, he’s not even sure he can do anything to stop it.  But there are deeply ingrained feelings, ones he thought he pushed far down…

I don’t want you to walk away… Not again…!

That’s when he finally moves, closing the space between them and throwing his arms around Atsushi’s middle.  He buries his face into the other’s back, one thing that he remembers doing when they were children.

”D-Don’t… Leave again…!! Please… Don’t leave me…" He shivers when he hears how pathetic he sounds, but he can’t help but beg.  "My parents… I don’t know why, but they lied! You were the best thing that ever happened to me… and… I… lo…" He trails off, his grip getting tighter.

Even when he desperately wants to, he can’t find himself finally saying it.  But with one final gulp, he resigns the last bit of his pride.  ”I love you too, Atchan…”

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Atsushi stops in his tracks the minute he feels the hug, and he remains frozen as he feels Kinshirou bury into his back. He can feel the trembling against his body, and it makes him tremble too with the weight of his emotions. He takes a moment to absorb everything before he finally speaks up again. 

"...Do you really?" His voice is small and somewhat hesitant, cracking at the end of the question as he chokes into another short sob. "I...I'm not sure I can...Believe that..."

Every part of him is scared, thinking about Kinshirou's blatant show of emotion and wondering if it's just part of an act again. But it still feels so genuine...It really feels like his Kusachan. His hands move to rest on top of Kinshirou's.

"But I want to...I want to believe you really feel the same way. But I'm not sure I have a way for you to prove it to me..."

He sighs, shaky and awkward as his crying slowly dies down. "...I won't leave, Kusachan. But...This is...This is a lot to take in. ...I wish I knew what to ask to get you to prove this is the truth, but...My mind's blank. I think I'm too happy from hearing just the possibility..."

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Ask my muse questions about their relationship with another character.

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Club Application // Atsushi and Kinshirou

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"Better off without you..?" Kinshirou’s weakness fades almost instantly and gives away to the anger of before.  "You sure you were so upset about leaving me, Atsushi? You’re the one who looks so happy with En! And here I am, miserable because I was left behind!”

He struggles to take a deep breath as he rubs at his temples, trying to calm the headache that’s rearing its ugly head.  ”Do you know why I don’t believe you when you say you want to see me happy? Because you don’t seem to do a very good job at showing you even care about me! Besides…” He finally turns his attention towards making tea with a huff.

"… When did I ever act like I hated you?" He bites down on his bottom lip as he pauses, struggling to keep himself from crying.  It becomes harder when he realizes Atsushi himself is crying, and he turns back to see him wipe away his tears.

"Annoying… Childish…? Pity you? I never said anything like that! You… You were such an amazing friend, Atsushi…" It hurts him to refer to their relationship as a past thing, but at this point it’s the truth.  "It felt like you were the only friend I had that would even bother to tolerate me… Then you up and left too, just like everyone else, and I just—!!"

Kinshirou clamps his eyes tightly shut, taking a few deep breaths to calm himself further.  At this point, it’s obviously a facade.  ”There was an obvious miscommunication on both of our parts, somehow. So I’ll ask again… When did I ever say I hated you?”

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"You never said it directly to me, but your parents did."

He blurts it out without thinking and he looks surprised by this fact, his eyes widening as the tears flow and he doesn't even bother to stop them this time. "I...My friendship with Enchan is different, completely different. He's not your replacement, he never was. And I...I..."

He has to take care of his glasses, pulling them off so that they don't get too messy with the tears. "...That last day I came over for a playdate, your parents pulled me off to the side for a talk. They...They said you were only being my friend out of pity. That when I went home, you would tell them about how annoying and childish I was, and that...That I wasn't fit to be your friend because I'd only drag you down.

"...I was so upset because I thought you'd been lying to me all this time. Like our whole friendship was fake. I really didn't want to go! But I didn't want to hurt you or drag you down anymore because I-- I loved you so much!"

The outburst cripples him further, and he turns his back and puts his glasses on the collar of his uniform jacket in the hopes of making a beeline for the door this time. "...It's been so hard to stay away from you. So hard to not...Talk to you, unless it's necessary. Enchan became my friend, but...The friendship I have with him is not my way of replacing you. ...No one can ever replace you."

The Loveracelet is throbbing intensely on his wrist. It's not the sign of a monster, but...It's the sign of his heart aching with the weight of all he's admitted. "...I'm sorry, Kusachan. I...I have to go."

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"Right uh, so Ms. President uhhhh.. I got ya' a little something." He hands her a box with a camera lens in it and a card with a rose attached to it. " I mean it ain't super fancy or anything but I hope you like it." [Thanks for being an awesome gal Ms. President. You really light up my life baby! -Love Victor] " Oh yeah, yeah you can see a lot further with that lens too. So uh heh.. happy Valentine's Day , sweetheart"

Kuniko takes the box, first reading the card and smiling lightly at the contents. The lens is sweet too, and she likes the look of the red rose. When she looks up at Victor again she giggles. “…You gave me something practical. How odd.”

But it makes her happy all the same. She has to set the times to the side before she takes both his hands into hers, tugging him down so she can kiss his cheek. “Thank you, Victor~. I love them. I’ll be sure to treasure it.”

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Club Application // Atsushi and Kinshirou

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Kinshirou takes a breath as if he’s about to speak, but he finds that breath getting caught in his throat.  When he realizes he’s hesitating, the grip on Atsushi’s jacket only becomes tighter.

Everything conflicting with him becomes a million times worse when he hears his childhood friend call him his childhood nickname.  So many emotions and memories all swarming back to him… To say it was overwhelming would be an extreme under statement.

It takes all his will power to finally let the other’s sleeve go, his fingers still tense as he lets his arm fall limp to his side.  ”I—” He finally manages to croak out, although it’s not without its continued difficulties.  ”I… Don’t… Know anymore.  About the hug.  If I want you to leave… About you.  I don’t know anymore.”

His voice becomes weaker as his words continue, as if they’re literally escaping his grasp just as Atsushi did.  ”You don’t… Want me to be sad? Do you really mean that, Atchan?” The nickname comes again, somehow coming out much more easily as it did the first time around.

If you really mean that, then why did you leave in the first place?

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"...I never did. But I thought...I thought you'd be better this way."

The memories sting just thinking about them. He takes a deep breath again. "I...Thought you hated me. Because of our families. I thought our entire friendship was a lie because you pitied me. And...And so I left because I couldn't take it."

Why make his best friend unhappy if he's the one causing the unhappiness? "All I wanted was for you to be happy. You were better off without me, I thought. So...I left. But it...It was so hard to do. I was so broken inside because of it, I..."

He has to take off his glasses, the tears suddenly falling in waves that he can't easily stop. He wipes them furiously with his uniform sleeve. "I'm...Annoying, and...Childish, right? I don't...Act my age much. But...But I still...I wanted t...To..."

He can't talk anymore, cutting himself off with a choked sob as he keeps trying to hold the tears back. "I'm sorry, this is-- This isn't helping my point--"

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EEEEEREEEEEEN DO YOU WANT BABIES?

is that a fucking game grumps reference? The emphasis on Eren made me think of JonTron

"D-DON’T SHOUT LIKE THAT! Besides, Jean and I can’t have babies! It’s not possible! But…W-Well…I’ve thought about us adopting, maybe. When everything settles down.”

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"H-Happy Valentine's day, Ms. Kuniko!" Mac smiles as he hands Kuniko a stuffed penguin and a tupperware container of melon bread.

"Ah— I-Is this really for me? I-I can have this?!" She slowly takes the offerings and giggles. "Th…The penguin is so cute, like you…"

And then her blush gets worse. Quickly setting the objects down nearby she hugs Mac tightly, giggling as she pokes her head up to smile. “Th-Th-Thank you, Mac! I…I love them a lot! W…We can even share the melon bread, okay!?”

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Kuniko! If everyone thinks Victor is a total jerkface why do you smooch his face?

Peep peep peep peep peeeeeeeeeep!!

"Ah— Uh—You see—!!" How does she explain it exactly? "V…Victor is a big dumb bully most of the time. But…I dunno, he…He really does try to get better sometimes. So…I think he needs a person who can watch over him as he grows. Right now that person’s me, I think. A-At least…I hope it is."

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Satako! what's a lovey dovey thing you'd do with your date on Valentine's day? //wink wink nudge nudge

"Good question~." She giggles, looking out at the bright see of camera flashes and eager faces of her fans and the paparazzi. "Seeing as it’s a holiday where girls do things for boys, I’d probably start by making him something he likes~."

Ranmaru likes meat. Camus likes sweets. Ren likes strawberries. Tokiya likes most anything but loves tomatoes. 

"Then…Hmm, I think I’d rather just have a romantic night in! I’m sure we could find something we’d both like to do."

Ranmaru and I would cuddle while watching a movie. Camus would probably wanna share tea and sweets together with me in his lap. Ren…He’d wanna nap together if we could, but if we didn’t he’d want to just be in bed together as a whole. And Tokiya would probably like it if we read. 

"But of course I’d expect something just as cute on White Day, ehehe!"

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If Victor and Mac could be animals what would they be? And which one is more cute and fluffy? Kuniko u got dis

"M-Mac is like…A big fluffy polar bear! And…Victor is sorta like a fluffy wolf. Mac’s easier to cuddle than Victor, cuz if you cuddle Victor he’ll eat you and that’s no good!!"

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Happy Valentine !!

LOVE MAKING !

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I'm on mobile but pleASE I FORMALLY REQUEST A SNAPCHAT. Maybe just one on Jude's timeline???

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Club Application // Atsushi and Kinshirou

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"Whu—!!" Kinshirou stumbles back, eyes wide as he feels like Atsushi is pulling him towards the ground.  But when he feels the warmth of the other against his back, he’s instantly blushing.  He looks up with a horrified expression, but he’s still blushing.

"W-What’s the meaning of this, Atchan?!" It’s something that slips out from some place deep inside of him, which makes him blush even harder in the process.  Now completely embarrassed, he starts squirming in the other’s grasp and in the process manages to let his hand fall onto Atsushi’s wrist.

Kinshirou doesn’t know it, but his hand manages to touch the flashing heart that decorates Atsushi’s Loveracelet.  It causes him to still completely, standing frozen as the other finally pulls away from him.  Even after their separation he’s still oddly silent.

But when Atsushi says he’ll leave… Kinshirou all but leaps into action.  He turns quickly so he can close the gap between them, arm outstretch as he grabs onto the sleeve of Atsushi’s school jacket.  

But upon grabbing him… He doesn’t say a single word.  He has no idea what to say at this point, as his current emotions are now conflicting.  He’s embarrassed, angry… But he also feels his heart thump in his chest, on the edge of pain and to the point he can hear his heart beat in his ears.

He told Atsushi to leave… But his body is telling him to keep the other there.

What… The heck do I do now!?

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Atchan. Atchan. Kinshirou called him Atchan again. 

Atsushi's heart nearly stops from how cute that fact is. But the grabbing of his sleeve puzzles him, causing him to stop in his tracks. Why is he being stopped when he was told to leave? Nothing makes sense, but...Internally, part of him is happy. 

So he decides to try something. 

"...What's the matter, Kusachan?" His voice is soft, a little hesitant to use the nickname when things are so delicate between them, but...He wants to use it. So that way he won't feel so embarrassed for having used Atchan. 

"If it's about the hug...I'm sorry. My body...Moved on it's own. I felt like it was the right thing to do. Was...Was that wrong of me?" He doesn't feel like it was. "It...Might have been. But I just didn't want you to be sad anymore. So...You want me to leave now, right?"

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Syo, is there any situation in particular you consider 'romantic'? Any situation you want to find yourself in come tomorrow morning, perhaps?

"A situation I find romantic?" Syo frowns. That’s not something he’s thought about before. "I dunno…Most romantic things are really embarrassing. But I guess…Getting pinned somewhere and kissed is…Pretty close. I just like being held, though…Don’t tell Ren.”

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Eren, what's it like doing the do with someone you think looks like a horse

Shudder. “He doesn’t— Well…It’s sorta easy to forget since he’s so…Good at it? Like…I hate that stupid horse face of his when he’s being a motherfucker, but— Damn…He really knows how to use his mouth. It’s annoying.”

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Atsushi, are you planning on giving anyone chocolate tomorrow? Or is that too 'girly' for you?

"Ch-Chocolate? Well…I’ve been thinking about doing it." He shifts a little, face turning slightly pink. "It’s definitely girly, but…The person I have in mind deserves it? It’ll probably be handmade, though. So I hope I don’t mess up the recipe. And I hope he— Ah…I hope…Th…They like…It…"

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SO EN WANNA TELL KINSHIROU HOW THAT ATSUSHI BOOTY IS?

"What Atsushi’s butt is like?  Well like… I kind of see everyone’s butt as fruits. Yumoto’s would be like a banana’s.  Io… More like an apple.  Ryuu… He won’t let me go near him so I wouldn’t even know.  But then Atsushi’s is like… Freshly made onsen manju.  Not too sweet, but not too bitter.  It’s fluffy, warm, and perfect."

"… THAT’S NOT EVEN A FRU-!!"

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"Enchan---"