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@squeakybuny

ad of cassie @sandybuny, it/her/bun/toy plural transfem θΔ - minors go away this is 18+ only

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hi new critters

go follow my main @cassiebnuy too - this is just a side account

update feb 21 2026: i probably wont be posting as much on here for the forseeable future. my art priorities have changed over this last year and tbh im getting tired of the porn eclipsing everything else i do.

girl whose ideal form has no needs and takes up next to no space

girl who psychoanalyzes her kinks when shes not doing ok

girl whose ideal form has no needs and takes up next to no space

to be completely honest a lot of the toy stuff is like. im the proverbial puppygirl. im one of those ppl who will never be able to thrive in this system. im too autstic, too traumatized, too unemployable, too weak. ill always need help keeping a roof over my head.

im lucky enough to have help from more than one place so as to not overload just one person, ive got monthly checks on direct deposit, and im abled enough to contribute to housework, to cook and help w dishes. im not totally helpless all the time. but im still so fucking self conscious of my needs and how they mark me as different and how ppl impacted by those needs probably feel abt it.

the toy stuff s like. part of it is what if i was actually helpless enough to really deserve the care i need in the eyes of others. what if i really couldnt do it on my own (instead of could do it but it takes a huge toll) and didnt have to feel bad abt the help

another part is like. what if my needs for support were near zero. what if i could be packed up in a box for a while and be just fine a couple months or years later when its opened back up. what if all i needed was what u were going to give me anyway

i want configurable senses not just for horny sensory deprivation but also so i can recover from being overwhelmed without having to run and hide in a hole

i guess its some kind of paws day so heres toy handpaws art

ok yall may have 1 (one) new-ish buntoy illustration

#when will i post again? who knows.#this is a tumblr exclusive for now tho #well ive shown it to my discord friends but ykwim

umm, buntoys arent real. you probably fucked a weather balloon

im not totally done with porn but i am still trying to figure out how to make it fit with what im trying to do with my art, how to make it meet my standards

idk if this one is what im going for but i think the messier/more honest rendering is a good step? it brings attention back to the plane of the canvas but theres not much being said on that plane so idk

been thinking rly hard abt the place erotic art holds in my body of work vs what i want out of art. and i feel like ive been typecast. to me the erotic work is like. a side thing tht supplements and contextualizes the rest of my art.

it also serves a valuable purpose scaring off the wrong kind of ppl

but from how my audience responds to it its the main attraction. and with how hard im working on making the kind of art i want to see in the world over on main its hard not to resent that. i want to b taken seriously as an artist and it feels like this typecasting is in the way and it feels like my options are either pull all my nsfw and try to refocus my accounts, or just give up on my dream

i understand why tezuka kept that desk drawer locked

idk this kinda feels like venting into the void. of course yall are here for porn thats what the blog is for. but ive been agonizing over this for days. i already purged a lot of the nsfw from my bsky and im seriously considering whether i want to keep sharing horny art at all

been thinking rly hard abt the place erotic art holds in my body of work vs what i want out of art. and i feel like ive been typecast. to me the erotic work is like. a side thing tht supplements and contextualizes the rest of my art.

it also serves a valuable purpose scaring off the wrong kind of ppl

but from how my audience responds to it its the main attraction. and with how hard im working on making the kind of art i want to see in the world over on main its hard not to resent that. i want to b taken seriously as an artist and it feels like this typecasting is in the way and it feels like my options are either pull all my nsfw and try to refocus my accounts, or just give up on my dream

i understand why tezuka kept that desk drawer locked

as much as i love drawing porn i rly hate being pigeonholed as a porn artist

ppl keep ignoring the stuff im actually proud of and focusin on something i doodled in 15 minutes without thinking and its so incredibly discouraging

pick-uppable small deer c:

carrying case c:

o. oh....

pick-uppable small deer c:

carrying case c:

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