Pipe Dreams

All my random thoughts.

[lifeschoolers]

[spooksomedudes]

I hate that I have no idea where you’ll end up. What if I go and you stay? Or we both go? Or you go one way and I go another?

I hate that you’re being so incredibly selfish after telling me you’re always here for me and practically begging to stay friends and asking if we’ll be just as honest and open as before. 

I hate that you love me so much you can’t handle it. I hate that you’re so in love you’re scared and you say you can’t get hurt so instead you hurt me.

I hate that when I was trying to tell you some of the most important news in my life you couldn’t even stand to talk on the phone. I’m always here for you and you couldn’t pick up the phone. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you.

I hope you’ll be ok and I hope you eat and don’t do anything stupid. I hope you finally figure out what you want and where you want to live. I hope someday we can be friends cuz it sucks not having you in my life. But still, fuck you. 

[spooksomedudes]

Fuck Being Single

I love myself & I know who I am & I’ve done a lot of self-work...but I still don’t like being single! So stop fucking tell me I have the opportunity to love myself or work on myself, ‘cuz I got that shit covered. I never lose sight of myself in a relationship. 

[liebeueberall-deactivated202007]

Today I put some of them all over the city. I thought its a good way to get attention on it. Credits to CUTEQUEER96 on Twitter

[dopevibesalways]

Yes, I fucked her. But it didn’t work. Every time I looked at her, my head filled with pictures of you. Her skin didn’t feel as soft as yours. I didn’t like the way she touched me. And her kiss… didn’t make my head spin the way yours does. You’ve ruined me for anybody else.

Jodi (The L Word)

[le-girls-blog]

[jas0nwaterfalls-deactivated2014]

OKAY SO LETS TALK ABOUT WHEN YOUR GIRL IS ASS NAKED LOOKING FOR CLOTHES TO WEAR AND SHE AINT EEM TRYNA BE CUTE SHE OUT HERE LOOKING FOR MATCHING SOCKS N SHIT BUT LOWKEY LOOKING MAJESTIC N SHIT, SHE OVER HERE WALKING CROSS THE ROOM OVER TO THE CLOSET WITH THIS SEXY ASS GAZELLE ASS WALK AND YOU OUT HERE LIKE MY NIGGA HOW ARE YOU EVEN REAL RIGHT NOW I CAN BUHLEEDISHIT AND THEN YOU SEE HER FACE WHILE SHE PUTTING TOGETHER OUTFIT AND SHE LIKE 12 DIFFERENT TYPES OF CUTE AND YOU NOT REALLY UNDERSTANDING HOW ALL THIS IS EXISTING IN THE SAME UNIVERSE

[spooksomedudes]

I know you said you needed time to work on yourself and time to think about things and I want to respect that. I feel like we've been talking more and I know it gets flirty sometimes and I'm getting to know you better. I still don't want to push you into anything, I just want to know how you feel about dating now. I know I'm asking you to take a risk, but I'm taking a risk too. I think you're worth it. I think you're so beautiful and so smart and so funny; you make me laugh, out loud, every time we talk. I know you're busy and you have your own life and I respect that. And I know we're graduating soon and everything's changing, but I don't care. In my last relationship, everything was right and it was at the right time, but it still didn't work out, so I don't care that we're graduating soon and all that shit. I just know that I really like you and I want the chance to make you happy. If you need time to think about this that's fine. If you still aren't ready, I don't want anything to change with us, but at least I'll definitely know nothing's going to happen. 

[bipositive]

Perhaps a large image with a fancy frame will put the message across? With love,                Bi-Positive.

[spooksomedudes]

I'm in a just talking thing…. and it sounds like some high school shit but it's not somehow. 

[slimbruddah]

“I don’t believe that people are looking for the meaning of life, so much as they are looking for the experience of being alive.”

Joseph Campell (via slimbruddah)

[spooksomedudes]

I wish she'd take the risk. I can't get over someone again right now. I don't know how this being friends while liking each other thing is gonna go, but I guess that's another risk. She said she likes me…idk if she still does after all this, but I'm assuming so. 

[thequoteuniverse]

To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.

(via thequoteuniverse)

[theambitiouswoman]

Always take the risk.

[aniolyczuwajajeszcze-deactivate]

[daiquiri-kisses]

[spooksomedudes]

I am such a fucking idiot.