Me a few weeks ago:
Wow! I feel amazing, I‘ve finally recovered from this illness!! Freedom!
Me today after becoming violently ill and filled with a sense of impending doom:
Well shit-
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@spoopy-lil-guy
Me a few weeks ago:
Wow! I feel amazing, I‘ve finally recovered from this illness!! Freedom!
Me today after becoming violently ill and filled with a sense of impending doom:
Well shit-
Gonna rant for a sec
A friend brought their gf for the last few days of an important event, and I was the only other girl there. Because of this she went psycho and began interrogating me heavily for two days.
To make things even more uncomfortable, a team member was trying to get me to like him romantically(which while he is nice, I could not) ACTIVELY KEPT BRINGING ME AROUND THE MUTUAL FRIEND‘S PSYCHO GF(who also kept getting drunk and high)!!
The guy also didn’t leave me alone for the entire week we were there, which went from friendly to creepy after a while. That was the most uncomfortable and unsafe I have felt in a while.
Listen, I‘m brave and have the capability of protecting myself- but I was actively hiding behind another person’s dad.
Anywho, that’s all :>
Haven’t been alone in four days, excited to sleep in a room by myself and not deal with others
Just talked to like- 50-70 people on the span of an hour
I am TIRED
Most of them were lovely though 🥰
Wow, I forgot how stressful yet rewarding competitions can be
This is fun!!
Bruh, you get a little snippy and a little too tired to hide and everyone thinks you’re insane and they ‘heavily suggest’ you leave
I raised my voice when saying three words- bruhhhhhh
Adding the fact that, yes, I know raising my voice was inappropriate but I was being pretty much verbally harassed for not ‘having my project ready’ when I was literally giving it a test run after three all nighters working on it
I take the blame but still-
Bruh, you get a little snippy and a little too tired to hide and everyone thinks you’re insane and they ‘heavily suggest’ you leave
I raised my voice when saying three words- bruhhhhhh
Had two kids say they wanted me to live forever and would find a way so I would have as much time as possible to accomplish cooling down and making Venus habitable
Was also told by someone smarter than me that I should pursue astrophysics because I gave three space facts in that same conversation
-I am confused-
I GOT THE IRON LUNG BONES POSTER!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
I‘M SO HAPPY!!
Why brain and body no work? Make big sad
Overstimulated and understimulated, how that work?
How it feels finally being taken seriously after months of suffering:
Made the little witch enemy from Capybara Go
I like it, could use work, but I like it:>
Was ice skating for like the first time in a year(only ever went two other times) and while I was learning I was getting tips from my friend, applying them, figuring it out
I got the balancing down and simple movements but was incredibly slow until two different people passed me at different times
The first said to keep my arms out slightly so I could catch myself if I fell(which I did, saved my head lol) and the second told me to push myself and everything kinda clicked
After I thought about what the second person told me, ‘just push yourself‘
I‘m happy to report I did, and I‘m going to continue to in everything I do now because I was also taught to continue getting up by that first person
Sometimes the best advice is given by people you don’t know and likely won’t see again
Huh, so my frequent panic attacks are because I discovered a new deep rooted fear?
Intriguing
Got a confession note from someone, reading it made me feel sad because they only wanted to be with me for unhealthy reasons
Did turn them down
Took three weeks to take two steps forward and three days one step back
Bullshit.
Hey- I only scheduled one panic attack this week
Why am I getting four a day??
This is unethical business practice and I will be reporting to the higher ups