*sees that my last post was a month ago* uuuh ๐ I guess itโs time for an update!!
I AM ALIVE but hereโs a super short summary because life has been nuts and just ridiculous:
๐ We had multiple/pet health scares, some serious, but everything is OK now
๐ Our 10 year wedding anniversary was a few days ago, but we were too burnt out to do anything unusual for it (I am so burn out that I didnโt even give Christopher a cardโฆ) ๐ That should tell you a lot if you know me well.
Right about the time I went totally inactive, we found this guy on the street, and while I will post a very detailed story at some point, the end of it is that he is ours now. And we are in love, but my life did get inevitably harder as a result.
When we picked him up, I was 100% sure he had to have an owner. When it became apparent heโd beeen abandoned, I was determined to find a rescue with space. Turns out around Easter time, rabbit rescues are pretty full. Several months of wait.
I really didnโt want another pet. I want less pets. You guys know that. I donโt actually pick up every animal I see on the street. Believe it or not, painfully, I do walk away a lot, because otherwise Iโm going to die from stress, quite literally.
But sometimes a specific situation presents itself and walking away isnโt the right option. This was one of those cases. In my defense, I didnโt expect Iโd have to keep him, let alone want to. I had more than one evening of tearing up at my desk, thinking โI just canโt do this. I canโt.โ
This is especially because a few years ago, before the rats (thatโs a long time I guess) Iโd looked into rabbits as pets. As you know, I do my research pretty well. After a couple of hours, I was very firmly convinced that rabbits were not for me at all.
In a situation in which I felt I had a choice, I would not have kept him. But as the days passed, it started to feel worth it (Iโll go into the why later, but the short version is that he is not a normal rabbit at all.)
However, his arrival meant incredibly high immediate expenses and major changes to things around the house. I am super tired. But I am ultimately glad he is ours. This is probably the one circumstance in which I would end up with a pet bunny because these are not easy pets at all.
Of โcommonโ pets I personally feel itโs one of the most complex you can keep. It should be seen as a proper exotic and not an Easter gift for little children. Itโs also not the right pet for someone who stresses so much about the health of pets as I do. So Iโm just doing my best.
I promise I havenโt forgotten commissions. Iโm so stressed out about getting them done, itโs the first and last thing I think about. I have been able to draw here and there. I miss drawing, desperately. Progress is happening but it is ridiculously slow and I am so sorry.
To be clear, I basically have spent no time on hobbies. No โrealโ video games, no blogging, no reading, pretty much nothing of the things I enjoy, itโs actually really depressing to write this now that I think of it. If I have free time, itโs for commissions. But I havenโt had free time in a while.
The bunny has been named Domino (intact male, does mark a little, which is possibly why he was dumped). Age unknown. What makes him special is that he is incredible tame and affectionate. He did a flop like you see below on the night we caught him. Loves pets more than food.
He is so friendly, loving, playful. Does things that I see other rabbit owners wait years to experience with their buns. Itโs part of why I was so sure that he had to have an owner, but it seems not to be the case. One of the rescues told me they have seen wonderful rabbits like him, dumped anyway.
Anyway I hope everyone has been doing ok. To be honest, going forward Iโm probably going to slip back into my old way of doing things (little social media activity and blog posts instead). At least thatโs the goal.
Even when itโs mostly positive, anything short form destroys my brain cells. That includes social media feeds. It actually did me good to have no time for it for a while. Made me remember it was much better for me.
So Iโm going to put more emphasis again on my bios on ways to DM me outside of socials. Because Iโd rather go back to how things were before. ๐โโ๏ธ