Serious question who hurt Mirage to make him like this?
I know he’s fae and emotional intelligence points tend to be fairly low in fae as a general rule, but Mirage is next level. And it’s so clear that he genuinely wants to be loved, but has no idea what that should even look like.
Yes he’s selfish (he’s fae after all) but he also seems to genuinely think he’s being helpful at times too. For example offering to make Shockwave “love” Blurr back after just realizing that Blurr has tied himself to Shockwave. (Yes I caught that implication/confirmation that Blurr’s wing on Shockwave’s wrist has major cultural significance that Blurr is self-indulging in while he can!) Sure it’s misguided but Mirage genuinely thought it was something Blurr would want when he offered. It makes me wonder who treated him like that (or what relationship did he witness) to teach him that this is how love works?
As always a beautiful update and thanks for sharing it with us!
He got spoiled beyond imaginable as a newspark. Was never denied anything. Was never punished for whatever he did. Fully believed his wants and needs were supposed to be prioritised above other peoples interests/needs/feelings. A robot version of a real world billionaires-child youknow.
So now when he wants to get something or someone he only ever thinks about what he wants. He wants love but in the form of being unconditionally loved and doing nothing in return if he doesn’t feel like it.
I want to separately specify that his obliviousness to other peoples feelings is not like. A neurodivergence thing. It is a choice. He COULD understand what Blurr feels, for example. He just doesn’t want to bother himself with really getting it. Mirage doesn’t understand feelings because he is too lazy to care about anyone’s feelings except for his own. He asks Blurr questions but he doesn’t really absorb the answers is he doesn’t agree with them.
(A good example would probably be a person who never does their dishes and then expects everyone else to handle their dishes for them. Because living like that is comfortable for them and they couldn’t be bothered to think about someone else being uncomfortable. And then you try to explain to them how you don’t want to constantly clean their mess you feel used and they start behaving like you are the weird illogical one and “bruh you already do your dishes anyway why do you have to be so weird about doing a couple more”)
There is also a certain aspect of fae culture that I haven’t shown in the comic yet. It will be explained pretty soon, I don’t want to spoil it here. But basically, on top of being rich greedy questionable scammers all fae also have uhhhhhh a bit of a physiological aspect to why they are the way they are. You’ll see. It’s gonna be fun, it is such an interesting mechanic to play with hehe