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selfship account ★ ic. jjayys_k

[spqrkl]

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Account Info

• This blog isn't fairly new, although it's still a huge work in progress!

• Selfship archive & yume interactive space

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User Info

• Hi! My name is Vadya (or Vh6y as commonly i sign off in art, or Vadiyusha)

• Artist, currently focused on Date Everything heavily

• Any or no pronouns, unlabeled queer

• Yume list ;

🦢🏖️ | Tyrell (Date Everything) - Mirror-Sharing, Riako

🧨💥 | Darnell (Newgrounds) - Non-Sharing, Riako

🎀🔪 | Nene (Newgrounds) - Selective Sharing, /qp selfship

🍎🔫 | Pico (Newgrounds) - Sharing, /qp selfship

[spqrkl]

started yumetober btw

[ruyus-toybox]

☁️💤An F/O sleep imagine list ✨🌙

Falling asleep alone and waking up with your f/o curled up next to you like a little cat sitting on your legs.

Listening to them softly snore or sleep talk. Listening to their slow breaths.

-------> bonus: they say your name! It makes you giggle. What a dork.

Trying to synchronise your and their breaths without them noticing.

--------> bonus: they notice and try to do the same! You're synchronised! Then something makes one laugh and it all falls apart.

Looking at them smile on their sleep and wondering if they are seeing you in their sleep.

-----> bonus: turns out they were dreaming about something else. Desserts. Their favourite game. Their hyper fixation. But they're so dorky and adorable that you're not disappointed. You love how they are so occupied with their loves and interests.

Watching them wake up and asking them "how was your dreams?" and them smiling and telling you all about it with love in their voice.

------> bonus: they fall into rambling and you just listen. It's not a relevant topic anymore but its adorable.

Having to share the same pillow because your f/o (or you) likes being in the others personal space. Being 'annoyed' but silently loving every second of it.

-----> bonus: you and your f/o having mini blanket wars to try and get the most blanket. Eventually wrapping yourselves as a big burrito works the best.

Waking up realising you're (or your f/o's) late to an appointment or work or school!! The other wakes groggily all confused then gets up as they realise.

-----> bonus: one dresses the other to get ready for whatever they're late for. The other is too sleepy to care.

You're upset and crying yourself to sleep. You don't want comfort. But your f/o wants to sit with you. So they do, just in case. They lay next to you. And eventually their soft breaths and deep understanding of what you want eases you into a nice, comfortable sleep.

Wrapping your legs around your f/o's waist.

------> bonus: they snuggle to fit into your legs better!

Staying up allllll night to play a dumb game with your f/o! Or to watch a really shitty movie. You realise the suns rising and panic, but you're so happy not to be upset about it.

Watching the way their eyes dart under their lids in a dream, their eyelashes fluttering, wondering what they're seeing.

Helping your insomniac f/o fall asleep with warm drinks, cuddles and comfort. Or your f/o helping an insomniac you to fall asleep.... Or... Both insomniacs trying to comfort eachother into falling asleep.

-------> bonus: neither realised yall fell asleep! You wake up not knowing what time it is..

Dreaming about your f/o and waking up with them next to you.

Being uncomfortable to sleep in the same room as anyone. Your f/o respects this. They will see you in the morning, to make sure your night was okay.

--------> bonus: being uncomfortable to sleep in the same room as anyone, but making an exception for your f/o. They're too comfy not to sleep next to.

Sitting in your bed to put slippers on or get undressed and conking out. When you wake up they didn't try to wake you. You're tired. You needed it.. You go to the living room to find they've made you a warm drink and snacks.

------> bonus: they tucked you in when you fell asleep! Maybe even dressed you. You're in the comfiest pj's you own..

Falling asleep and waking up with them reading a book or scrolling on their phone, and putting it down once they see your up. It's time to give you attention.

--------> bonus: waking up to them reading or scrolling, and pressing your head close to read or watch too. They smile and laugh, continuing.

Your f/o falling asleep at their desk and you carrying them to bed. Or the other way round.

-----> bonus: they wake up while you're carrying them.. You quietly tell them to just rest. They may protest. But eventually they succumb.

Falling asleep against their chest. Or them falling asleep on yours.

------> bonus: them laying ontop of you to call asleep like a weighted blanket. Or you doing the same to them.

Having a nightmare and your f/o comforting you when you wake. Telling you it's OK.

Waking up and realising you and your f/o had the same dream.

Waking up after a fight with your f/o but it all seems okay in the morning. Everything is talked about. Everything is forgiven.

----> bonus: they wake up and apologise. Your you wake up and apologise. That sleep helped bring clarity to what happened.

Your f/o reminding you this is a new day, after you had a hard day the day prior.

-----> bonus: your f/o telling you it's okay to sleep in if you had a difficult day prior. It's a self care day today.

Naps on the couch after watching a TV show. Waking up to your heads pressed together. Deciding it's on to rest a bit longer and sleeping the rest of the night.

-------> bonus: if you have a big blanket wrapped around eachother. The tv show or YouTube video has autoplayed to something new and weird. It's hours later than you remember.. How long did you sleep??? It's warm and the lights are low but not fully dark.. The comfiest evening.

Being too excited to sleep and having to ramble to your f/o to doze off.

Your sleep schedules are the opposites. While they're at work, you're asleep all day. You wake up when they get home. They go.. "Did you just wake up.?" then laugh. Not out of mockery. But because it's adorable that their first sight is your scruffy bedhair.

------> (notes; this is literally me and him everyday as I sleep through the day and wake at late afternoon.. I always tell him "I like waking up when you're home.. So I can spend my whole day with you!" and he gets all flustered and laughs. "dork. Cmon. Let's get you breakfast and me some dinner".)

Waking up peacefully knowing you'll be with the love of your life all day today, because your f/o is always with you, every morning, every night. Forever holding your hand.

This was supposed to be one imagine. But my brain kept going. Inspired by the mornings me and Yugi have every day.

[spqrkl]

[fictother]

F/O who is a hopeless romantic, who finds the absolute cheesiest, yet sweetest, most genuine ways to compliment you. F/O who is the type of person to use a dictionary's worth of words to describe you, in the most flattering ways they can think of.

F/O that leaves you giggling at how sappy and sentimental they are.

[fictother]

It's a late night, after a tiring, but productive day. You decide to go out stargazing with your F/O, and despite not being able to really escape the light pollution, or find what your F/O was hoping to see, you're just content to stare at the stars with the person you love.

You locate one of their other favourite night sky objects, and point it out to them, moving to hand them the binoculars. Instead, you catch their wide eyes, staring at you, with the same wonder you were gazing at the sky with.

Wearing their sweater, and as they put an arm around you, maybe, you realise, your F/O did find what they hoped to see after all.

[hnnnnnnnm]

I'm about to sleep but please please please imagine peppering your f/os' face in soft gentle kisses after a hard day.

Their day has been long and arduous - maybe they were overworked or there was strife with a coworker - so they come home grumpy and tired, all but ignoring you as they step inside and just let their belongings fall to the floor.

Please imagine gently grabbing them by the wrist and maybe they protest at first (something about not being in the mood) but then you wrap your arms around them warmly and start pressing small kisses along their cheek, and then their jaw, and nose, and forehead until they're fighting back a smile. Feeling the tension leave their body as they relax in your embrace, subconsciously leaning into your kisses and maybe even tiredly returning them with their own. Your f/o just loves you so much and finds it so easy to forget their troubles with you (´▽`ʃƪ)♡

[mrs-goemio]

Your f/o doesn’t say much when they notice your eyes start to water, at least not at first. They’re quiet, steady, and unmoving, while you’re over there sniffling like the world just ended.

Instead of teasing you, they simply shift closer. A hand comes down to gently ruffle your hair, resting there for a beat as if to remind you that they’re yours. “You cry too easily,” they murmur, their voice deep and calm, but the way they tuck you against their chest betrays just how much they secretly adore it.

While you sniffle and cling to them, they hold you with an unshakable strength, like nothing could ever pry you from their arms. They never tell you to stop crying. They just let you soak their shirt, their stoic expression softening only when you can’t see it. And though they’d deny it if you asked, they secretly think it’s cute, how you can fall apart so easily, only to trust them enough to piece you back together.

[fiirstloves]

Hi!! you have a wonderful blog btw <3

may I request an imagine where yume has BPD and is terrified of losing f/o and yume fears that they’ll lose interest and find someone else, or they’re afraid of being replaced

I’ve been experiencing this with an f/o and need some comfort tysm if this is too heavy i’m sorry

thank you!! 🩷 from me to you, i hope you feel better. i'll do my best and take care of yourself, okay? don't apologize for wanting comfort. you deserve it like anyone else. always remember, your f/o loves you. they wouldn't replace you and you mean the world to them. have a nice day and i hope this helps you feel better

it was the small things that counted. how you noticed minute changes in their behavior that filled you with dread. but, you could handle it. you could bite it down and hold back because they wouldn't leave. yet that fear never got away, in fact, it bubbled over until it boiled within you and burned you from the inside out. you were terrified. were they not interested anymore? would they find the presence of another far more comforting? were they going to abandon you after so long? just the thought of it burned the corner of your eyes.

"hey, hey, look at me." it's your f/o's voice that snapped you out of it. when had you started to cry? how they were worried out of their mind with a look that spoke a thousand languages as they pressed their hand against your cheek to wipe away the overwhelming flood of tears. could you tell them? let them know that all this pain in your heart was caused by just the idea of them leaving? the shame and disgust towards yourself was unbearable.

"i'm not going to leave you." your f/o promised, a reassuring tone that stood firm in its finality. "for as long as you would let me, i want to stay with you until our skin wrinkles." they pressed a kiss to the corner of your eyes. "you mean the world to me. no matter what, i could never replace you." they continued on, letting you grab onto them and refuse to let go in a grip so tight that you could have ripped at their clothing. "i know it's scary, so i'll tell you this as much as you need."

"i won't ever leave you."

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it was the small things that counted. how you noticed minute changes in their behavior that filled you with dread. but, you could handle it. you could bite it down and hold back because they wouldn't leave. yet that fear never got away, in fact, it bubbled over until it boiled within you and burned you from the inside out. you were terrified. were they not interested anymore? would they find the presence of another far more comforting? were they going to abandon you after so long? just the thought of it burned the corner of your eyes.

"hey, hey, look at me." it's your f/o's voice that snapped you out of it. when had you started to cry? how they were worried out of their mind with a look that spoke a thousand languages as they pressed their hand against your cheek to wipe away the overwhelming flood of tears. could you tell them? let them know that all this pain in your heart was caused by just the idea of them leaving? the shame and disgust towards yourself was unbearable.

"i'm not going to leave you." your f/o promised, a reassuring tone that stood firm in its finality. "for as long as you would let me, i want to stay with you until our skin wrinkles." they pressed a kiss to the corner of your eyes. "you mean the world to me. no matter what, i could never replace you." they continued on, letting you grab onto them and refuse to let go in a grip so tight that you could have ripped at their clothing. "i know it's scary, so i'll tell you this as much as you need."

"i won't ever leave you."

[self-shippy]

thinking about f/os experiencing cuteness aggression... f/os who will wake you up from a nap with cuddles and kisses because you were just too cute to not bother, f/os squealing as they hold you tightly like a teddy bear, f/os doing slightly annoying things throughout the day like ruffling your hair or poking your cheek because they just can't help themselves when it comes to you <3

[fiirstloves]

you're not sure what is louder, the downpour or your beating heart. to be able to be close to your f/o is a blessing in disguise despite the fact the two of you are stuck in the pouring rain. the two of you are holding the umbrella together, trying to avoid the lingering glances that the two of you found yourselves in a loop of. their hand holds down tighter under the excuse of holding the umbrella steady… but as you notice them taking a deep breath. you're glad to be able to hold their hand for the first time too.

divider @/cursed-carmine

[fiirstloves]

it's not your fault that your f/o is like that. that stupid, cocky grin on their face, the way their arms are wrapped around your waist like you're going to escape from them at any second, how they just won't sit still and let you do what you wanted to do.

you run your fingers through their hair while they look at you lovingly like you're their angel from above. how they lean and place their face against your chest as they finally give you the chance to start braiding their hair.

you think, no, convinced, no you know that they want to drag this out for as long as possible. that's why they keep messing with the braids from how childish they're being: they shake their head at the last second, they start complaining about the braids being uncomfortable, and even worse, they look you in the eyes and start undoing the braids right in front of you.

but it's fine for now. you'll get it done eventually because it's not like you want to go anywhere either.

divider @/enchanthings-a

[spqrkl]

i hate how i just found the cutest piece of fan merch of my bf & i'm tweaking out so badly cuz i CAN'T BUY IT. I'M SO INSANELY BROKE PLS I AM A UNIVERSITY STUDENT, I'M UNEMPLOYED & I LIVE IN A THIRD WORLD COUNTRY PLEASEEE LET ME BE FREE

[fiirstloves]

hello! very cute blog!

may i request an imagine for an f/o who is subtly, but very, physically affectionate. like always trying to hold the s/i's hand, sneak quick kisses, or wrap an arm around their shoulders or waist?

Thank you ^-^

♡ — just for a second

public displays of affection are acts of physical intimacy in the view of others, or, to your f/o, a challenge that they needed to find themselves a loophole for. there wasn't a day, let alone an hour, that didn't pass that your f/o didn't want to be around and feel your warmth against theirs.

during a dinner date. as if sitting next to each other wasn't enough, their chair found a way right next to yours. they never gave you a chance to hear the chair move before their shoulder brushed up against yours and their pinky wrapped around yours under the table. when those fingers that itched to join in to the party caressed against your palm as they enveloped your entire hand as they focused on their meal like they had been so sneaky.

sometimes, opportunity would just offer it on a silver platter, when just a hint of food covered the corner of your lips. they offered to take care of it, letting their lips brush against yours to kiss it away as they lingered just a few seconds longer than needed. it wasn't the first time, let alone the last. how you could remember when they leaned in to whisper to you, yet you could feel their lips pressing against the corner of your jaw with a quiet, "that's all."

or that time when the two of you were walking in a crowded area. it's an easy excuse that you could get lost, that it would be safer to hold you close. let it be your shoulders or waist, but they refuse to let you get lost in the crowd. they pull you against them, holding you like a gust of wind could take you away.

...

and just for good luck. one more kiss. they were sure there was something on your lips and wanted to make sure they got it.

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♡ — just for a second

public displays of affection are acts of physical intimacy in the view of others, or, to your f/o, a challenge that they needed to find themselves a loophole for. there wasn't a day, let alone an hour, that didn't pass that your f/o didn't want to be around and feel your warmth against theirs.

during a dinner date. as if sitting next to each other wasn't enough, their chair found a way right next to yours. they never gave you a chance to hear the chair move before their shoulder brushed up against yours and their pinky wrapped around yours under the table. when those fingers that itched to join in to the party caressed against your palm as they enveloped your entire hand as they focused on their meal like they had been so sneaky.

sometimes, opportunity would just offer it on a silver platter, when just a hint of food covered the corner of your lips. they offered to take care of it, letting their lips brush against yours to kiss it away as they lingered just a few seconds longer than needed. it wasn't the first time, let alone the last. how you could remember when they leaned in to whisper to you, yet you could feel their lips pressing against the corner of your jaw with a quiet, "that's all."

or that time when the two of you were walking in a crowded area. it's an easy excuse that you could get lost, that it would be safer to hold you close. let it be your shoulders or waist, but they refuse to let you get lost in the crowd. they pull you against them, holding you like a gust of wind could take you away.

...

and just for good luck. one more kiss. they were sure there was something on your lips and wanted to make sure they got it.

[fiirstloves]

Could you maybe do an imagine about a very anxious/scaredy cat s/I + an f/o whos very strong and not afraid of anything and that dynamic? 👉🏽👈🏽 /nf have a nice weekend ♡

"are you okay?"

for now, you were anything but okay. you were gripping f/o's arm so tightly that you were sure your own senses would sweep you away into the sea of fear and drown you if you dared to let go. they stood firm, letting the anxiety and fear naturally course through your system as they eased you into deep breaths.

one… two… three… four… five…

when you were calmed enough, you noticed how their fingers intertwined with yours, their grip strong and secure as they lifted up their hand with yours to give small cheer. "i've got you. you'll be okay." how that whisper sneaked into your guarded system to steadily begin to undo the codes of your fear, letting you focus on just the moment. for now, your once trembling fingers that dug into their knuckles released them from their temporary jail.

"ready to keep going?"

whether or not you were was for you to decide. but for now, you could feel that once all-consuming anxiety flee in your f/o's presence.

divider @/nicodefresas

[a-ship-unto-thyself]

f/o neatening you up! straightening your tie, smoothing down your coat, fixing that one untamable flick of hair. or, alternatively, you neatening them up :>

[fiirstloves]

Hii! Hope you're having an amazing day! If requests are still open, maybe you could write something with a shy/flustered f/o? Like complimenting/teasing them only to see them flustered 😁😁 no pressure tho! Thank you in advance❤️❤️

hello i hope you're having an amazing day yourself!! of course, i'll do my best for you 🩷🩷

♡ — complimenting a shy f/o

complimenting your f/o was as easy as breathing air. the spark of joy that ignited that blooming blush against their face was worth it. even if you could only see it for a passing moment before they hid behind those holdable hands of theirs. how you could lean in close to them with a smile to see them squeak in embarrassment over how close their lover was to them. you could see the way their lips, despite their desire to hide their feelings, would twitch upwards into a flustered smile as they swatted you away. those fiddling fingers that found themselves with their clothing, pulling and pinching, yet easing their body closer to you just for one more hit of praise. they needed wanted nothing more than for you to tell them how attractive you find them. how you love them with all of your heart, or how you're so glad to have them in your life. they could ask, but it would be too much! just the thought makes their face burn up and shake their head in disbelief. never! in a million years! no matter how many times they think about your voice telling them how adorable they were when they got flustered. it's far easier for your f/o to just let you take the lead, stammering after each praise, and chuckling and telling you to "quit it!"

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