Frill weeman the ghost of slick willy

I used to want to be somebody now i'd settle for just being.

[squillliamfancyson]

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Help, I just want to enjoy life the way everyone I interact with does but I feel so bored and discontented. Everyone else seems so contented, and I should be too, because things are going well for me, but I’m not. I can’t remember a time in my Life where it didn’t feel like I was searching for something to make me feel satisfied. I guess I’m posting this here because I like the anonymity of it. I could never have an honest conversation about this with anyone that knows me in person, I wouldn’t even know what words to use to elaborate on my thoughts. If it were practical I’d run far away from my life, I’ve honestly always felt like a stranger in the world I wish there was something I could do to sate this feeling.

[squillliamfancyson]

Every day I grow more and more discontented by people especially my mother trying and tell me all the things that she is so certain i do/ am and ignoring any attempt by me saying that this is not the case. I think that I know myself probably better than anyone else would so..........

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(via https://open.spotify.com/track/4UBuYQKupTjLEj6Ud6iu3d)

Who says things can’t get worse? Although, I do agree that they need to get better.

[thefader]

MIGOS AND SEAN PAUL HAVE A COLLABORATION ON THE WAY.

THE ATLANTA TRIO AND THE INTERNATIONAL DANCEHALL STAR WERE FILMING THE VIDEO FOR “BODY” IN MIAMI ON TUESDAY.

PHOTO BY (L/R) G L ASKEW II AND SEAN PAUL VIA INSTAGRAM. 

[squillliamfancyson]

I’ve only had a chance to listen to this once through, but it certainly has some solid tracks.

[expressions-of-nature]

Western Caucasus, Urup Lake by Nicholas

[squillliamfancyson]

New Diet Cig and new Arca on the same day both releases seem v. promising. 

[squillliamfancyson]

Late Night Musing

Some albums invoke extremely specific memories and emotions making it so I can only listen to them privately. For example, when I was seventeen I listened to Exile On Main Street for close to two months straight. At the time it helped get me through some difficult days, I haven’t really listened to it since because of the association between the two. If you think about it, it’s quite strange how ones experiences link in such a way.

(On an unrelated note, EoMS and Beggars Banquet are the Stones best/ only albums. Don’t @ me)

[squillliamfancyson]

so history repeats, and the feeling that i will one day wake an old and empty man only drives me harder. even if you will not sacrifice your youth, it will grow to resent you. like a body of water, it will yield only to entrenched earth.

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nature blog

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Total eclipse by kaslito on 500px

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[squillliamfancyson]

If my being is finite and I have no real desire to be this or that, then why bother? 

[hrsvt]

[historicaltimes]

Montreal Biosphère fire, 1976

via reddit

[squillliamfancyson]

T.W. 

Depression

After a long hiatus I return to tumblr in search of a place where I might be able to say things that I’m not comfortable or capable of telling people who know me personally. I’d be lying if I said things have been easy these past months, ( and I have to many who I see regularly). when I feel up to getting more specific I’ll make an attempt. For now, I can only continue to do what I can to make it through the waking hours.

[mxdvs]

Yasmina Jones Photography by 335mm for Adidas x Galore magazine

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