Ethereal, smoked and celestial thoughts (The beginning)
The beautiful thing of my life (I say this sarcastically) is that people are too used to me bending backwards with a smile on my face.
2017/18 I was on my own and my space moved from torture to a sanctuary where I could be me, where I won’t be shunned for spoiling me without sharing whatever funds (or have anyone complain “what about me”). I was content with my routine and solitude, but, anyway... Fast that shit forward to where I am now (if you wanna know more: earn my trust, then ask... and no it’s not about money with me but in the black society it is, that’s for another time.) and I quickly realised that women now no longer choose to understand, respect and honour men... personally I blame the distorted feminism taught by the women of supremacists/racists/whatever you feel like calling colonialists... One link we forget that feminism rose with the black panther movement, the time black men and women were the most dangerous (fun fact: when black panther were fucking shit up in the US, the ANC in South Africa initiated militant retaliation to the small racist militias that the government hired to scare and assassinate political leaders etc.)
Now the feminism that was taught to black women was part of their plot to criminalise and demoralise the black man because then EVERYONE wanted to be strong, proud and fearless as a black man - and all white women then envied the elegance, royalty, strength and grace of a black woman... we were literally on the verge on eliminating racism and prejudice as a whole and BY FORCE. Now we in a place where black women are so confused as to why they hate black men but they do anyway because it’s trending (women, don’t deny y’all like things... retail therapy, malls and marketing was created to cater you guys) and no matter black men do it’s never good enough, I mean that’s why women encourage each other to use, emotionally abuse and to have a “nigga on the side” and STILL black men should try make black women happy when they choose to not see our perspective or to even gravitate that we sacrifice all the way to the last to just see a smile at least (real men do, people who let their demons control because of money are kids... they sit with the trust fund babies).
Now I’m gonna take shit back to our primal duties and instinctual roles of a man and woman: A man protects and provides for his home... ONLY, that bullshit of spoiling and paying for a woman’s bills is our CHOICE... Men are meant to provide the necessities (food, safety, shelter and seed). A woman’s role is to raise the seed, maintain the house and to reproduce the seed... but before black feminists run and say “KDSUHGDYEDFSBVBSUYDGE women are still not equal back then! JSBNDSHGDSUGVC” (I literally hear that when they wild out because they screaming ignorance) notice one thing... in ancient paintings of black people, isn’t the woman normally NEXT to the man, sitting, travelling and ALWAYS NEXT TO HIM MEANING SHE IS EQUAL TO THE MAN - lemme bring it closer to home... doesn’t the father consult the mother before any major decision? He doesn’t say “FUCK YOU BITCH I’M THE MAN!” like the broken white women with their racist husbands... I mean even in porn, the black porn sites, do you see humiliation, bondage, staged rape and “abusive” porn? NO THAT’S SOME WHITE PEOPLE SHIT!!! SOOO ladies before you run and say “Fuck a black man, I want a white man” just think of that and always remember whatever you do... in a white person’s eyes... You’re black.
No I’m not promoting white genocide, but black people need to know who they are and where they are from... Black women need to go back to respecting and honouring black men because that’s how we interpret love. Stop pressurising, belittling and degrading men on purpose because it’s “woman empowering” sit your dumb ass down confused child... stop pissing off your men and try to understand his position just like how you tell us to accept y’all as is but force us to change KUTABARE (zulu: fusegi; english: fuck you!) we are equal and I will make sure you understand that.
So in essence... Talk to me nice or don’t talk to me at all