i’m chewing the bones of my own reprieve.

@ss0laris

☆ i am solaris (or will), he/him 🏳️‍⚧️ ☆ i like call of duty, house md, sally face, detroit: become human, the walking dead, the last of us, mortal kombat, supernatural, and technoblade. o7 ☆ no. 1 russell adler defender (im literally bell) ☆ i too am in this blog

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selfish-fucking-brat

I want to rip my breasts off and watch them burn as I bleed. I want my voice tl be lower, I want to physically push around my vocal cords till they make the right noise. I want to be taller, I want to elongate my bones for just a bit more height.

tinytoaster124

Will anybody ever look at my naked body and still see me as their boyfriend

#this but not in a sexual way i beg #asexual and struggling

oliverworldbuilds

Cant sleep cause I have some pent up trans anger I didn’t really realize was there that’s been stewing for a very long time and it’s just now all catching up to me

#it’s almost like i fucking told you what i am

strangebabyboy

Doing this again, but this time I was born a boy.

the-sad-star

I cant do femininity right I cant do masculinity right I cant do fucking anything right if I try to preform femininity around girls it feels like im being judged and laughed at because I will never been seen as "girl enough" if I try to preform masculinity around guys it feels like im being judged and laughed at because I will never be seen as "boy enough" if im feminine around guys im still gonna be judged because im alien to them if im masculine around girls im still gonna be judged because im alien to them i just want to be accepted why cant I just do anything right

orion-archives

sometimes i want to rot somewhere else

#is this too cringe #i have the best of friends that i love so very much yet i still feel this way and i don’t know why

ahmnorhein-zkn

Repost, now do your honors.

bisexualadamlazzara

i yearn for a body that i cannot have

twospiritstooprideful

clocking in to my shift at the yearning factory

#get me out of here #i am miserable

onyxeatsu

found this on pinterest which linked to this reddit post ! please interact with the original(?) poster :)

moonageromantic

Full time job at the yearning factory

juno-infernal

sometimes the tragedy of distance is very simple. i want to get groceries with you

mythicaleditor

i want to get groceries with you. i want to show up with soup when you’re sick. i want you to knock on my door with no notice. i want you to call me out of the blue on a wednesday night asking for help getting a big piece of furniture you just bought back to your house. i want us to never worry about pet care when one of us goes away because we know the other will handle it. i want to bump into you at our local park and end up spending the afternoon together.

i want to get groceries with you. i want to not have to work so hard to spend time with you. i want to not miss you all the time. i want you in my life. i want you. i want.