today connor and me cuddled and read books and it was really nice and he also did not force me to eat heatlhy
alana came over to see the state of our kitchen and got mad at connor and it was really funny
it was like watching a pom barking at a great dane and the great dane being absolutely bossed around by the tiny puff ball
that aside alana had connor clean up his mess with the cleaning supplies that i had lying around
and then she sat next to me and talked with while connor was cleaning. she played with me and steve and asked if i was ready to go back to classes, and that i shouldnt push myself too hard, and that i only had maybe, a couple years left before my graduate years are done? and then i should probably not go for a post-doc and actually just be satisfied with my doctorate
i dont plan to, and alana decided to play games with me
she played parrappa the rapper while i cuddled steve and watched
then she started talking a lot about zoe while i just listened
she said that zoes been really sad since we broke up, and that she really misses me, but that she really understands why i broke up with her because of what i did, but that zoe still wants to be friends
zoes also looking for a better job, and shes starting to look for accountant jobs since being a waitress can only get her so far. she and alana have been going a lot though, and theyve been visiting some new cafes and places and stuff. she said that zoes really excited to show me these new places when im feeling better, and that the cafes have really good coffee as well.
alana said that i should try talking to zoe soon, even if its just a simple hi how are you doing
she said she knows that i want to
hsdfj why does everyone keep saying that
who cares if theyre right
i still dont think i deserve to talk to her just yet
by the time connor was done, alana was sprawled out across my lap and using my laptop while steve slept on her back. i couldnt really do anything except twist my neck uncomfortably to watch her look up the latest news on cryptid sightings. she kept asking me when me and zoe were going to go back to washington, and if we could all go along together to see the sights and also go to bigfoot java
she really wants to go to bigfoot java
she dug the heel of her foot into my cheek to really make her point
anyway alana made us all dinner, and alana even had some grapes for steve to gnosh on, which made him super duper happy
connor wanted alana to sleep over, but alana had to go to work in the morning, so we said goodbye
after she left, connor tackled me onto the couch and said that we needed to have a really big sleepover one day
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