kay

they/it ao3:chuuyan4kah4ra

[wearealsoboats]

Here is what they don’t tell you:

Icarus laughed as he fell. Threw his head back and yelled into the winds, arms spread wide, teeth bared to the world.

(There is a bitter triumph in crashing when you should be soaring.)

The wax scorched his skin, ran blazing trails down his back, his thighs, his ankles, his feet. Feathers floated like prayers past his fingers, close enough to snatch back. Death breathed burning kisses against his shoulders, where the wings joined the harness. The sun painted everything in shades of gold.

(There is a certain beauty in setting the world on fire and watching from the centre of the flames.)

[company]

WORKING FOR THE KNIFE - Mitski's Statement

[zwillingseinhorn]

"What are we?" Chuuya asked. "Friends? Lovers? Something in between? I can't stand you but I'm also deep, deep in love with you. So..what are we?"

Dazai smiles, pulled him closer. "I don't know what we are, but you're mine and I'm yours. And we don't need more."

[skyeventide]

the divine comedy is a self-insert fanfic (rant for me baby, i want it)

so I always think about this one person who went like… I study (or teach? can’t remember) contemporary literature and I think fanfictions are a medium worth studying!!1one! so saying that the Divine Comedy is a self insert fanfic isn’t an insult!! And I had only one (1) answer for this person, which would be, if you’d learned shit about nuance in context and in definitions in your fabled contemporary literature studies/courses, maybe you’d stop applying a term that describes a very specific sort of phenomenon born in a very specific manner and time period through fanzines and such to works of literature whose historical context, reason to exist, and literary tradition (in which they explicitly and consciously insert themselves by will of the poet) has fuck all to do with fanfiction. Also yes, fanfictions are worth studying as a phenomenon and sometimes even individually for how they use popular tropes and stuff, but this isn’t the point of this answer.

also… I sort of get it as a joke, but also it’s a joke that most of the time has zero awareness of the journey into afterlife trope, or honestly any trope that would firmly place the Comedy into the tradition of the epic poem. There are damn good reasons why Vergil is Dante’s guide, and I’m not even getting into the matter of Vergil reinterpreted as a Christian prophet because of the Eclogue 4. And also I don’t take well to jokes that are thinly disparaging.

a special mention goes to the other person who was convinced I was undervaluing fanfiction and my own writing (lmfao) by refusing to call the Comedy one, and also insulting fanfic writers because I refused to put their work on par with Dante. Big wild laughters. (Also they’ll excuse me if I think that a poem that set the standard for how the Christian afterlife is more often imagined to this day, and inspired countless authors afterwards with it, from Milton to T.S. Eliot, pretty much made use of an entirely new rhyme scheme, reimagined the use of vernacular to the point that the author is considered the ancestral father of an entire language, is like… a notch or two above whatever the heck I or anyone else posted on AO3 or fanfic.net or tungl dot fucking com on a Sunday evening — as far as historical and literary value are concerned)

[hoofpeet]

I haven’t drawn Catra in 500 years but i had the urge to draw *someone* in a red suit and there’s only one cat girl that could be

[domesticdeanwinchester]

OKAY BUT DEAN SAYING "WE LOST EVERYONE WE EVER CARED ABOUT" DIRECTLY FOLLOWED BY "I HAD TO BURY HIM" HIM BEING CAS

I >>>>> WE

[zelebra]

Poe has always liked to draw. Weather it be doodles or a drawing he spent hours on. He had gotten into actually coloring his art works a little bit later into his high school years. He found it was nice and relaxing, all the colors coming together to bring his art more to life.

After meeting Ranpo for the first time Poe had sketched him out a few times but never finished any of them. He didn’t think they looked good or did Ranpos looks justice. Later after the guild incident and Poe and Ranpo started dating he started drawing Ranpo more. Poe had a better look at what Ranpo looked like so he tried again. He’s never shown Ranpo any of the drawings.

As Ranpo was looking for a new story to read he found some loose papers, when he picked them up he saw they drawings of him. Ranpo was a bit confused since this was Poes main writing desk and didn’t know Poe drew. He thought the drawings were really nice. He sat down in Poes chair and started looking at all of them. Poe later walked in looking for Ranpo and froze when he saw Ranpo looking at the drawings.

“R-Ranpo-kun, what are you doing?”

“Poe-kun! Why haven’t you shown me these before?!”

“I didn’t think they were that good..”

“Hm? They are good what are you talking about?”

“You, like them?”

“Ofc I do!”

“Oh..”

Poe ended showing Ranpo the other drawings he had. Later Poe finally colored a drawing of Ranpo he had liked and given it to Ranpo as a gift. Ranpo loved it, he framed it and everything. He showed it off to everyone at the ada saying something like

“Look at this! Mhm my boyfriend drew this! He’s very talented! He’s so much better than you!”

He keeps every drawing Poe has given him. Ranpos favorites are the first one Poe had gifted him and the one of Poe and Ranpo sitting at a cafe booth that looks like they’re on a date. He loves them both very much!

Bonus:

Ranpos favorite picture of him and Poe is one that Kyouka took. It was of him looking at Poe while Poe was watching the waves with Karl on top of his head. Kyouka had took the picture when they went on a trip. She thought they looked nice there, she printed it out and gave it to them afterward. Ranpo loved it, he framed it and hung it up in Poes mansion.

[iamnotlanuk]

My jokes do numbers in the porn bot community

[bsdbrew]

Fyodor Dostoyevsky (Bungou Stray Dogs) Ability Analysis/Theory

For the one person currently reading this, hello.

I am starting my blog off with an ability analysis (which nobody asked for) for Fyodor Dostoyevsky of Bungou Stray Dogs.

Disclaimer: Before I get into the details, I would like to mention that if what I will state below has already been said by someone else, it is coincidental. I have not ever read an analysis for this man, so everything below is just my idea. It is rather ridiculous but as this is my first time doing something like this, I think that is to be expected. Constructive criticism will be appreciated, hate and hate disguised as constructive criticism will not. Thank you

Disclaimer no. 2: This post contains themes of suicide and death.

Heavy spoiler warning (Crime and Punishment- the book, BSD Dead Apple, Cannibalism arc).

Viewer discretion is advised.

Introduction

Fyodor has an interesting ability and the theory which I have come up with has a lot of loopholes which I desperately tried to fill in. I hope they do not bother you too much. Along with multiple loopholes, it also has many questions which arise from answers, just like the actual book, Crime and Punishment. I do not think this is coincidental. Crime and Punishment is a book which provides the reader with a mystery in reverse. It gives the reader the crime, but we need to find out why the crime was committed. It brings up a lot of questions and is known for its philosophical aspects. The same way, I think the author of BSD wanted to make Fyodor's ability like the book itself, which is a very good move. I applaud the author for his intellect.

Dead Apple and It's Significance

Without further ado, I would like to get into the main part of this post starting off with this panel from Dead Apple's manga:

We see Mr. I Am Punishment on the left and Mr. I Am Crime on the right. To simplify the names, we will call the Fyodor on the left "Punishment" and Fyodor on the right "Crime".

When Fyodor says, "I am crime, I am punishment" he mentions that they are close friends. This can mean two things: A) They are not the same people or B) He has complete control over his ability, which is why it did not leave him in Shibusawa's fog (Fyodor did not allow it to).

Let me explain. The latter option, that he has control over his ability, is self explanatory. Here is my thinking behind the former.

Alter Ego Theory

When I say they are not the same people, I mean they are two separate egos. They are not the same people. Crime is Punishment's alter ego and vice versa. Who is the real Fyodor, or who has control over both of them, we do not know (yet).

Here is what leads me to believe this.

Punishment says "Crime and Punishment are close friends", which obviously means they are friends. What I mean by this is that they are not the same people. Friends are not the same people. You need another human being in order to have a friend. I hope that makes sense.

(Here is Fyodor saying this)

We see a whole other Fyodor, who seemingly came from no where who claims that crime and punishment are close friends. When it comes to questioning where he came from, I believe Crime just.. summoned Punishment. But this makes us think more, is Crime the original Fyodor, or can Punishment also take over and summon Crime when needed?

Well, there is an answer to that as well.

In the main anime and manga we see Punishment Fyodor. His outfit in the main story and the outfit of the man above (Punishment) match. He does not outright commit crimes for majority of the time, but makes other people commit them. He is the mastermind behind all of the Decay of Angels' plans (more explanation for this later in the post).

Crime and His Functions

Crime Fyodor is present in Dead Apple. In a way, he kills for no reason. Punishment Fyodor punishes others, while Crime Fyodor commits an unnecessary crime. Unnecessary only to the viewer or society as a whole. Crime is Fyodor's more evil side. Punishment believes he is cleaning the world by killing, but Crime Fyodor only kills for the sake of killing. I hope this is making sense so far. Fyodor is seen killing Dazai and Shibusawa for the sake of his plan in Dead Apple, which means the Crime side of his personality is in charge.

One may argue that during the Cannibalism arc, Fyodor stabs Mori. However, this was not to kill him. This was only to poison him. In Dead Apple, he is seen killing. In this case, he was only poisoning.

He also did not blatantly kill Ace. He manipulated him into thinking they were in one of Fyodor's worlds. It was Ace who killed himself.

When Fyodor killed Karma, it was his because he was ensuring his safety. It is not an unreasonable murder.

This leads me to believe Crime Fyodor will take over in upcoming chapters. Maybe he will be wearing the same clothing as Punishment Fyodor, maybe he will not. If he is, then we as readers must observe the situation and conclude which side of his ego is in charge.

Simplified Version

The simplified version of this would just be that Fyodor has two alter egos: Crime, which kills for no reason, and Punishment, which either kills indirectly or because he is cleansing the world.

Crime and Punishment Parallels (Book vs Ability)

As further proof of the validity of this theory, we can look at Crime and Punishment (the book).

Similarities Between Raskolnikov and Fyodor

Raskolnikov is shown to be a mentally disturbed man who killed a pawnbroker, Alyona Ivanovna. Throughout the novel we see his softer, generous side, which is a contrast to his murderous personality which is also portrayed in the book.

The reason Raskolnikov killed Alyona was because he overheard two men talking about how she was a witch and a bad woman. He took it upon himself to kill her, or to rid- even cleanse the world of her.

Basically, Raskolnikov has two sides to him. He has two separate personalities which do not go together because of how different they are.

Similarly, Fyodor has two egos, one being Crime and the other being Punishment. Punishment takes on the responsibility to cleanse the world of ability users, who are bad people, and Crime kills people for the sake of killing (in a way).

Another question which arises with the relation to Raskolnikov and Fyodor is this: if Raskolnikov has two different personalities, how come both of Fyodor's personalities are evil?

This is because they are close friends. Remember what Fyodor said? "Crime and punishment are close friends." If they are close, they probably have some common interests and opinions they agree on, which would be the need to rid the world of ability users.

Either that, or something so traumatic happened in Fyodor's past that he feels the absolute need to kill all ability users.

But that post is for another day.

Credits

Credit for manga panel: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/769271180104569247/

Credits for second screenshot: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6DeNqTVEds

If you find this post helpful, likes and reblogs would be appreciated.

If you happen to use this post for anything, please give credit.

[shelbys-advice-blog]

I want to live by myself when I move out of my parent's place but I'm really afraid of money problems? I'm afraid that the only place I can afford will be in the ghetto and it'll all be torn apart and I'll only be allowed to eat one granola bar a week. I'm really stressing out about this. I don't know anything about after school life. I don't know anything about paying bills or how to buy an apartment and it's really scaring me. is there anything you know that can help me?

HI darling,

I’ve actually got a super wonderful masterpost for you to check out:

Home

what the hell is a mortgage?

first apartment essentials checklist

how to care for cacti and succulents

the care and keeping of plants

Getting an apartment

Money

earn rewards by taking polls

how to coupon

what to do when you can’t pay your bills

see if you’re paying too much for your cell phone bill

how to save money

How to Balance a Check Book

How to do Your Own Taxes

Health

how to take care of yourself when you’re sick

things to bring to a doctor’s appointment

how to get free therapy

what to expect from your first gynecologist appointment

how to make a doctor’s appointment

how to pick a health insurance plan

how to avoid a hangover

a list of stress relievers

how to remove a splinter

Emergency

what to do if you get pulled over by a cop

a list of hotlines in a crisis

things to keep in your car in case of an emergency

how to do the heimlich maneuver

Job

time management

create a resume

find the right career

how to pick a major

how to avoid a hangover

how to interview for a job

how to stop procrastinating

How to write cover letters

Travel

ULTIMATE PACKING LIST

Traveling for Cheap

Travel Accessories

The Best Way to Pack a Suitcase

How To Read A Map

How to Apply For A Passport

How to Make A Travel Budget

Better You

read the news

leave your childhood traumas behind

how to quit smoking

how to knit

how to stop biting your nails

how to stop procrastinating

how to stop skipping breakfast

how to stop micromanaging

how to stop avoiding asking for help

how to stop swearing constantly

how to stop being a pushover

learn another language

how to improve your self-esteem

how to sew

learn how to embroider

how to love yourself

100 tips for life

Apartments/Houses/Moving

Moving Out and Getting an Apartment, Part 1: Are You Sure? (The Responsible One)

Moving Out and Getting an Apartment, Part 2: Finding the Damn Apartment (The Responsible One)

Moving Out and Getting an Apartment, Part 3: Questions to Ask about the Damn Apartment (The Responsible One)

Moving Out and Getting an Apartment, Part 4: Packing and Moving All of Your Shit (The Responsible One)

How to Protect Your Home Against Break-Ins (The Responsible One)

Education

How to Find a Fucking College (The Sudden Adult)

How to Find Some Fucking Money for College (The Sudden Adult)

What to Do When You Can’t Afford Your #1 Post-Secondary School (The Sudden Adult)

Stop Shitting on Community College Kids (Why Community College is Fucking Awesome) (The Responsible One)

How to Ask for a Recommendation Letter (The Responsible One)

How to Choose a College Major (The Sudden Adult)

Finances

How to Write a Goddamn Check (The Responsible One)

How to Convince Credit Companies You’re Not a Worthless Bag of Shit (The Responsible One)

Debit vs Credit (The Responsible One)

What to Do if Your Wallet is Stolen/Lost (The Sudden Adult)

Budgeting 101 (The Responsible One)

Important Tax Links to Know (The Responsible One)

How to Choose a Bank Without Screwing Yourself (The Responsible One)

Job Hunting

How to Write a Resume Like a Boss (The Responsible One)

How to Write a Cover Letter Someone Will Actually Read (The Responsible One)

How to Handle a Phone Interview without Fucking Up (The Responsible One)

10 Sites to Start Your Job Search (The Responsible One)

Life Skills

Staying in Touch with Friends/Family (The Sudden Adult)

Bar Etiquette (The Sudden Adult)

What to Do After a Car Accident (The Sudden Adult)

Grow Up and Buy Your Own Groceries (The Responsible One)

How to Survive Plane Trips (The Sudden Adult)

How to Make a List of Goals (The Responsible One)

How to Stop Whining and Make a Damn Appointment (The Responsible One)

Miscellaneous

What to Expect from the Hell that is Jury Duty (The Responsible One)

Relationships

Marriage: What the Fuck Does It Mean and How the Hell Do I Know When I’m Ready? (Guest post - The Northwest Adult)

How Fucked Are You for Moving In with Your Significant Other: An Interview with an Actual Real-Life Couple Living Together™ (mintypineapple  and catastrofries)

Travel & Vehicles

How to Winterize Your Piece of Shit Vehicle (The Responsible One)

How to Make Public Transportation Your Bitch (The Responsible One)

Other Blog Features

Apps for Asshats

Harsh Truths & Bitter Reminders

Asks I’ll Probably Need to Refer People to Later

Apartments (or Life Skills) - How Not to Live in Filth (The Sudden Adult)

Finances - Tax Basics (The Responsible One)

Important Documents - How to Get a Copy of Your Birth Certificate (The Responsible One)

Important Documents - How to Get a Replacement ID (The Responsible One)

Health - How to Deal with a Chemical Burn (The Responsible One)

Job Hunting - List of Jobs Based on Social Interaction Levels (The Sudden Adult)

Job Hunting - How to Avoid Falling into a Pit of Despair While Job Hunting (The Responsible One)

Job Hunting - Questions to Ask in an Interview (The Responsible One)

Life Skills - First-Time Flying Tips (The Sudden Adult)

Life Skills - How to Ask a Good Question (The Responsible One)

Life Skills - Reasons to Take a Foreign Language (The Responsible One)

Life Skills - Opening a Bar Tab (The Sudden Adult)

Relationships - Long Distance Relationships: How to Stay in Contact (The Responsible One)

Adult Cheat Sheet:

what to do if your pet gets lost

removing stains from your carpet

how to know if you’re eligible for food stamps

throwing a dinner party

i’m pregnant, now what?

first aid tools to keep in your house

how to keep a clean kitchen

learning how to become independent from your parents

job interview tips

opening your first bank account

what to do if you lose your wallet

tips for cheap furniture

easy ways to cut your spending

selecting the right tires for your car

taking out your first loan

picking out the right credit card

how to get out of parking tickets

how to fix a leaky faucet

get all of your news in one place

getting rid of mice & rats in your house

when to go to the e.r.

buying your first home

how to buy your first stocks

guide to brewing coffee

first apartment essentials checklist

coping with a job you hate

30 books to read before you’re 30

what’s the deal with retirement?

difference between insurances

Once you’ve looked over all those cool links, I have some general advice for you on how you can have some sort of support system going for you:

Reasons to move out of home

You may decide to leave home for many different reasons, including:

wishing to live independently

location difficulties – for example, the need to move closer to university

conflict with your parents

being asked to leave by your parents.

Issues to consider when moving out of home

It’s common to be a little unsure when you make a decision like leaving home. You may choose to move, but find that you face problems you didn’t anticipate, such as:

Unreadiness – you may find you are not quite ready to handle all the responsibilities.

Money worries – bills including rent, utilities like gas and electricity and the cost of groceries may catch you by surprise, especially if you are used to your parents providing for everything. Debt may become an issue.

Flatmate problems – issues such as paying bills on time, sharing housework equally, friends who never pay board, but stay anyway, and lifestyle incompatibilities (such as a non-drug-user flatting with a drug user) may result in hostilities and arguments.

Your parents may be worried

Think about how your parents may be feeling and talk with them if they are worried about you. Most parents want their children to be happy and independent, but they might be concerned about a lot of different things. For example:

They may worry that you are not ready.

They may be sad because they will miss you.

They may think you shouldn’t leave home until you are married or have bought a house.

They may be concerned about the people you have chosen to live with.

Reassure your parents that you will keep in touch and visit regularly. Try to leave on a positive note. Hopefully, they are happy about your plans and support your decision.

Tips for a successful move

Tips include:

Don’t make a rash decision – consider the situation carefully. Are you ready to live independently? Do you make enough money to support yourself? Are you moving out for the right reasons?

Draw up a realistic budget – don’t forget to include ‘hidden’ expenses such as the property’s security deposit or bond (usually four weeks’ rent), connection fees for utilities, and home and contents insurance.

Communicate – avoid misunderstandings, hostilities and arguments by talking openly and respectfully about your concerns with flatmates and parents. Make sure you’re open to their point of view too – getting along is a two-way street.

Keep in touch – talk to your parents about regular home visits: for example, having Sunday night dinner together every week.

Work out acceptable behaviour – if your parents don’t like your flatmate(s), find out why. It is usually the behaviour rather than the person that causes offence (for example, swearing or smoking). Out of respect for your parents, ask your flatmate(s) to be on their best behaviour when your parents visit and do the same for them.

Ask for help – if things are becoming difficult, don’t be too proud to ask your parents for help. They have a lot of life experience.

If your family home does not provide support

Not everyone who leaves home can return home or ask their parents for help in times of trouble. If you have been thrown out of home or left home to escape abuse or conflict, you may be too young or unprepared to cope.

If you are a fostered child, you will have to leave the state-care system when you turn 18, but you may not be ready to make the sudden transition to independence.

If you need support, help is available from a range of community and government organisations. Assistance includes emergency accommodation and food vouchers. If you can’t call your parents or foster parents, call one of the associations below for information, advice and assistance.

Where to get help

Your doctor

Kids Helpline Tel. [phone]

Lifeline Tel. 13 11 44

Home Ground Services Tel. [phone]

Relationships Australia Tel. [phone]

Centrelink Crisis or Special Help Tel. 13 28 50

Tenants Union of Victoria Tel. [phone]

Things to remember

Try to solve any problems before you leave home. Don’t leave because of a fight or other family difficulty if you can possibly avoid it.

Draw up a realistic budget that includes ‘hidden’ expenses, such as bond, connection fees for utilities, and home and contents insurance.

Remember that you can get help from a range of community and government organizations. 

(source)

Keep me updated? xx

[grenade-maid]

Can't decide if this is weird or if it rules

[catgirl-kaiju]

Are you kidding this fucking rules

[raptorofwar]

A few additions:

(based off)

[catgirlforeskin]

[annie-blackhill]

IMAGINE:

That song that's goes You know, you know, I'll see you again... You know, you know, I'll see you again...

But with Dazai saying one last goodbye to everyone in the form of last letters before he finally executes a perfect suicide.

[zwillingseinhorn]

Slow dances under the Moon

Dazai x Chuuya (of course👀)

But its highschool Time~

(And its kinda long- sorry-)

Dazai isn't a man of many words, he can't say 'I love you' just the normal way, he need to say it with all his heart or he just don't. Chuuya knows that. He knows that nobody ever heard 'I love you' from Dazai, no matter how many girls he dated. They were sidechicks. Nothing special for Dazai. But Chuuya also knows, that Dazai sleep with all of them. They are trophies for him, nothing more, nothing less. Chuuya hates himself that he likes Dazai. Dazai isn't gay and would NEVER like somebody like Chuuya.

Dazai isn't a nerd, but he is a the top of his class without even learning. Chuuya on the other hand is good at sports. He is in the foodballteam, even if he's small, he's very strong and fast. Dazai hates sports, except for bed sports, of course.

Chuuya knows he never have a chance with him, but his heart wants him. And only him. And thats the whole problem! He didn't say a word. Of course not, Dazai is his best friend. He never, NEVER, says anything to him about his feelings. Chuuya knows Dazai for..13..no 14 Years. They were friends in kindergarten and they are now. But something change between them. Dazai thinks, Chuuya is in love. And Chuuya knows, he is, but he never tells Dazai who it is. Until this night..

It was the 14 June. One of the hottest nights ever and Dazai coulnd't sleep. He was home again, had previously been to a girl. uninteresting and as always. He only wanted one thing, she wanted her great love, and he wasn't it. So he leaves her heart broken. He know she don't love him. She loved the idea of him and her, and that hurts. Nobody ever understands him..except Chuuya. Chuuya were always there for him. And he? He didn't care about him at all. He know he isn't the best 'Best Friend' but..he loves Chuuya. He does. Long story short, he is now on the way to him. Something is wrong with him. He knows that, but he don't know what. And that annoys him so much! He don't know why but he knows he needs to speak with his Chibi.

Chuuya on the other hand is in his room, the tears are already try and he is just done with his life. He knows Dazai will never love him, and thats fine by him! He just wants him to be happy, but he can't. He can't make him happy and thats the point that hurts. Dazai is with a girl again. Of course he is. He is always in the night time. They used to be inseparable even at night, but that was long time ago. Dazai don't want him anymore, he did make this clear in the last dispute. Does Dazai even now that Chuuya is hurt bc of that? Chuuya don't think so. Until the door bell rings and he needs to stand up. His parents are out, its they two-time and Chu knows that they need that. He loves his Dads! And he is happy, that they are happy. But right now, he wished they where here and would go to the door..Who ever it is, its better importend. As Chu opens the door he would have liked to start crying all over again. Dazai. Really!? The person he don't want to face right now is there, with tousled beautiful hair and his typical eyes. And his fucking amazing grin! "What do you want, mackrele?"

"Nothing, just talking" Chuuya know, as soon as Dazai had spoken this words, that he need to be there for him. Chuuya know the 'I'm not okay'-words in Dazais-language. So he takes his hand and just lead him to his bedroom. Normaly, Dazai knows the way better then any other person, but normaly he woulnd't stand infront of Chuuyas door when he is at his worst. Dazai would do anything, but that. He hates when people know how weak he is sometimes. In fact, Chuuya always knows it and Dazai never hide it when he is with him but..that doesn't matter right now.

Right now, they just laying in Chuuyas bed and Dazai just listen to Chuuyas voice. Dazai is, in fact, tired of his own voice, so he let his Chibi talk. And its the best therapy for him. The full Moon shines bright through the large door, that led to the terrace. Dazai always loved Chibis House. Its big and comfty. He feel loved here. He feel loved from his Chibi.

Chuuya was silent for a short while, staring out the door at the terrace, in the next moment he grabbed Dazai's hand and pulled him outside. The moon was shining on them, as Chuuya take Dazais Hand and let them grab his hibs. His own arms are around Dazai's neck now. Slowly, like he could break Dazai he started to dance. Dance under the full, bright moon with the love of his life. And both of them realise at this moment, they don't need anything other than the boy right infront of them.

Fin~

Bonus:

They both says 'I love you' at the same time in this Night. They laught at this, but know, it was time to say it.

[pastel-owo]

Dazai hates rain, everything about them are terrible. Mostly the sounds. He puts on headphones and blasts music so he can’t hear the rain hitting the window or the thunder. He closes the blinds so he can’t see anything. There were a few very rare and extreme occasions Dazai ended up on Chūya’s front step absolutely soaked. Each time this happens Chūya pulls him inside giving him some clothes Dazai left there before pulling him into a tight hug. He turns on a movie and they cuddle, Chūya telling Dazai it’s okay and that he has nothing to be scared of while wiping away his tears. Dazai will sleep over and the next day the won’t mention anything to the other person about what happened.

[ahli-stuff]

Happy (late) birthday mister dazai

[crab-cafe]

Really random BSD headcannons:

Kunikida teaches Atsushi and Kyoka math since they never had any proper education and he’s as ex math teacher.

Dazai regularly steals food from all his coworkers fridges. They’re not sure how he gets into their houses.

Fukuzawa owns several cats, and regularly feeds the stray cats on his street. He also enjoys visiting cat cafes.

Ango likes salami. He’s also just chronically tired.

Sigma bakes cookies everyday and has a cookie delivered to every hotel room in the casino as a complimentary gift. If you don’t have money he will also take payment for admission into the casino in cookies.

Dazai really sucks as cooking, the agency has tried to teach him, but he never gets any better. But he also doesn’t care about the quality of the food he eats, he will eat uncooked rice if no one stops him.

Jouno likes knitting scarves, he finds it relaxing. The other hunting dogs will help him pick out colors and he’ll just make scarves.

The hunting dogs have a movie night every Friday and they often argue about what to watch. Tetcho wants to watch romcoms and Teruko wants to watch violent horror. Fukuchi always offers for them to watch his movies but they unanimously turn him down. If they do pick out something to watch, Jouno sits next to Tachihara and makes him explain what is happening in the movie.

Tetcho will try and make lunch for the hunting dogs but he miserably fails because he uses his logic that similar colored food tastes good together to make the lunches. He’ll put stuff like green apples and wasabi, hard boiled eggs and powdered sugar, strawberries and ketchup. He gets kicked out of that duty fairly quickly.

Chuuya keeps trying to convince Mori to find someone to fill Dazai’s executive position but Mori is always like “nooo, Dazai will come back!”

Chuuya and Dazai are banned from several stores in Yokohama because they saw each other in that store and proceeded to have a fight.

Occasionally Dazai and Ango will run into each other while visiting Oda’s grave and it gets awkward.

In the dark era, Dazai would just randomly crash at Oda or Ango’s place, because they have much nicer houses than Dazai. Dazai lived in a shipping container like why dazoo?

Dazai started taking photos of things that he likes and keeping them up on his wall to remind him that there are some good things in the world. The photos are old photos of Oda and Ango, photos of the agency, or just random stuff he encounters on a daily basis that make him smile a bit inside.

Dazai always buys bandages from the same place and the staff knows him. He’s come there so often and buys so many bandages that they just give him a discount.

After Yosano, most of the detective agency has a fear of doctors.

The port mafia occasionally has a game night where the executives gamble over ludicrous sums of money while playing monopoly - its a recipe for disaster.

Dazai still sends the port mafia really bad New Years cards (like in Wan).

Also Dazai doesn’t have a drivers license. Does that stop him from driving? No, it does not.

Koyo and Mori make all the important mafia people and executives dress up each year for a “family photo”. Everyone hates it.

Ranpo and Poe meet at Poe’s mansion every Saturday for tea and book discussions.

[pompompurindazai]

Dazai’s Search for Genuineness, Trust and Humanity Part 2

My personal interpretation and understanding of BSD Dazai using Dazai-sensei’s works and some of his background information

Works discussed: No Longer Human, The Setting Sun and Run, Melos! <spoiler warning> Also spoiler warnings for Season 3

These are just my personal thoughts on Dazai, I would love to hear your thoughts as well! Also please note that I have yet to read the manga or the light novels, so I will only discuss the anime 

This is part 2 of this analysis

In this series of analysis, I will discuss my belief that Dazai yearns for genuineness and trust from others, whilst being untrusting of the world/society. 

In this analysis I will showcase more evidence on the fact that Dazai wants and looks for these things in the world. 

2. Dazai’s desire for trust and genuineness in the world 

2.1 Examining such through his works

2.2 Dazai-sensei’s background

2.3 Connection to BSD Dazai and Atsushi

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