Birthday
Speaking of birthdays... Today is my 1 year on Tumblr. Yay.
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Birthday
Speaking of birthdays... Today is my 1 year on Tumblr. Yay.
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My boyfriend of 6 years and I broke up a couple weeks ago, and a few days ago was my 22nd birthday. It has been hard and I feel like I’m dying most days, and if not that feeling I’m just not feeling anything at all. He was the core of my life and I don’t know who I am without him. I am excited to do things that I couldn’t while with him, but at the same time I just wanted him to be there on my birthday. That’s all I wanted. I miss him. He was my best friend for 8 years give or take, and now I realize that I didn’t invest in any other relationships while I was with him, so I don’t feel close to any of my two? three? friends and I don’t know how to make more friends or strengthen bonds. I’m only posting this on here because he can see all my other social media and I don’t think he has this. I’m clinging to him because for as long as I can remember I’ve never NOT had him. We didn’t break up because of any negativity and (to my knowledge) we both still love each other. We broke up because I need to plan my future (house, lease length, marriage, college, moving out of state or not, etc.) and he just couldn't commit to a plan. What do I do? How do I let him go? We said we would try and go back to being friends once we’ve healed/separated our feelings but I don’t know how to do that. Any advice?
Exposed
Everything starts with a concept, a clever idea, the cloying scent of adventure
Cool water, bare skin, hot blood.
The stillness of night enveloped by the pressure of silence
Ethereal electric vibes clouded by darkness
She draws a deep breath as the silk slides down, sinking to the floor
Cool air, flirting with her chilled skin, conjures a blushing glow to her face
With a shiver of ecstasy and fear she steps out of the shadows
An intoxicating elixir of dangerous thoughts drawing her closer to the edge,
Insinuating feelings of flight and falling
The black water lapping coaxingly
The soft sounds beckoning
The smooth surface begging her to disturb it
She stands on the brink of a challenge
Blood pulsing against a barrier the thickness of paper
She looks below her to the dark pool promising mystery
The static tension intoxicating, it crackles as it stalls and settles,
And in an instant she’s floating.
The incoming connection foreboding
Exploding in a splash of stinging cold that instantly numbs her nerves
Yet brings alive her frantically beating heart
She breaks the surface, gasping, laughing
Freezing
Her bright eyes are wide with the shock of the water
The icy droplets caressing her like a lover
She emerges like a goddess from the black lake
Her flushed skin and soft curves a dangerous, sensual game
Her gaze pinned on a light that cuts through the night like a blade
A fire. Heat. Warmth.
The exhilaration of exposure like this… The openness… The danger
Alone.
The unhindered utilization of freedom.
She reaches the fire, and a towel draped across the log offers privacy.
But with adventure in her eyes she ignores it and replies
With a pose only clothed by the cover of night
She invites exploitation in the flickering light
She is the essence of muse material
The scent of pine on the wind twined in her tresses
An artists dream
A concept, a clever idea, the cloying scent of adventure
Wet skin, warm fire, hot thoughts
The taste of implied imagery
Flickering tongues of flame callously caress her
Tenderly licking at the drops of water gliding down her chest
Softly extinguishing the coolness from her breasts
Alone with her lovers, the darkness, the fire…
Heated tension after heightened excitement
Heavy slowness brought on by the night
Her goose-bumped skin soothed by a cooling desire
Her sultry form drying exposed by the fire.
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Take my computer away from me.
It 6 in the morning and I’m holding in my laughter
@lexa-was-the-one
this is a bop
Perfection has been achieved.
lance: do you ever miss earth?
keith: no, not really.
lance: what? why?
keith: [shrugs] i just never had anything there, i guess.
lance: [concerned] really?
keith: yeah. really.
lance: so you don’t miss anything…at all?
keith: well, there is one thing…
lance: [softly] what is it? you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to, or if it’s too personal or anything.
keith: no. i want to.
keith: [takes a deep breath]
keith: orange juice.
lance: uh…what?
keith, more firmly: i miss orange juice.
I am Keith.
Pidge: I feel like doing something stupid.
Lance: I’m something stupid. Do me.
Oh he would
depression tips™
shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.
moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over.
put on clean, comfortable clothes.
put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.
drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.
clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink.
blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.
make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something.
make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.
go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.
call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.
cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.
Reblog as much as you can
Absolutely helpful. I think I’ve done three or four of these things today, makes you feel better.
I do a lot of these things to cope, very helpful post.
It’s not often you see depression tips that are actually useful on this hellsite, these are all good though. Also good things to do (depressed or not) if you’re feeling lethargic or can’t focus!
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Valentine's rose
It started about six or seven years ago. I was a young girl with a crush on a clueless, even younger boy. Valentine's Day was coming up and I wanted to give him something special to show my love (without being too obvious of course lol). I decided to draw him a rose. Because, heh, get this Rose is my middle name and it was Valentine's Day so you give people roses so I was slyly giving myself to him. XD Since that year, some things changed, one being we started dating. Every year I do my best to draw him am even better rose, and this year I decided to challenge myself and draw on black paper using only white charcoal. 😩 So hard but so worth it when he opened his eyes and smiled as he saw it. ❤🌹
Trouble in Bed 🛏
Have you ever seen something so TRUE—
Strong shipping game
Do you ever think... you see something?
Do you ever think... you see things?
...
A flicker in the shadows
A shimmer in the sun..?
The tightening watchband of death singing
As we run.
Oh.
Wait, did you think you were alone here?
A tilting picture frame betrays the demons in the walls.
Did you think that you were safe?
Well.
That's a mistake, of course, it's false.
No honey, that wasn't an accident,
random acts don't have access to axes
Don't dent cement with infected intent...
Are you crazy...?
That was predestined and practiced, preached and then delivered.
You think that you're invincible when your life force is a silver sliver.
But love, beware because
There's a flicker of hungry flames
descending
Impending
Injecting and infecting, infusing paranoia until it's common
Sense lacks… hold it back.
Cracking as it charges and attacks...
What was that?
I thought I saw a flicker... something bitter.
Something withered. Something slithered
In the shadows...
Did you hear something?
There was tapping in the walls.
Creaking halls…
There's no one in the empty window but
I could swear
I saw movement.
I thought I thought so but
Am I right
It must be heat waves warping light
as it fades to night… but
There was a flicker. My tricked eyes saw something.
Something seemed
.... to shimmer.
.... an evil left to simmer until the shadows took shape.
Do you ever think... you see things?
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Original poem I wrote today. 😤
It's a young lady Pidge. 💚🌱
Are you editor of those YouTube videos from that channel called the good days?? Because they are awesome and you should post more dude.
Oh yeah, The Good Old Days! That’s a vlogging channel that my freinds and i have! We havent posted in awhile, but im hoping to release a lot more videos this summer :D