you're a wildflower

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currently the most muse for   :  nikita mears ,   jennifer jareau ,   behati carson ,   adeline taylor ,   willow acar ,   freya lennox .

mun .   mostly created   &   penned by allie .   26 .   she  /  her .   from norway .   this blog is highly selective   &   private ,   only write with mutuals .   will mostly focus on original characters ,   but also love my canons .   (   if there is anyone you would like to see ,   feel free to tell me .   )   i’m mostly slow with writing ,   most replies run on a queue .   this blog was previously found at dervoured .   don’t be an asshole as we should get along great <3

muses .   divided into original characters ,   characters from series ,   movies and private .   some original characters have a biography ,   some does not ,   but always feel free to ask if you wonder something about any of them   !

memes .   memes are always the way to go for interactions .   you can send as many as you like   (   as long as you specify muse   /   muses .   )   i really appreciate having options ,   even if i might not answer all of them .

wishlist .   feel free to hit me up if you see something that spark interest .

credits   :   promo .   psd   &   icon border .  

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no because what i do is this .   i move blog because i want to be comfortable ,   and tell myself i’m just gonna follow a few people .   but then i end up following everyone because i don’t want anyone to feel bad .   but then i’m not comfortable on that blog for long ,   so i want to move again .   and so i repeat this and just     .  .  .     now i’m here ,   not feeling comfortable again .

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idk how but i lowkey wanna re - start this blog .

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𝖺𝗅𝖽𝖾𝗇 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗅𝖾𝗋 - 𝗌𝗎𝗍𝗍𝗈𝗇 .

there’s nothing about this that makes alden doubt it.  it’s a project that excites him, mostly because he hasn’t done anything like it in a while.  but he always loves to spend his time like this  —  the home is the most important thing  (  something he didn’t realize until he had a good one of his own  )  and it should be some place that’s exactly right for those residing in it.  right now, safety is the biggest concern, he imagines, but he can make sure this house maintains its heart.  

he raises a brow as she starts to explain,  nodding his head slowly.  ❝  oh,  i’m sorry to hear that,  ❞   he speaks sincerely, though he imagines it may not be something she wishes to dwell on, so he tries to keep it light.  ❝  for what it’s worth,  y’know,  when i lose somethin’,  i build a house,  so—  ❞  he says with a soft smile,  nodding his head back to her.  ❝  you’re right.  a home deserves all the love you can give it,  and i know how important that is.  we’ll make sure it’s exactly what ya need it and want it to be,  okay?  ❞

her family was in shambles   &   her partner ,   who she had spent years with   :   closer to him than her siblings ,   he died and there was nothing she could do about it .   still visit his wife every now and again ,   but she was still alive and milo was dead .   maybe hannah doesn’t hold any grudges   :   but she do .   she doesn’t have anyone   &   he had a family .   yet he’s the one that died that day .   so she bought a house .   like that would fix anything .   spoiler   :   it really didn’t .   but she refuse to sell it now ,   there is a lot to do and every moment where she isn’t working   :   she is trying to do what she can here ,   but some jobs are a little too big for her to do on her own .   some relief when he doesn’t dig further into it   &   smile grows upon features ,   hand on the railing while standing on the last step and looking around ,   she knows it doesn’t exactly look too great ,   but she enjoy it .   it’s something permanent .   it’s hers .

❝   guess everyone have a different way of dealing with things .   ❞      buying house or building one .   something that distract .   there’s a slow exhale   &   hands go to the back pockets of jeans and stepping down the last step into the hallway   :   a nod of her head .     ❝   yeah ,   that sounds great .   ❞      attention shift back to him .     ❝   i’m really not around that much ,   but whatever you need ,   i’m just a phone call away .   ❞

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              [     #𝙈𝘼𝙂𝙄𝘾𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙎.      ]    -     𝚊𝚛𝚎  𝚢𝚘𝚞  𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎  ,  𝚐𝚘𝚍   ?    𝚒𝚝’𝚜  𝚖𝚎  ,  𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚐𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚝’𝚜  𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎  𝚋𝚘𝚢.      -      indepdendent   &   selective   𝘤𝘰𝘢𝘤𝘩  𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥   from  apple  tv+’s   ted  lasso.     explored  by  earth.   age  twenty-one.   she/her/they.

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also gimme bridgerton verses for my muses here

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UNREQUITED,  FALSE ASSUMPTIONS  &  PINING  PROMPTS 

TO EACH OTHER

❝  i love you.  and i know you don’t feel that way about me and that’s okay i just.  i wanted to get to say it at least once.  ❞

❝  what are you talking about—   of course i love you?  ❞

❝  but i do love you.  i always have.  i just thought you didn’t feel that way so i never said anything.  ❞

❝  look i…i do care about you.  a lot.  and i wish i could love you that way.  i really do but i just,  i’ve never seen you like that.  ❞ 

❝  …you love me?  ❞ 

❝  why didn’t you ever say anything?  ❞

❝  i did!  i loved you.  and i thought you didn’t feel that way so i moved on.  i’m with someone now.  why…why did you wait so long?  ❞

❝  why did you wait so long to tell me how you feel?  ❞

❝  i love you!   okay?  i’ve been so fucking in love with you for longer than i can remember.  ❞

❝  you should have told me how you felt.  ❞

❝  actually i…there was a little while there where i had this horrible crush on you.  if i’d known this was how you were feeling i would’ve gone for it.  ❞

❝  please don’t say it.  i know you don’t love me.  i don’t expect you to,  but just.  don’t make me have to hear you say it.  ❞

❝  i’ve loved you for so long…i don’t remember what it was like to not be in love with you.  ❞

❝  i can’t say no to you.  and it’s just not fair.  ❞

❝  please,  don’t be cruel.  i love you.  like really love you.  so if i’m just some passing curiosity for you…don’t.  don’t say anything at all. ❞

❝  you don’t get it.  i want the whole package with you. i don’t wanna be some fling you forget about in a few months.  ❞

❝  do you know how long i’ve waited for you?  ❞

❝  i don’t need you to love me back.  i just want you to be able to accept that this is how i feel.  ❞

❝  why did you think i wouldn’t love you back?  ❞

❝  will you just slow down a minute!  i’m trying to tell you i love you too.  ❞

❝  i wouldn’t have been messing around with anyone else if i knew about this sooner.  ❞

❝  will you stop crying so i can kiss you already?  ❞

❝  honestly i’d never thought about it…i just need time to think it over.  ❞

❝  i hadn’t ever taken the time to think about it.  but…that doesn’t mean i couldn’t love you.  ❞

❝  i just need to know.  do you love me?  or have i just been making this all in my head?  ❞

❝  i love you.  please don’t say anything yet.  you don’t need to say anything. ❞

❝  no—  they weren’t lying.  i do.  i love you.  but i didn’t want you to find out like that.  i didn’t want you find out at all,  actually.  ❞

❝  look can you just forget about it?  okay?  yeah i’m in love with you.  big deal.  it happens.  ❞

❝  yes i love you.  i’ll get over it.  ❞

❝  are you…are you really over me?  cause,  that’d actually really suck because i’m not over you.  ❞

❝  look,  i know you love me.  but you shouldn’t.  ❞

❝  you are far too good to love someone like me.  you’ll find someone better.  ❞

TO/FROM A THIRD PARTY

❝  if that’s how you feel about them why not just say it?  take a chance.  wouldn’t you rather know one way or the other?  ❞

❝  this whole time i didn’t see them…i didn’t see what was right in front of me and now it might be too late.   ❞

❝  i love them so much it hurts.  ❞

❝  love shouldn’t hurt this much.  this whole thing is just consuming you in a way that isn’t healthy.  ❞

❝  you either need to make a move or let them go.  ❞

❝  this isn’t good for you.  you can’t keep pouring yourself into someone who doesn’t even know you exist.  ❞

❝  you do see how they look at you,  right?  ❞

❝  don’t you realize they’ve been in love with you for years?  ❞

❝  they love you,  dumbass.  ❞

❝  look i’m so fed up with everyone knowing you two love each other except you.  go kiss them or shut the fuck up about it.  ❞

❝  just take a chance.  you might be surprised.  ❞

ACTIONS/SCENARIOS

[ CONFESSION ]  for sender to interrupt receiver’s confession of love by kissing them. 

[ CONFESSED ]  for receiver to interrupt sender’s confession of love by kissing them. 

[ STOP ]  for sender to try and walk away,  afraid they’re going to get their heart broken but receiver grabs their wrist and pulls them back in for a kiss. 

[ STOPPING ]  for receiver to try and walk away,  afraid they’re going to get their heart broken but sender grabs their wrist and pulls them back in for a kiss. 

[ CONFRONTING ]  for receiver to confront sender after a third party told receiver that sender is in love with them. 

[ DRAMATICS ]  for a near death experience to drive receiver to confess their feelings to sender. 

[ SEE ]  for receiver to be hurt and realize sender loves them because of the way they’re taking care of them. 

[ EAVESDROP ]  for receiver to overhear a conversation where sender talks about their feelings for them. 

[ HUSH ]  for sender to ramble about their feelings and how they know it isn’t requited only for receiver to put a hand over their mouth so they’ll be quiet long enough for them to explain they love them too. 

[ AWAKEN ]  for receiver to not think they feel the same way but realize after a simple hookup with sender that they’re in love with them to. 

[ CASUAL ]  for sender to want to sleep with receiver to get it out of their system.  but receiver winds up catching feelings to because of it. 

[ TENSION ]  for muses who have been pining for each other to finally have sex for the first time. 

[ BREAK ]  sender can’t take it anymore and kisses receiver out of nowhere. 

[ FREE ]  receiver can’t take it anymore and kisses sender out of nowhere. 

[ TRY ]  sender has confessed their feelings and receiver tries kissing them to see how they feel.  

[ TRYING ]  receiver has confessed their feelings and sender tries kissing them to see how they feel. 

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𝗆𝖺𝗀𝗇𝗈𝗅𝗂𝖺 𝖼𝖺𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗈 .

              this is not the sort of path she ever would have foreseen her life taking.  but after everything she has endured,  she supposes the only place for her to wind up would be here.  she cannot undo the damage to her own mind and soul.  but she an help others from having to experience such horrors.  there are people who she can have a hand in stopping.  sometimes,  it has to be enough.  nothing will fix her past but at least she can give others a better future.  and right now,  with jj and her son,  she can experience a little taste of normalcy.   there’s a smile lingering about her features when the other woman speaks.  sage hues lift from the sleeping child to meet her gaze,  a gentleness pooling into her eyes.  

❝  kids…should.  la—laugh.  ❞  she notes quietly.  no child to should have to have it stolen away  (  but so many unfortunately do  ).  ❝  he made.  me…smile too.  ❞

always felt guilt that she couldn’t help will   &   he ended up dead .   when she could help so many strangers   :   why couldn’t she help her own husband   ?   why couldn’t she help the father of her son   ?   struggled for a while ,   trying to figure out of her life     .  .  .     trying to figure out who she was as a single mom and who she was without will again .   because he had been such a big part of her life ,   and she loved him so much and one day he was just gone .   woke up to him and had breakfast with him and henry   &   when she went to bed that night ,   she was a widow .   had to be strong infront of henry ,   and seeing how he grieved his father ,   it wasn’t always so easy .   trying to stay strong .   trying to not fall apart every time henry asked about will or every time she would find a object belonging to her late husband just laying there as if he had just put it there .   this ,   a distraction   :   something else ,   it’s good for both herself and her son and she is happy magnolia is here for it .   there is a soft smile upon features when looking from henry and up to magnolia ,   small nod of her head .     

❝   they should ,   yeah .   ❞      and in her line of work   :   she had seen so many kids lose their innocence .   they weren’t allowed to be children anymore   &   she hated that it happened .   hated even more that it happened to her own son ,   because she knows what it does .   she knows the pain of it .     ❝   this was fun ,   i really appreciate it .   ❞ 

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i’m craving a plot where a girl matches up with her best friends brother on tinder and every time she sleeps over from then on she sneaks into his room to spend the night after the best friend has fallen asleep like please and thank you 

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elizabeth not going back to land and being an absolute Legend 

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Female Awesome Meme - [6/10] females in a movie: Elizabeth Swann; “ I just wanted the pleasure of doing that myself.”

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removed a few muses ,   going back to my bridgerton world <3

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wanting to cut down on my muselist vs not able to part with any muses like

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who want some memes <3

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@wistlton

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𝖺𝗅𝖽𝖾𝗇 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗅𝖾𝗋 - 𝗌𝗎𝗍𝗍𝗈𝗇 .

alden pats his gloves together before slipping them off and into the pocket of his apron,  giving her his full attention.  he’s not expecting any sort of gift — even when people do bring him something, it’s typically a resource that he’s grateful for,  but this is something entirely new.  being a father, at all, is still new for him — and with that comes the reminder that he’s not just adam’s father, but a father in the eyes of everyone else around him, and there’s a big sense of pride in that.  

his eyes look on his son’s name threaded into the fabric,  a warm smile tugging at his lips as he reads it over and over again.  he realizes now that this may be the first time he’s ever truly seen it in writing, and that makes the smile grow even more as he catches it.  he lets out a small laugh, shaking his head in disbelief.  ❝  i know a little fella who’ll like this a lot, ❞   he says,  finally looking up at her again.  ❝  y’know,  i could never find things like this with my name when i was little.  always thought i’d be carvin’ somethin’ myself for him, but —  this?  well,  this is real nice.   thanks for thinkin’ of him out there.  means a lot to me,  y’know?  wish i could get ‘em all these kinda things.  ❞  

she think this matters too .   food ,   water ,   equipment   :   most things they have here now ,   at least enough of it ,   so they get by .   there is a lucky find sometimes ,   places that has yet to be discovered or thoroughly searched ,   but mostly ,   it is this .   lately ,   she feel it’s been more about finding things that mean something to certain people and she is more than happy to do it .   while she loves being here and help out around the place   :   she likes being out there aswell   &   coming back ,   bearing gifts like this     .  .  .     loves it .   feels like there is a purpose to what she do still .   because it has been difficult lately ,   being gone for days ,   weeks or even months sometimes .   and have nothing to show for .   coming back empty handed ,   with less than when she left ,   it always feel like she failed .   so seeing alden’s reaction to the teddy bear   :   it brings a smile to her own features ,   a warmth runs through her   &   it’s something she wants to hold onto .     

❝   thought he might .   ❞      not usually what she would bring back ,   but being held up in a old and dusted down store   :   there was a lot of just     .  .  .     things .   had to have been some sort of a gift shop once upon a time and seeing adam’s name ,   well ,   it just made sense to bring it back .   not like there was anything more important that had to take up space in her backpack anyways .     ❝     .  .  .     reminds me of when i was a kid .   mom would get me one of those after i broke my leg .   came with me to college .   ❞      slight shrug of shoulder .     ❝   i’m pretty sure whatever you come up with ,   is gonna be pretty cool tho .   ❞

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have you seen a cuter human being  ???