Nobody

My mind in words, as much as they can handle

[squishywords]

It's always "who knows what could happen?"

But we both knew exactly what would happen

And now,

It has happened

[squishywords]

[squishywords]

Don't say you love the old me

She's so sad, so lonely

[squishywords]

Must desire always turn to disgust

[squishywords]

If you're going to be anxious whether you do it or not, you might as well just do it

[squishywords]

Looking for someone

To share my soul with

For the hundredth time

As if this time it will help

As if this time they will stay

[squishywords]

If I were any more my mothers daughter

Everything you own would have already been burned in the flames of my anger

But as it stands

I am much worse than her

And I will leave you wishing it had just been possessions to have perished

[squishywords]

I still wish for you on every shooting star

I still look for you in every passing car

[squishywords]

Everyday I will tell you that I am the happiest I have ever been, and everyday it will be true.

[squishywords]

Is it gone?

How do I know?

Will it ever leave me?

I want it to go

.

I think that I'm okay

But its on the tip of my tongue

At the edge of my mind

It tells me to run

.

It creeps in when I'm not looking

From between all the cracks

Maybe I was wrong

Maybe it's back

[squishywords]

But how could this be a dream, when it's the most alive I've ever been?

[squishywords]

There's a prison in my head,

Nothing can get out.

And there's a cage in my chest,

Where no one will be found.

These places I keep locked,

And hidden from the world.

Just another lonely place,

Inside another lonely girl.

[squishywords]

I'm addicted to breaking hearts. Especially my own.

[squishywords]

So can't we just pretend

That I was made for you

And you were made for me

Its all I've ever wanted

You're all I'll ever need

.

I don't care if fate is real or not

All that's real to me is you

I don't know what to believe in

But I know one thing is true

.

You're everything to me

I wanna be your everything too

.

[squishywords]

Cupid shot me,

Right through my aching chest

Though not with arrows,

But a pistol upon my breast

.

Bullets, the shape of your lips

Trigger, the curve of your hips

.

Bleeding out,

Numb from the pain

From my mouth,

Only your name

.

Only ever your name

[squishywords]

But baby,

Love at first sight wasn't real until I met you

Nothing was real until I met you

[squishywords]

And I know it's hard not to feel betrayed,

When I promised I'd only ever call out your name.

But, people change.