Spunj Arinodozu

Digital & motion designer • Poet • Living Art 大君 之 謎 🇿🇦🇯🇵 スパンジー 鍾馗 です DM for Art/Poetry commissions, Creative Genius or Spiritual awakening

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On the 2nd of July. @vinci_za and I collaborated none more time for his body of work called "Hiraeth: An 11/11 Playlist" This was his birthday gift to us. Listen to the tape exclusively on SoundCloud. More life Young King #digitalartpainting #digitalartdesign #digitalartoftheday #digitalartistoninstagram #digitalartsociety #digitalartlook #digitalartistsoninstagram #digitalartistry #digitalartworks #digitalartists #digitalarts #digitalartwork #digitalartist #digitalart #graphicdesign #graphicdesigner #graphicdesigncentral #graphicdesigners #graphicdesigns #graphicdesigndaily #graphicdesigning #graphicdesigncommunity #graphicdesignersclub #graphicdesignlife #graphicdesignerforhire #graphicdesigninspiration https://www.instagram.com/p/CCTFx6Cplam/?igshid=10yeiyw1pgf32

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Part 2 of my fan art (人 •͈ᴗ•͈) My top 3 favourite singers for a while. I'd be Hella disappointed if you haven't seen her work yet ಠ_ʖಠ #digitalartpainting #digitalartdesign #digitalartoftheday #digitalartistoninstagram #digitalartsociety #digitalartlook #digitalartistsoninstagram #digitalartistry #digitalartworks #digitalartists #digitalarts #digitalartwork #digitalartist #digitalart #graphicdesign #graphicdesigner #graphicdesigncentral #graphicdesigners #graphicdesigns #graphicdesigndaily #graphicdesigning #graphicdesigncommunity #graphicdesignersclub #graphicdesignlife #graphicdesignerforhire #graphicdesigninspiration https://www.instagram.com/p/CCGPyqWJGzy/?igshid=1edubwpcsn4j2

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Title: Young Legends Artist: Spunj Arinodozu Medium: Digital painterly and collage Year: 2020 Status: On sale DM if price and delivery arrangements #durbandraws #digitalartpainting #digitalartdesign #digitalartoftheday #digitalartistoninstagram #digitalartsociety #digitalartlook #digitalartistsoninstagram #digitalartistry #digitalartworks #digitalartists #digitalarts #digitalartwork #digitalartist #digitalart #graphicdesign #graphicdesigner #graphicdesigncentral #graphicdesigners #graphicdesigns #graphicdesigndaily #graphicdesigning #graphicdesigncommunity #graphicdesignersclub #graphicdesignlife #graphicdesignerforhire #graphicdesigninspiration https://www.instagram.com/p/B_w8-3xJ_IY/?igshid=6qkfmksougou

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Decided to join mom going to town at 6am, yup mom works early (^_^メ) some will be reposted after I've edited and turned some to art (◠‿・)—☆ https://www.instagram.com/p/B-J58AMp2SK/?igshid=6v5aoclw08dq

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What a 25 year old looks like Happy birthday Spunj https://www.instagram.com/p/B6LIWDVJ6y0/?igshid=4m8sf5ar93lr

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Concept Cover for Chapter 3: "I Didn't Mean To" 🥀 https://www.instagram.com/p/B57ntGjp99S/?igshid=1i3dsaafqjf8z

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For the longest time I’ve been looking, looking for substance.

Something to get my Sacral and Intuition going, what I call entertainment.

You and I burn the environment when we connect, funny enough we use water-like adaptation.

I time travel when we dabble, being in your presence is a blessing, and it is never ending.

Things change when we’re in a private setting, you have this tendency of closing distance.

Blurring the lines of harmless flirting to toying with our futures if we were intimate.

We naturally drop facades when the Pinotage kick in, we begin to fall into our temptation.

For a while I’ve been thinking, how it would be like if we decided to kick it.

The thoughts got me distracted with the echoes of Erykah going on and on and on and on.

The plethora of the things we have in common, I’m not ready to have you in the next life time.

Reluctant because of your burdens, let me carry your bags lady.

You treat me like your Eden, it’s the reason why I make sure your eyes are never green.

You are my orange moon in my travels as I view you from my window seat.

Your natural flow of energy screams Kemet elegance, if Nefertiti was modernistic.

Natural grace and effortlessness when you need to look better.

Your surroundings are in natural competition, trying to put you under pressure.

You’re on a whole new level, I’m also now attracted to your gravitation.

For the longest time I’ve been looking, looking for substance.

Something to get my Sacral and Intuition going, what I call entertainment.

You ask me why, I took the risk by letting Jupiter’s fire make you feel my explanation.

In these settings, it’s about, not really persuading my views and thoughts.

It’s up to you what you do with this ball in your court.

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Chapter 1: Ms. Silver – The Enigma

I miss the opportunity.

The opportunity for me to show your inner beauty.

Well.

The beauty I see, the energy that I feel.

The butterflies I get whenever Ms. Silver’s around me.

Mmm.

It’s been a while since I’ve been feeling you.

Best believe I was surprised the time I got a stare from you.

Ms. Silver.

I want to strip you to the nude.

Not physical, but emotional.

I want a truer view.

Show me emotions that are deep set.

Nowadays guys would only want to see the views that’s for the sex.

Your calming nature is the only thing that keeps me set.

As I panic when you walk towards my direction.

Alright.

It’s for me to be a man.

Ms. Silver.

I need for you to hold my hand.

I need to talk to you.

I need to tell you how I feel about you.

I…

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Ecclesiastes 1:9 "What has been will be again. What has been done will be done again. There is nothing under the sun." Some poetry to nap on... My TL is full of owls and daisies 🙆🏾‍♂️ #poetry #poetrycommunity #poetryisnotdead #poetryofinstagram #poetryporn #poetryofig #poetryinmotion #poetrygram #poetrysociety #poetrylovers #poetryslam #poetrycommunityofinstagram #poetryislife #poetryclub #poetrylove #poetrybook #poetryhive #poetryislove #poetrycosmos #poetrychallenge #poetryisart #poetrybooks #poetrylover #PoetryOfTheDay #poetrytribe #poetrybyme #poetrylife #poetrycorner #poetrydaily https://www.instagram.com/p/B1ZMGDNnDrK/?igshid=uosww23w5yil

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At least this one is the latest short Untitled I was doing rapper like stunts https://www.instagram.com/p/ByXc4GWpzYY/?igshid=m1hhh1b4b25g

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Archive Title: The Adventures of Falling Again Side Note: It still failed #poetry #poetrywriter #poetrysessions #poetryonistagram https://www.instagram.com/p/ByVBhfxJIEr/?igshid=4ezqwuk6tv0w

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Ethereal, smoked and celestial thoughts (The beginning)

The beautiful thing of my life (I say this sarcastically) is that people are too used to me bending backwards with a smile on my face.

2017/18 I was on my own and my space moved from torture to a sanctuary where I could be me, where I won’t be shunned for spoiling me without sharing whatever funds (or have anyone complain “what about me”). I was content with my routine and solitude, but, anyway... Fast that shit forward to where I am now (if you wanna know more: earn my trust, then ask... and no it’s not about money with me but in the black society it is, that’s for another time.) and I quickly realised that women now no longer choose to understand, respect and honour men... personally I blame the distorted feminism taught by the women of supremacists/racists/whatever you feel like calling colonialists... One link we forget that feminism rose with the black panther movement, the time black men and women were the most dangerous (fun fact: when black panther were fucking shit up in the US, the ANC in South Africa initiated militant retaliation to the small racist militias that the government hired to scare and assassinate political leaders etc.)

Now the feminism that was taught to black women was part of their plot to criminalise and demoralise the black man because then EVERYONE wanted to be strong, proud and fearless as a black man - and all white women then envied the elegance, royalty, strength and grace of a black woman... we were literally on the verge on eliminating racism and prejudice as a whole and BY FORCE. Now we in a place where  black women are so confused as to why they hate black men but they do anyway because it’s trending (women, don’t deny y’all like things... retail therapy, malls and marketing was created to cater you guys) and no matter black men do it’s never good enough, I mean that’s why women encourage each other to use, emotionally abuse and to have a “nigga on the side” and STILL black men should try make black women happy when they choose to not see our perspective or to even gravitate that we sacrifice all the way to the last to just see a smile at least (real men do, people who let their demons control because of money are kids... they sit with the trust fund babies).

Now I’m gonna take shit back to our primal duties and instinctual roles of a man and woman: A man protects and provides for his home... ONLY, that bullshit of spoiling and paying for a woman’s bills is our CHOICE... Men are meant to provide the necessities (food, safety, shelter and seed). A woman’s role is to raise the seed, maintain the house and to reproduce the seed... but before black feminists run and say “KDSUHGDYEDFSBVBSUYDGE women are still not equal back then! JSBNDSHGDSUGVC” (I literally hear that when they wild out because they screaming ignorance) notice one thing... in ancient paintings of black people, isn’t the woman normally NEXT to the man, sitting, travelling and ALWAYS NEXT TO HIM MEANING SHE IS EQUAL TO THE MAN - lemme bring it closer to home... doesn’t the father consult the mother before any major decision? He doesn’t say “FUCK YOU BITCH I’M THE MAN!” like the broken white women with their racist husbands... I mean even in porn, the black porn sites, do you see humiliation, bondage, staged rape and “abusive” porn? NO THAT’S SOME WHITE PEOPLE SHIT!!! SOOO ladies before you run and say “Fuck a black man, I want a white man” just think of that and always remember whatever you do... in a white person’s eyes... You’re black.

No I’m not promoting white genocide, but black people need to know who they are and where they are from... Black women need to go back to respecting and honouring black men because that’s how we interpret love. Stop pressurising, belittling and degrading men on purpose because it’s “woman empowering” sit your dumb ass down confused child... stop pissing off your men and try to understand his position just like how you tell us to accept y’all as is but force us to change KUTABARE (zulu: fusegi; english: fuck you!) we are equal and I will make sure you understand that.

So in essence... Talk to me nice or don’t talk to me at all

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I didn't mean to

Another voice mail... I'm not surprised. You've been getting more silent as time went by. Either you're going out all the time or constantly getting high. Here I am complaining, you're not even mine. My bad, I didn't mean to. I didn't mean to have you fall for me. How we rushed from first name to "my boo" and "baby." Late night chats on a daily basis. Toying with ideas of what we'd do to each other, no lie those talks were amazing. Countdown to to times when you come to the city. Getting me nervous like I'm 16 and I'm about to change from being a virgin. I didn't mean to. I didn't mean to make sex so amazing. Making you cum three times and when you come to/two have you thinking if I'm the one. Have you reevaluate our relationship. You saying "Fuck it, let's just do it." and "Why aren't we dating." Ideas planted had my mind warped and wondering. I decided to take it serious. You saying I'm yours and you're mine. "I love you"... I think that's my favourite lie from you. Pain is one beautiful thing to get used to. But I didn't mean to. I didn't mean to make you fall for me like this. Have you ignoring me conflicted. Maybe because you just like the fantasy of something different. Maybe that's why the distance. Maybe that's why you hit decline whenever my name pops up when your phone is ringing. Maybe this was all a mistake to you, making your homey your lover since he knows you the most. I guess I'm only needed when you're heartbroken, but until it's a game of where's Waldo. I promise I won't bring this up again. I promise I'll take this idea of you and I outta my head. I get it now, I wasn't yours from the get go. I promise I won't call again. I didn't mean to...

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July 4th (Day 33 - 45)... Red robyn, the poem that will never be completed

Wish I was good at showing emotion. Wish I could write you a symphony to show you my motive. Wish I was a little closer. Wish I could show you. Show you what I see when I see you. Times like these I wasn’t slower. Warmer. Warm enough to actually show you some form of love. Truth of the matter is that I’m scared. I’m used to just watching my crushes in the corner. Never brave enough to say something. While there’s a whole manuscript in my mind that I’d wanna say followed by “I wish my spirit is stronger.” Whenever I see your posts. I feel soul. I’m stuck here. In a room full of typicals. And I all I here is my red robyn’s music. Sitting in the corner cap real low. Just thinking about the connection of our souls. I haven’t even spoken to you and I’m already blown. Your voice. Your beauty. Making love seem new to me. Throwing me back my first love at the age of sixteen. But I’ll be here just full of wishes. I wish.

I wish I could finish. I’ve been struggling. Struggling showing expression. Red robyn. The girl I fell for and can never show it. You’ll be the poem that shall be never completed.

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Day 11

Yet again I'm at a place I don't really want to be. But I have to suck it up because people need me. I've noticed how empty my bed is lately. It kind of represents how my heart is... well at least the cavity. It should be me right? I always hear "People love you." Trust is the main issue. On the side is the place for someone like me. I mean no girl my age today is attracted by types like me. Artists that are lowkey yet have emotions filled with authenticity. That's leaving out the exterior unpleasantaries. I mean who's into short, dark and overbitten gapped teeth. No no I'm not looking for any sympathy. It's what I've been told all my life, nothing really to boost my self esteem. The main reason why I hate mirrors and good lighting for cameras because that's all I see. That's why I never smile or show positivity when the lens is faced towards me. Why the hell am I in my feels? I wish I had a she that was focused on making me feel good just like how they focus on making sure their make up is on fleek. But then again the broken hearted, compassionate artist's place in the generation today is on the side.

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While you look for what he's got. She looks if he can enrich her soul. While you find out if she'll look your way after this bottle is popped. I look for how deeply in love she is with my soul. While you flash your black cards overflowing with credit. She looks for intellect. While you try attract me with booty, boobies and artificial accessories "on fleek." I look if she can play well with my demons and me. While you hope you can change her go home alone plans tonight. She checks if you'll just get high, sip, chill and just talk all night. While you wonder when we get home if I'm gonna try score. I'm curious to see if you're comfortable or will it another night sleeping on the floor. While you use thot attracting methods to catch her attention. She wonders if there's any demisexual or sapiosexual men in this generation. While you wonder how much I'm gonna spend. I wonder is humility, hustle, rustic, soul, intellect and raffishness still exist

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But baby I'm not used to this, being the centre of your focus. Don't get me wrong, you're special different. It's been a while, I'm kinda hesitant. So many things I wanna say to you, so much I wanna do along the planes of metaphysical. You just make things harder. Quite a contradictory statement for a known entertainer and performer, but you shook because you're attractive and intellectual. I'm used to being sidelined and pushed to the back, but the way you look at me is simply a reflection of the way I've been adorning you. I'm not used to receiving that. A little patience is what I need to dive head first and steal a kiss and turn this love affair into a sweet romance