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“Your room reflects your mental state”

My room: completely trashed, clean clothes on the floor, covers off of the bed, and notebooks covering everything

Me: …You know, the saying might be true

#my brain is an amalgamation of chaos #why must it tell me so much #smart and dumb thoughts #WHY

Me a few weeks ago:

Wow! I feel amazing, I‘ve finally recovered from this illness!! Freedom!

Me today after becoming violently ill and filled with a sense of impending doom:

Well shit-

#i jinxed myself #god dammit #ugggghhhhh

Gonna rant for a sec

A friend brought their gf for the last few days of an important event, and I was the only other girl there. Because of this she went psycho and began interrogating me heavily for two days.

To make things even more uncomfortable, a team member was trying to get me to like him romantically(which while he is nice, I could not) ACTIVELY KEPT BRINGING ME AROUND THE MUTUAL FRIEND‘S PSYCHO GF(who also kept getting drunk and high)!!

The guy also didn’t leave me alone for the entire week we were there, which went from friendly to creepy after a while. That was the most uncomfortable and unsafe I have felt in a while.

Listen, I‘m brave and have the capability of protecting myself- but I was actively hiding behind another person’s dad.

Anywho, that’s all :>

#people are scary

Haven’t been alone in four days, excited to sleep in a room by myself and not deal with others

#peace #finally

Just talked to like- 50-70 people on the span of an hour

I am TIRED

Most of them were lovely though 🥰

#I‘m tired #interacting with people is hard #people are nice tho(for the most part)

Wow, I forgot how stressful yet rewarding competitions can be

This is fun!!

#being competitive #robots be fighting #stressed but happy

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Bruh, you get a little snippy and a little too tired to hide and everyone thinks you’re insane and they ‘heavily suggest’ you leave

I raised my voice when saying three words- bruhhhhhh

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Adding the fact that, yes, I know raising my voice was inappropriate but I was being pretty much verbally harassed for not ‘having my project ready’ when I was literally giving it a test run after three all nighters working on it

I take the blame but still-

Bruh, you get a little snippy and a little too tired to hide and everyone thinks you’re insane and they ‘heavily suggest’ you leave

I raised my voice when saying three words- bruhhhhhh

#idc at this point #just annoying #one bad day smh

Had two kids say they wanted me to live forever and would find a way so I would have as much time as possible to accomplish cooling down and making Venus habitable

Was also told by someone smarter than me that I should pursue astrophysics because I gave three space facts in that same conversation

-I am confused-

#‚twas interesting #went from 1-11 real quick #sky hook theory #i thought it was cool

I GOT THE IRON LUNG BONES POSTER!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

I‘M SO HAPPY!!

#iron lung #YIPPEEEEEEEEE

Why brain and body no work? Make big sad

Overstimulated and understimulated, how that work?

#bleh #Brain no body #body no brain

How it feels finally being taken seriously after months of suffering:

#finally

Made the little witch enemy from Capybara Go

I like it, could use work, but I like it:>

#Capybara Go art #was fun #my art

Was ice skating for like the first time in a year(only ever went two other times) and while I was learning I was getting tips from my friend, applying them, figuring it out

I got the balancing down and simple movements but was incredibly slow until two different people passed me at different times

The first said to keep my arms out slightly so I could catch myself if I fell(which I did, saved my head lol) and the second told me to push myself and everything kinda clicked

After I thought about what the second person told me, ‘just push yourself‘

I‘m happy to report I did, and I‘m going to continue to in everything I do now because I was also taught to continue getting up by that first person

Sometimes the best advice is given by people you don’t know and likely won’t see again

#finally doing a passion project #learning is fun #ice skating is also fun tbh #if nothing matters then everything matters

Huh, so my frequent panic attacks are because I discovered a new deep rooted fear?

Intriguing

#interesting #so I am not completely crazy

Got a confession note from someone, reading it made me feel sad because they only wanted to be with me for unhealthy reasons

Did turn them down

#kinda feel bad #would’ve been toxic as hell #idk #was my first time rejecting someone

Took three weeks to take two steps forward and three days one step back

Bullshit.

#gotta stop being sick bruh #just annoyed #my body hates me (TvT)

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