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i think dki would be absolutely adorable when you kiss her because she cant handle all the affection

when can i be good again

im so scared of anyone leaving me but they dont deserve someone so disgusting so its better they leave me

im so gross

the second im loved by someone i push them away

im tired of begging for everything

ill kill myself ill die ill end it why cant i get over it why cant i

i need to stop putting my manic episodes on display its ruining everything i hate myself i hate myself

everyone of the people who know me hate me an unbearable amount and they all think im weird and annoying and ugly

prn telling me that im cute and worthy of being loved and theyre here for me no matter what

ive been thinking about relapsing just to feel alive again and to actually be cared for

hi

sprout